The shadows of ringdoves chanting but chasing nothing.

Monday, June 30, 2008

10:07 PM

Dear all,

We are a group of students from Catholic Junior College conducting a survey to assist us in our Project Work and we greatly appreciate if you could help us complete this very simple and short survey of only 10 questions. Please click on the hyperlink below to access our survey.

Please answer truthfully when completing the survey! (:
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If possible, please pass on the email if possible so as to help us get a wider response.

Thank you! (:

With great thanks,
Christine Danielle Teo
Lau Yoke Mun
Joanne Paranjothy
Justin Lee
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Christine
10:07 PM

9:21 PM

Nationals for my team on this Friday! All that we've been working hard for and training for. We'll do it (:

Hmm. Good luck to all who are shooting on the rest of the days. Good luck John, Cheston and Sameer :D

Dan came over to my home to leave the surprise note for me while I was out. That silly thing. Rushed over from his school and got permission from Daddy to come in and slip the note. He sandwiched it between my pillows. Hahah, silly thing. I think he and Daddy also had a chat and Daddy actually asked him if he wants to come along with him to fetch me from Safra. Zomg. Lol. My Dad's.. really cute.

(:

Christine
9:21 PM

Saturday, June 28, 2008

11:24 PM

I've not blogged in a few days because I've been particularly worn out by whats been happening and going on the past few days, I've been too tired and drained to blog.

Past few days, Dan and I've been through alot. Seriously, alot. But things are fine between us now, and hopefully, this incident will just bring us closer to each other. We've finally put an end to the entire incident today, thank God (:

But of course I won't forget our wonderful friends who helped us tide over this obstacle and watched us grow together. Cheston, John, Jeremy(s). All who were there for me, especially Cheston and John who were there whenever I broke down, and Jeremy. Y who would try to cheer me up whenever I looked like was about to cry because he says, "Please don't cry. If you cry, I'll cry too.". And its only because he's so close to me he's like my other brother.

Anyways, yesterday, Dan and I went to Ning's birthday BBQ at Pasir Ris Park. We met after my A levels MT Orals. I did like crap -.-" I meant to say Britain but I said, "Au Zhou". And I only found out I said Australia instead of Britain after the exam when I was discussing with Nicholas. PFFFT! ):

Aye. Studied at the National Library today again with the usual clique. And its so embarrassing because Dan and I went for a short break halfway at the open garden outside the study lounge, but the short break ended up being about an hour. And its only because I fell asleep, so Dan let me rest.

Hmm.

We're almost making this routinal. Like, almost every Sat. We've already been there a couple of times to study. I think today's our third (:

Anyways, so many things have happened over the past few days. Cheston, Daniel, Nigel and Jeremy are now bald. Dan and Cheston went to shave their heads bald for a good cause though, for the Children's Cancer Foundation. I'm so proud of my Dan (:

And actually, now's 10.57am on the 29th June and I'm at Safra. But I didn't get to complete my post last night so I'm continuing from here. I just finished my monthly shoot and I emerged third of my detail, with a 355 ): Bahhh, I should do better than that. I'll prolly slide later anyways, sine not all pistol women are done shooting yet.

Oh, and Dan called Nig to surprise me with a milk tea and kinder bueno. I think my 2 favourite boys are sweet (: And Nig even accompanied me to come here in the morning, even though I'm shooting in the first detail which starts at 8.50am and he is shooting at the last detail which will only start at 4+pm. I love Nig, and Dan (:

From Dan (:

At the Library. I look like I've got a Korean boyfriend because Dan's wearing a beanie and my spectacles :D

BRACES! (:

Weening! :D

Joaaaan (:

Michelle sweets!

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY, WEENING AND VALERIEEEE (:

We won't say our goodbyes you know its better that way
We won't break, we won't die
It's just a moment of change
All we are, all we are, is everything that's right
All we need all we need, a lover's alibi
Every single day that I can breathe, you changed my philosophy
I'm never gonna let you pass me by
So don't say your goodbyes you know its better that way
We won't break, we won't die
It's just a moment of change [x2]
All we are, all we are, is everything that's right
All we need, all we need, a lover's alibi

Christine
11:24 PM

Monday, June 23, 2008

11:20 PM

Lovers to Friends?

Oh and did I mention that I saw Mr San in school today? He's starting work today. Quite cool actually, I can finally talk to him properly because previously I only talked to him whenever I got caught for something. Pfft. School'll be fun with him around (:

Christine
11:20 PM

10:05 PM

After procrastinating for whoever-knows-how-long, like for forever, John and I finally went for our first run together. Lol. It was a really really last minute decision like 5 minutes before he was alighting from the bus, he just said he felt like jogging so I decided to go too.

