First and last maybe. In two different aspects that is. Honestly.
Secretly, I really really hate you. Slap yourself.
I think I just might be happier in Brave New World. Taking soma, living in denial, being void of all emotions, being oblivious and infantile-like, not knowing what love is, or stress or unhappiness or anger and all negative emotions. Sexual promiscuity? If I were there, to hell with it. I'll settle as a Beta.
Thursday, August 21, 2008
I should never go for movies at night when there is school to attend the next day again >.<
Lol. Went to watch "Money No Enough" last night with my family. Dan came over for dinner though, because he sent me back from Safra (: Thanks, hun (: (: (:
Fell asleep the movie anyways, so don't ask me if it was good. But how can I miss spending quality time with my family? Right? Right?
Oh, and Dan's birthday surprise party and barbeque birthday party was a huuuge success :D
I've got so much homework ): Gotta go do my Lit Test on Othello online now ):
Saturday, August 16, 2008
Retreat today was.. okay. Actually it was good. Really. Made me reflect and think. I think I've attained enlightenment. Haha. No, I know I have. Some sort at least (:
I'm at Dan's house now using his computer. Lol. Barbeque was great. I really like our relationship (:
Blog later (:
Memories of the past, ghost of the past. Please stop haunting me. I can't take it anymore.
Happy (belated) Birthday, Love.
Dan's birthday today. Cheston, Jeremy. Y, Nig and me surprised him at 9plus at his house. John couldn't make it cause he had Lit play. The surprise was quite successful with the help of Aunty (: Hanged around and then we went for supper at Simpang. Reached home only at 12.30+am.
And did I mention I'm meeting Pat at Thomson Plaza tmr at 6.15am before meeting the class at Prata House at 6.30am? And we're gonna have a retreat at 7/7.30am which only ends at 10pm, but I'm leaving early for Dan's barbeque at his house?
I need soma too.
Skies are blue inside of you, The weather's always fine
- Brave New World
Thursday, August 14, 2008
TOMORROW IS DANIEL'S 16 BIRTHDAY!
Why do I feel like I'm more excited than the birthday boy (to-be)? Lol.
Tuesday, August 12, 2008
I'm sick ):
I feel like shitxzxzxzxzxzxz. Slightly feverish I think >.<
Monday, August 11, 2008
Gone are the days where we were so carefree.
But its okay because we still have each other (:
Hello Daniel, you're beside me doing maths.
Went to school today to study with Jo. I told her I'd be there by latest 2.30pm, but I got held up in the end, because Mommy and I were choosing which binding machine to buy, so I only reached at 3.15pm. SORRY JO! >.<
Hm, Wee, Sab, Jon and Fel were in school too doing their PW. But we all ended up chatting instead. Not really productive enough. JO, WE MUST STUDY PROPERLY NEXT TIME!
Left school at 7.30pm, went for dinner with Sab and Wee before heading home (:
Tell me more, tell me more, was it love at first sight?
Sunday, August 10, 2008
I swear that you don't have to go. I thought we could wait for the fireworks. I thought we could wait for the snow, To wash over Georgia and kill the hurt. I thought I could live in your arms, And spend every moment I had with you. Stay up all night with the stars. Confess all the faith that I had in you I had in you.
Too late, I'm sure and lonely another night, another dream wasted on you Just be here now against me You know the words so sing along for me baby
I know you want me to want you I want to.
Saturday, August 09, 2008
Yesterday was fun and tiring at the same time. National day celebration with 1T04 is the bomb. We played games, sang songs, took pictures. And I camwhored with Jacq, but the pictures are with her. I'll upload them when I get it.
Anyways, mass danced with Wee and collided into Jo. Lol. Then we all walked to Gleneagles from CCAB (after walking from CJ to CCAB which is 4km, out class is nuts, lol), and went to Marina Square. Had breakfast/lunch, then we splitted up. Some of us went shopping, some went for the Mummy, some went for Dark Knight. Haha.
Dan came to meet me afer that, then we went to Yishun. Accompanied him for lunch at Delifrance, then he accompanied me to Safra. And he very patiently waited for me to finish training. Thanks Hun (: By the time I finished training, it was already night. So we brought Nig and the rest of the juniors joined us for dinner. Simeon, Bradley, and Michael, if I'm not wrong (:
Today's National Day but it really feels like any other ordinary day. Mummy and I went to the hairsalon though. Lol. And for a change I've ot straight hair temporarily and I feel like I've gone back to a year ago.
Lol, Hun. I know you wanna see my straight-hair-look. So here are the pictures for you, as promised (:
PS, I didn't intend to take this many pictures, but I got carried away. Haha. Don't mind me.
TADA, JACQ! IF YOU ARE SEEING THIS, I KNOW YOU MISS DANCE TOO! (:
POINTE SHOES! <3 NATIONAL DAY'S EVE WITH 1T04! (:
<3 1T04 VERY VERY MUCH!
Friday, August 08, 2008
I remembered writing Michelle's name. But apparently I think I cancelled it by accident. MICHELLE ITS OKAY I STILL LOVE YOU VERY VERY VERY MUCH OKAY! (:
And I add in:
21st person: Michelle Lim Kai Hui. Q: What do you think of number 21? A: A FABULOUS LISTENER WHO LENDS GOOD EARS. ALWAYS THERE TO COMFORT YOU WHEN SOMETHING GOES WRONG AND TO CRAP WITH YOU IF NOTHING IS WRONG. I LOVE YOU, MICH! (:
Even more exclusive. Haha (:
Oh and did I mention that I have about 10 essays to do over this weekend? Bloody hell.
