11:59 PM
I love my classmates.
Today, when they heard I fell asleep during my GP paper, they looked at me in this way, they seemed to be confused. Confused whether to laugh or cry. Their fist question was, "Did you finish the paper?" Then they went on to laugh.
Wee, my partner-in-class.
The first thing he said when he heard me say that, "WHAT?! DID YOU FINISH? For the rest of the papers I'm going to sit behind you because my legs are long enough to reach your chair and I can wake you up when I see you sleeping."
I have no idea how many times I've said this before. But I feel so fortunate having the opportunity to sit next to Wee. So very fortunate. He always wakes me up oh-so-gently in class when I fall asleep. Telling me, "Tolerate, Christine! Only __ minutes more."
Jo, my former-partner-in-class.
Her response. "HOW COULD YOU?! I TELL YOU! TMR I'M GOING TO SIT BESIDE YOU AND BRING EXTRA ERASERS SO I CAN THROW AT YOU WHEN YOU SLEEP."
She wakes me up all the time. Whenever she sees me sleeping during tests in lectures. And although I join in to disturb her sometimes about Jo Moment and all, but she's my fellow Joser. And I'm glad I got to know her.
And Jacq, she's such a dear. She messaged me to study hard because she knows I have other stuff to attend to but she wants me to not neglect my studies. Thank you Jacq, that was really sweet.
And of course there's also Xiuwen who always offers her shoulders to rest on whenever I say I'm tired. I love Xiu, and the rest of 1T04. I love the class so very much.
Initially, coming into class, I was worried, and afraid. But I considered myself fortunate because I had Jon with me. My first impression of the class was "okayyyeee". Thats it. Looking at the 3 IJ girls I was afraid there would be many internal cliques. But I was determined to enter CJ with an open mind, to make new friends, not stereotype anyone or judge anyone based on first impressions, and not deny anyone until I get to know them better. My mind was set on starting afresh. And thankfully, with the help of God, I managed to. I entered T04 trying to get to know everyone in class, and I'm glad I did because the class is so wonderful. I can't imagined what we'd be now if I actually labelled everyone from the start.
When Ms Tan wanted to change our positions in class because we were too noisy, I initially felt a little upset. Not exactly upset, but more sad rather. Because then I would be missing out on alot of fun laughing at Jo with Fel or something. But then I decided to keep my mind open. I felt nervous on the first day of sitting next to Wee and Aloy, but I slowly unwounded. We slowly started speaking to one another. And I started talking to Wee more and started to interact with Aloy more as well. Although normally I'd confide in Wee and help Aloy clip up his hair or tie up his hair because according to Ms Chok, I've cultivated the vain streak in Aloy. But really, I don't think I missed out on anything. Not because Jo's not funny anymore, but because I found out, we joke and laugh as a class. I truly experience "one for all and all for one" in 1T04 . Its a cliche phrase, but really. Its the best phrase the describe 1T04.
I love my class.
You confuse me.
You puzzle me.
You faze me.
You baffle me.
You perplex me.
You flummox me.
You stump me.
You confound me.
You bewilder me.
You bemuse me.
You disorientate my thoughts.
I dont know what I should do.
I hate being in this situation. I hate being in this situation. If only you could stop being you and I could just stop being me.
Why do you fail to see that I don't need you to solve my problems?
I only need you to be just here for me.
Christine
11:59 PM
6:35 PM
Maths. Its killing me softly.
Literally.
):
Eating Yami Yoghurt out the Large-sized tub, topped with Cashew Nuts with Nigel is really good.
Christine
6:35 PM
3:41 PM
I can't believe I fell asleep even during GP exam.
I don't even know what am I feeling now. I think I'm scared of Math. Maths scares me.
H1 Maths tomorrow and I'm only just done with shooting admin matters. I think I'll go wash up and study soon. I wanna blog though. Later. Maybe.
Maybe, later.
Christine
3:41 PM
12:14 AM
How do I live without you? :/
You've been having bad headaches and pains. And then you said, "Woah, what if it really is some brain tumor or something. Then..".
Please get well soon :/
.
Come notice me
And take my hand
So why are we
Strangers when
Our love is strong
Why carry on without me?
And everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, it's haunting me
I guess I need you baby
I make believe
That you are here
It's the only way
I see clear
What have I done
You seem to move on easy
And everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, it's haunting me
I guess I need you baby
I may have made it rain
Please forgive me
My weakness caused you pain
And this song is my sorry
Ohhhh
At night I pray
That soon your face
Will fade away
And everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, it's haunting me
I guess I need you baby
After all...
After all...
Christine
12:14 AM
Monday, May 19, 2008
10:37 PM
Omg! You told her of our pact!
:O
HEH :D
<3 (:
.