Went home first to put down stuff and change into track shoes then Daddy alighted me in MJC at about 7.55-8pm? Hmm, yeap. Then met John on the track and we started to run. It was a pretty good run. Ran like 3.2km with John while talking and running, non-stop. Then we decided to stop, and we walked for another 1.2km. Talked all the way. Hmm. Then we parted and he headed home and I decided to be crazy for today, and jogged all the way home from MJC.

Reached home at 9pm and messaged John (as instructed by him. LOL!), and I'm still smelly because I've not bathed -.-" Lol. I stink. >.<

Then again, its through this that I really get to recognize my friends around me. New found friends whom I'd never knew would care so much, till today. Thank you all who have been there for me! (:

Thank God for true friends (:

Christine
10:05 PM

5:13 PM

HAHA I'm at like Safra now. My training ended at 3.30pm but I'm waiting for Nig to finish and the rest of the guys. John, Cheston, Jeremy(s), etc. Cam-whored with Jeremy. Y a little mainly of his own pics though, while he waited for his lanes. And Cheston's phone is freaking cool! Its touch-screen, and new and super-duper cool!

He left his phone for me to play with for a while, while he went to change and I got to play the drawing thingy and its soooooo cool. I actually managed to write "Hello, Cow. Your glove STINKS! :X (:" And it all fits. Its damn cool!

Anyways, Cheston is mean. Because he wrote back, "Christine is evil and stupid" -.-"

PFFT!

I think we're gonna play dota soon. Heh! (:

Christine
5:13 PM

Sunday, June 22, 2008

11:39 PM

I can't study for Econs! ):

I'm not prepared for Econs! ):

I'm going to fail Econs! ):

I'm screwed for Econs! ):

And History! ):

And Literature! ):

And Maths! ):

And (maybe) GP! ):

And Chinese! ):

What's worse? Chinese 'A' Level's Chinese Orals is on this coming Friday.

Damn, I'm seriously s****** in the ass this time. I think I shot myself in the foot ):

Dammit.

Is goodbye coming near?

Leaning now, into the breeze,

Remembering Sunday, he falls to his knees.

They had breakfast together,

But two eggs don't last like the feeling of what he needs.

Christine
11:39 PM

7:11 PM

Talk about coincidences. I just got back from a jog, and I'm supposed to have tuition at 7.30pm with Nicholas but I cancelled it just before I left the house and guess what? I ran into him downstairs. He's returning from his jog when I just started. So he ran with me. Lol.

Coincidence, huh.

I've gotta study for Econs tmr. I'm really really burning midnight oil here. This is so bad ):

Christine
7:11 PM

12:13 AM

My dear brother :D

Christine
12:13 AM

Saturday, June 21, 2008

11:16 PM

I've neglected my blogger for exams!

Okay not exactly, considering since its only 2 days since I last blogged. I think. Hmm.

Okay, anyways. Yesterday was Lit exam, and it was like crap. I had so much time because I didn't know what to write, and that is bad ):

Anyways, after Lit, I met Dan in the East and we went to Pasir Ris Library to study, but it was so packed, we headed over to my house instead. But, we were so distracted by our own hunger and all, we headed to Downtown to get Subway. Pfft. Studied a little but was very unproductive. Hmm. Then Mommy and Daddy came back and we all had dinner together. Mommy, Daddy, Dan and I. And Mommy and Daddy were watching funny videos with us >.<

I think its quite cool actually.

Hmm anyways, he left at about 9pm, and I tried to study but was unsuccessful. Very ):

And I feared for history so much I couldnt even sleep properly the whole of yesterday.

Today, I went back to school for History exams and it sucked terribly (as expected), I went for the examination unprepared. Totally. While everyone else spent at least 3 days to mug for a topic, I studied like barely half a day to cover 3 topics. Pfft. Pat and I are only competing to see who gets a higher U(fail) grade >.<

Oh, and Pat was laughing at me during the exam because I fell asleep. Again. Yes, again. Oh dammit ):

Hmm. Anywayssss, today was not very productive either. Went to study with good friends. HAHA. Good friends. Lol. Went to National Library today instead. And Nig and me hadn't gone to mass this week yet. We're going tmr after training >.<

Aye, okay I'm going to go bathe and maybe study soon >.<

I lead such a sad life, know ): ): ):

Okay not really, because its actually quite filled with activities and I enjoy it. Alot :D

Christine
11:16 PM

Thursday, June 19, 2008

10:21 PM

Training was really really draining today.

