The shadows of ringdoves chanting but chasing nothing.

Wednesday, August 08, 2007

3:49 PM

It just infuriates me, really. Maybe you'd argue to say its none of my business. But seeing her get hurt by someone whom she treated as a friend sucks. And I dare say, although we've been best friends, but she was never as close to us as she was as close to them. So why is it that they're hurting her so. And worse of all, everyone seems to be siding with someone who was a total bitch. I don't mean to criticise, but really. The words you said were, I dont know, stupid. It makes you sound so inhumane. And all this time you were putting on a false front to mislead all of us. I thought you were nice. But that's utter bullshit. You're anything but nice. I think you should just be shot.

And you, someone she treated so well for the past 3 years. Is this how you're to treat her now that a thing like that has happened? Have you ever thought of her feelings? She was the one who treated you best. And this is how you repay her. Has it occured to you how much you've hurt her and sadness you brought unto her? You really need to think. Was she just wasting 3 years as a friend on you?

What's becoming of the world? Whats with the politics in school? Why is it that there's so much backstabbing and betraying within the class? Why should anyone hurt their friends? It doesn't make sense. It's not making sense and will never make sense.

I swear my impression of you has changed ever since.

Christine
3:49 PM

Tuesday, August 07, 2007

7:45 PM

Love of my life, you've hurt me
You've broken my heart, and now you leave me
Love of my life, can't you see...
Bring it back, bring it back, don't take it away from me
Because you don't know, what it means to me

Love of my life, don't leave me
You've taken my love, you now desert me
Love of my life can't you see...
Bring it back bring it back, don't take it away from me
Because you don't know, what it means to me
You will remember, when this is blown over
And everything's all by the way
When I grow older I will be there at your side to remind you
How I still love you (I still love you)

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Love of my life.

Christine
7:45 PM

Friday, August 03, 2007

8:11 PM

I feel a great sense of achievement.

1. I finally got my red iPod nano done after having it for more than half-a-year leaving it lying on my dressing table.
2. HARRY POTTER HAS ENDED ): Ended as in, seriously ended and there will be no more Harry Potters, unless, of course JK Rowling changes her mind or write up some epi or something. I looooovve Harry Potter ): ): ):
3. Its a Friday today, which marks the end of a week. A really long week, to be precise.
4. I'm finally blogging a post, finally.

Things I have yet to accomplish:

1. Get into proper exam mode/mood.
2. Do ALL my homework seriously (minus the walking to the fridge to grab a chocolate bar, nd the television that I watch more than I do my work)
3. Start revising without falling asleep 5 minutes after.
4. STOP THINKING ABOUT SHOPPING! NO SHOPPING UNTIL AFTER O LEVELS!
): ): ): BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. ): ): ):
5. Buy more tees when I'm out shopping. NUM SHIRTS WITH JOYNA!
6. Buy black and white skinny jeans with Darling, when we go shopping after O's :D :D :D
7. Study hard and concentrate without thinking of skinny jeans and tees. NOW.
8. Log off instantly. IMMEDIATELY!
9. AND GO STUDY! NOT WATCH TV.

I think I'll watch a little TV while I do my homework. Last time. Very last time. No more teeveeessssss for me! Go message Darl! :D (And study. Later.)

Christine
8:11 PM