You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Boy don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darlin cause you'll always be my baby
Christine
10:37 PM
Sunday, May 18, 2008
7:34 PM
Training today was so screwed! PFFT! My first series of 5, I shot 4 10s and 1 8. Honestly! ):
That sucks! ):
Anyways, coach then decided to give the APW team some competition. HEH. We competed against the SPS guys and Lawrence. I was to compete against Lawrence, Yingying against the fish, Jeremy. Petrina against Tomo and Junyi against Nig. Lol. The APW team won the SPS guys by 2 points. LOL! So they had to do push ups as punishment. Teehee! (: Lol. I lost to Lawrence by 2 points though ): Nehhhmind, we encourage each other to do better (:
Hmm.
After shooting we then brought Grandma to Haw Par Villa's restaurant for lunch. Food was okay, but the place was scary! Then Nigel decided to go check out the hell thingy after lunch. In all, it was scary and creepy. But it wasn't that bad because all of us were joking about it all the way and discussing about which one of us should be sent to which levels of hell. I know I disturb Nig quite alot, but honestly, I don't think anyone in my family should be sent to hell. And I love them all too much to want them to go to hell. My family's amazing.
Took pictures, joked, laugh, had fun. In all, it was funnayyeee. Haha. Rushed back for tuition, then went out with Mommy and Daddy till 12am. Hahah, I love Mom and Dad. <333333333
The source shows a picture of a cheena man vouching for the olden days' cheena boxers as a good boxer. This can be seen as the cheena man is smiling happily and giving the boxers a thumbs-up as ratings. The source is reliable because the cheena man himself is rating the cheena boxers because he's probably worn it. This can be substantiated by the fact that the cheena man is really a cheena man because he has cheena hairstyle. Hence, the source is reliable and useful in telling us how good cheena boxers are.
:O
No, I'm just kidding. Thats my brother Nig. And thats not his real hairstyle. AND HE'S NEVER WORN THAT PAIR OF BOXERS HANGING IN THE MUSEUM!
Mr Azhar must be proud of his History student (:
LOL, Nig has finally seen the light (literally) to his future job. HAHA!
Oh, don't we all love Royale Chocolate? <333333
YUMMAAAAYYYEEEEEEEE
While that freaky looking green thing is supposed to uphold justice, Nig upholds our love for ICE CREAAAAM (:
<3
Nig
Christine
7:34 PM
Saturday, May 17, 2008
10:56 PM
Yesterday.
Dan did something nice for me.
Although he apologized immediately after that pretty harsh and sarcastic sms, it still felt like crap and I was determined to pull a long face at him when he arrived and give him the I-am-so-freaking-pissed look. But I ended up smiling at him when he turned up instead >.<
Anyways, he came with 2 plastic bags in his hands. One held french fries he bought me because I had a craving the day before, and he remembered. Second contained Milk tea and Peach tea. "I decided to buy both because I didn't know which one you'd feel like drinking today.".
And being a shooter himself, he'd know how draining every training can be. So he cheered me up whenever my mood plunged and he could tell- from my score. When I shot a 7 or 8, and I happen to turn to face him, he'd lift up this smiley face he drew on the foolscap. And whenever he thought I shot a 10, he has this 10 sign for it too. It was nice having him around, because he'd know best when I need cheering.
Today.
I missed out on giving Dan a surprise.
Dan did something nice for me again.
Dan, as usual, gave me a wake up call at approx. 8.10am, oh, no wait, 4 wake up calls which I missed every one of them to, to wake me up >.<
Was later than him, as always ): And when I apologized for being late, he simply went, "its okay. I'm already used to you being late >.<" Pfft. And I wanted to surprise him by being earlier than him this once at least, today. I already planned to trick him into believing I'm late and then surprise him when he comes out of the train station cause I'd already be there. But alas! I woke up late again ):
I was so annoyed walking to Whitesands through the park. Not with anyone else, but myself. I never seem to get anything right. And I'd wanted to surprise him and do something for him for once, because its always him giving and me taking. But my spirits were immediately lifted when I found him opposite the road smiling.
I feel so bad sometimes.
We went for breakfast and Macs at Whitesands instead of DTE instead. And after we bought (my fave) Hotcakes to share, I found out he doesn't eat Macs for breakfast and he doesn't eat Hotcakes. So I asked why didn't he tell me he didn't eat them. His response? "Because I know you like them and you don't get to eat them very often, and its nice to see you eating something you like."
I swear, the next time, we'll be going to somewhere he likes to go for breakfast instead. I don't want to just keep taking. He's spoiling me, really. I cannot, cannot, CANNOT, ask for a better boyfriend. I wouldn't want to either.
Christine
10:56 PM
1:29 AM
Daddy: OH MY! LOOK AT THE SKY! SO BEAUTIFUL! DO YOU THINK WE CAN TAKE A PICURE OF IT?
(:
ALOY: DO I LOOK PRETTY?