Trained in Safra twice and stayed there from 10am, till about 4pm. Really. Pfft. Then John, Cheston, Jeremy. C, and Jeremy. Y came over with Nig and me and we watched some freaky vampire movie >.<

Left at about 9.45pm after the show ended. Hmm. And I've yet to study for Lit, hence the short post. But how does one study for Lit anyways? Heck, I'm gonna read through my notes tonight. Ehhhh, and I'm abstaining from Friendster tonight too >.<

Talk about burning midnight oil. ):

Christine
10:21 PM

1:11 AM

Oh, and can I just say that I think Caspian and Peter from Narnia are really really cute. But I think Edmund's the hottest!

Christine
1:11 AM

Wednesday, June 18, 2008

10:06 PM

I hit my Personal Best for 40 shots again!

I didn't know until I rememebered when I came home to count my 40 shots out of the 60 shots. I shot 538/600 for 60 shots, and I beat my personal best of 362 by 1 point. Heh. Yeap, I shot 363/300 :D

YAY! (:

Closer and closer to my 368. HAHA.

I dont think I'll ever get bored of shooting. Its like, I just want to keep beating my high score, I can't help competing against myself.

Lol. Spent the entire day at Safra watching the guys play Lan, figuring out Math questions with Cheston and John (but the question we couldn't solve was solved by Daniel Lau in the end >.<), trained, talked and played with Jessica, Chris Tan's sister (She is super-duper cute), ate, talked, laughed, and bus-ed back with the guys again >.<

Hmm.

I'm like talking to Dan's sister now. And its funny how I actually like talking to her, because she's really random. So we share the same trait >.< And we have many things in common as well. I just found out, we have the same shoe size, we're about the same height, she's like a cm shorter only, and we have the same birthday. HAHA. Quite cool actually. Freakily coincidental, but still cool (:

There's training tomorrow at 9.30am, and I completely forgot about Lit exam on Friday, so I prolly have to postphone my lane's booking ): Hmm! Looking on the brighter side, at least tomorrow I'll be having a lift from Coach so don't have to bus there with the guys. Teehee. Coach's very nice to give all of us a lift. So we don't have to wake up thaaat early. Heh! :D :D :D

YAY I SHOT MY PERSONAL BEST. HAAHAHAHAHA :D :D :D

Christine
10:06 PM

1:02 AM

AYE!

Went for training with John, Jeremy Y., Jeremy. C, Cheston and dearest Nig. HAHA.

I fell asleep in Nig's room last night while watching Just Follow Law, and today we're watching Pirates of the Carribean. Haha. Late night movies and attempts to stay up the night. Lol.

After training, I met up with Dan and we went to E-Hub to watch Kungfu Panda. Haha. I fulfilled my promise to him to watch Kungfu Panda with him (:

Yayyy :D

Training tmr again and for the next few days till Nationals.

Nationals is in 3 weeks time. And less. Actually.

I actually dreamt of shooting at the Nationals. Dreamt of loading in every single pellet for every shot. I dreamt of the way I'll stand, the way I'll handle the gun, dreamt of my score even. I dreamt that I scored 368/400. Funny how it feels so surreal. I hope I'll experience Deja Vu >.<

Christine
1:02 AM

Tuesday, June 17, 2008

10:41 AM

Chronicles of Narnia! (:

Catched the 9.30pm movie with Daddy and Nigel at Suntec. The show only ended at like 12am, and after that we went for supper at Simpang, before we headed home at 1am. And Nig and I talked and watched Just Follow Law till I fell asleep before I could even go back to my own room >.<

Yesterday was also a busy day. Had a meeting with the J2 Exc0 shooters, then Pet, Junyi and I cabbed down to Safra for training, and then we had to make our way back to school with Nic. T, then we had a meeting with Coach for school team shooters. AND then later I had to follow Coach back to the East to pick Dan up for another meeting. Well, not exactly. It was more like a talk over dinner.

But ah well. At least my throbbing head's okay now. And I got to see Dan for that little while. After dinner Coach dropped us off at Tenah Merah MRT and Dan walked me home before heading back to Tenah Merah to go home again >.<

Thanks Hun! (:

Christine
10:41 AM

Saturday, June 14, 2008

10:13 PM

ZOMG!

Today is such a weird day. Lol.
Good, bad, good. I dont know if its a good or bad day. HAHA.