A mess of emotions. You only proved what I thought right. And you're such a damn bloody big let down.
Thursday, August 07, 2008
Class outing tomorrow! (:
And we'll be walking to CCAB from school tomorrow to celebrate National Day and we're doing MASS DANCE! YAYYY! (: 1)do you have a wide group of friends ? Everyone's definition of wide varies, so how much is your wide?
2)if you're in trouble , will your friends 'fly' to help you ? Well, I hope they would.. At least if they could.
3)will you sacrifice your most precious thing for your friends? Depends on the context and who. Haha! No, you just gotta set criterias for every question you're asking me, dear. All the History's getting in my head. Oh, you have poor question analysis >.<
4)do you believe in BFF ? Bestfriend Forever? Yeahhhhh, totally.
5)do you think a straight guy and a woman can just be platonic friends ? YES! Why not? I have platonic guy friends who turn out to be best friends.
6)do you have a male friend whom you can trust with almost everything ? Hell yeah (:
7)do you think friends should tell each other everything? Depends. Depending on what it is.
8)if your friends are in trouble , what will you do ? I'll help if I can..
9)in future , if your friends get married and ask you to be their best man , will you agree? Ahem, you gotta include a /bridesmaid in the question for me to answer that. Although I know of people like AH-john and cheston!-HEM, who'd say this question is perrffect for me.
10)what if your enemy calls you one day to make peace? Tell him/her to treat me to coffee to prove her/his sincerity. Kidding. I'll ask for a meal.
11)what will you do to a friend whom you trust deeply, betrayed you? Deal with it.
12)if your friend snatches your boyfriend away , will you hate him or her completely ? No, but I wont trust her anymore, well, at least I don't think I would.
13)wht if there is a girl that has liked your friend for quite some time, tells you that she needs your help to win the heart of your friend, will you help her? If she really liked him and he's a good guy, why not? Oh, and he's must not be my boyfriend. Duh.
14)do your parents think your friends are a bad influence ? Previously. Not anymore (:
15)wht will you tell your parents if they asked you to transfer school, which means losing all your closest friends? I'll explain to them. But I know they won't ask me to transfer.
16)if your friend organizes a once in a life time party, but your family doesn’t allow you to go , will you sulk/throw a temper/sneak out/don’t go? I'm not a part kinda person anyways. I'll just explain to my friend. I believe they'll understand (:
17)how will you describe your friendship relationship with your friends? There are different degrees of friends. But if you're asking of friendship relationship between my classmates, its fantabulous. Really. 1T04 is cliqueless, yes. CLIQUELESS (:
18)define friendship . People who will stay by you through thick and thin, good and bad times. People who will understand why you're doing certain things, and will tell you when they think you're wrong, so you can change for the better.
19)name 20 people whom you can think right now .
don’t read the questions until you named the 20 people . at the end , choose 5 people to do this .
1. daniel 2. nigel 3. joanne PARANOTHY 4. jonathan 5. joyna 6. weeeee 7. fel 8. keongggg 9. aloyyy 10. sam 11. siyuan 12. xiuuuuweeen 13. john 14. cheston 15. PJ 16. jaena 17. jac 18. nat 19. hafiz 20. sab
where did you meet no. 14? HAHA, shooting range.
what will you do if you never meet no. 1? I won't be in this great relationship (:
what if no. 9 & no. 20 dated? eh? I'll laugh my butt off and tell sab, "sad ah your life"
will no. 6 & no. 17 date? they'll be so cute together!
describe no. 3. paraNOTHY says it all. HAHAHA! I love you Jo! I'm not racist!
describe no. 7. my favourite bitch. ahahha, no. she's fantastic
do you know any of no.12’s family? Eh, no.
what will you do if no.18 confess to you that she likes you? I'll tell her I like her too cause I really do (:
what language does no.15 speak ? English and Chinese?
how old is no.16? 17! (:
when is the last time you spoke to no.13? Haha, not too long ago? Last Sat (:
who is no.2 favorite band or singer? Aye, Nigel. He likes whatever I liked. HAHA. Nig is currently into I'm Yours by Jason Mraz! (:
would you ever date no. 4? JONATHAN! HAHA. I would to drive him insane and kill himself to do the society a favour. Kidding. He's a good friend (:
would you ever date no. 1? Currently am (:
is no. 19 single? I've not talked to Hafiz for a long time! ):
would you ever be in a relationship with no.11? HAHA, YES! And the relationship is FRIENDSHIP!
school of no. 3? HAHA, she's my classmate. What do you think?
where does no. 6 live? Somewhere far from me.
what is your favourite thing about no.5? Everything. She's my best friend (:
have you seen no. 2 naked? BAHAHAHA, half naked. All the time. Maybe naked when we were much younger. HAHA
wht is no.8's nickname ? KEONG KEONG!
I NOW TAG.... 1. Siyuan 2. PJ 3. Michelle 4. Wee 5. Sab
Sunday, August 03, 2008
Busy. Very busy.
The road I have travelled on Is paved with good intentions It's littered with broken dreams That never quite came true When all of my hopes were dying Her love kept me trying She does her best to hide The pain that she's been through
When she cries at night And she doesn't think that I can hear her She tries to hide all the fears she feels inside So I pray this time I can be the man that she deserves 'Cause I die a little each time When she cries
She's always been there for me Whenever I've fallen When nobody else believes She'll be there by my side I don't know how she takes it Just once I like to make it Then there'll be tears of joy That fill her loving eyes
So I pray this time I can be the man that she deserves 'Cause I die a little each time When she cries