Anyways, I'd say overall, its good because at the end of it, we only managed to clear up misunderstandings and I'm not more secured in the sense that I'm aware of how Dan really feels towards ___ (:

Lol.

Nothing went really smoothly in the morning. Nig had to talk about the joke Nicholas cracked and it affected Dan, and Dan was quite sensitive about the borrowing thingy. Okay, it goes like this. 2 girls were interested in John I think, and he wanted to get them off his back desperately, so he wanted to borrow me from Dan as his "girlfriend" so they'll leave him alone. Hopefully. Haha. It was quite funny actually.

The conversation.
John: Aye. I'm really pissed with them. Christine can you pose as my girlfriend? Daniel can I borrow your girlfriend for a while?
-after a few seconds-
Dan: Umm... Er. Okay. But no holding hands.

HAHA.

My silly Dan (:

Anyway posing as John's girlfriend was quite funny because it was more of just shielding him and helping him watch out to make sure they werent around when he passed the counter or moved from place to place. HAHA. But the girls are very very nice. Lol.

Watched Cheston, John and Dan shoot and I decided to each get them something to cheer them up after the mentally draining shoot, but of course because Dan was my boyfriend, he got 2 things. HAHA. Bonus. Oh, but Cheston's Clorets is still with me >.<

While waiting for the prize presentation, we all headed over the the new Seven Eleven in Safra which provided free helium-filled balloons because the were celebrating the opening of the new branch. And after we saw a few kids breathe in helium and spoke like chipmunks, we all decided to play with it too. HAHA. We all sounded hilarious. John's tongue-twister-with high pitched voice was retarded, Cheston's "F*CK YOU" was stupid, and Jeremy. Y's was the best. I still like the "You are my sunshine" song he sang with the chipmunk voice, after I asked him to. He sang Bleeding Love too. HAHHA!

Left after prize presentation but my mood took a dive because Nigel pissed me off in addition to the fact that I was already feeling like crap. Cried my way home in the bus. HAHA. Funny I tell you. I feel stupid come to think of it >.<>

And Dan actually alighted with me to make sure was alright, and I had absolutely no idea. Followed me home from afar, but I saw him when I was entering my home. So he came up, and w decided to study. Dad bought us dinner too. Bubble tea and Chicken Rice. I swear my dad's cool. Hahah. Daddy can actually joke with Dan :D :D :D

Anyways, we cam-whored after that. Dan's first cam-whoring session is with me :D :D :D

Dan left at about 9pm then (:

Pictures below. I swear your impression of Dan will change there after.

(OH YAH. ITS WEIRD WHY I CAM-WHORED WHEN I'M WEARING HOME CLOTHES. I SHOULDN'T HAVE CHANGED OUT OF MY DRESS. IF ONLY I KNEW WE WERE GONNA CAM-WHORE, AH WELL. NEXT TIME, DAN! WE'LL CAM-WHORE WHEN WE'RE OUTSIDE OR SOMETHING. HHAHA!)

"Eh, why you boyfriend dont smile one? Ask him smile leh. So serious!"- many comments by friends.

Wait and see.

Enjoy (:

ME: I'M GONNA PEEK IN THE PICTURE!

DAN: I ALSO WANTT!

FORTUNE CAT!

HAHA CENTER PARTING!

RED BRACES :D

Dan likes to pick my nose >.<

CONSTIPATED FACE, DAN! >.<

Which town do you plan on bombing this time round? :X

HAHA DAN HAS A STOUT! OMG DAN, ARE WE DOING THIS FOR JEROME? HAHHAHAH!

CANDID!

HAHA HE STUCK THE PENS UP HIS NOSTRILS!

ACTING COOL HUH DAN!

We switched expressions! I'm the usual Dan: Pokerfaced. And Dan's the usual me >.<

Then we played around with the effects on my Mac.

DAN: YOU COVER YOUR EYES!

DAN: EH MY TURN MY TURN!

My turn to pick his nose >.<

Mine to lean on. Lol. Only mine (:

Then we remembered we were supposed to: STUDY!

But ah, well, later maybe. HAHA

CLIPPERS!

STOP YAWNING DAN! ):

Dan's yawn affects me alot. I'll yawn when he does. He made me yawn 30 over times yesterday and about 20 times this morning maybe? Aye. I'M ALREADY YAWNING LOOKING AT THIS PIC. Horrible thing ):

OH AND LOOK AT THIS!

My hungry Dan!

Feels contented now with his dish served (:

Christine
10:13 PM