ME:YES YOU DO, ALOY. VERY PRETTY
ALOY: *checks his reflection in his phone* YEH! I THINK I LOOK PRETTIER THAN YOU.
OVERDUE PICS OF ALOY'S BIRTHDAY BROWNIE AND CUPCAKES (:
.
Omg. I got disturbed the minute I saw Pet and a few other J2 shooters lahhhh. LOL
Pet: Ehhhh, got boyfriend already huhhhhh.
Me: Huhhhh (: (: (:
Pet: Eh but I heard he's one year younger than you.
Me: Yeah. But its okay lah. He's more matured.
Pet: NO! He's not more matured. You're just more childish.
THANKS PET! SUCHA NICE TEAM MATE ):
LOL. Nehhhmind, I still love you. Hahah.
OMG OMG OMG. I'm looking forward to breakfast with Dan at DTE tomorow. I want Mac's hotcakes! :D :D :D
Christine
1:29 AM
Friday, May 16, 2008
10:31 PM
Omg, today's a long day too. But it was not too bad. (:
Training and came home with Hun who patiently waited till I was finished with shooting. But I did not complete the 2 hour detail because by 8.30pm, after half an hour of dry firing and half an hour of proper shooting my hand was already close to wasted. Lol. My hand was shaking all over the place. Probably because I've been training for the past few nights as well. Anyways, shot 60 shots within half an hour. Not too bad I think. My score for 40 shot would be 347/400 and 520/600 for 60 shots. >.<
IMPROVE, CHRISTINE!
I need to hit 360!!!!
I sense urgency.
Anyways, school was alright. Had fun, in all. Lol. Oh, and Justin is now also known as "Mr-I-write-an-essay-everytime-I-speak-Lee". LOL. Its a class joke.
ANYWAYZZZZZ, Wee was damn funny. During break I was sitting at Fel's seat, and when Ms Chok came in I said I'd move back then she said actually its okay if I want to change places with Fel, because of Keong I think (she terrorizes him. LOL.). Then Wee immediately protested. He went like, "NO! CHRISTINE CANNOT CHANGE PLACE WITH FEL!" Lol. Its damn funny. But of course he didnt mean that he didn't like Fel. He was joking. Hahha. But its nice to know your partner is comfortable with you sitting beside them because I like sitting beside Wee too. He makes a fabulous sitting partner in class, really. THANKS WEE FOR ALWAYS WAKING ME UP IN CLASS! :D :D :D
I love T04, honestly.
I love my life!
:D
Christine
10:31 PM
Thursday, May 15, 2008
11:03 PM
Does anyone even know how tired I am?
):
Can I scream?
:/
But then again, I know I dont have to because you're here for me. Thank God. Literally.
Christine
11:03 PM
Wednesday, May 14, 2008
4:34 PM
School's so short today. I love days like these. HEH.
I wanna go shoot laterrrr! Daddy's coming with me. YAY! (:
I get to shoot with the 2 guys I love most 2 days in a row, one on each day :X
.
You're my everything
The sun that shines above you
Makes the bluebirds sing
The stars that twinkle way up in the sky
Tell me I'm in love
When I kiss your lips
I feel the rolling thunder to my finger tips
And all the while my head is in a spin
Deep within, I'm in love
You're my everything
And nothing really matters but the love you bring
You're my everything
To see you in the morning with those big brown eyes
You're my everything
Forever and a day I'm need you close to me
You're my everything
You never have to worry, never fear, for I am near
For my everything
I live up on the land and see the sky above
I swim within her ocean sweet and warm
There's no storm, my love
You're my everything no nothing really matters
But the love you bring
You're my everything
To see you in the morning with those big brown eyes,
You're my everything
Forever and a day I'm need you close to near
You're my everything
You never have to worry, never fear, for I am near
When I hold you tight
There's nothing that can harm you in the lonely night
I'll come to you and keep you save and warm
Yet so strong, my love
When I kiss you lips
I feel the rolling thunder to my fingertips
And all the while my head is in a spin
Deep within
I'm in love
Christine
4:34 PM
12:01 AM
Today's tiring.
Nevertheless, it was good.
I trained with the SPS guys today at the 7.30pm detail. And today's the very first time Dan and I are training together. I mean, previously we have trained together as a group before but we were both standing far apart and he finished his training earlier than mine. Still, its the first time we're training together today (:
Anyways, many many thanks to Siyuan who waited for the bus to Safra with me! And always leading the way whenever I had to come to train on my own. Lol. And while I tried to study with Dan, Dwayne had to plop himself at our table and start shooting his mouth away about random stuff. So in the end, although I was at Safra at about 5pm and I had until 7.30pm, I didn't really get to study much. Lol.
Training was.. not bad. Shot 100 shots and the backing card had its 10 points circle demolished and the 9 points circle almost demolished. Its not bad. I think. Other than the fact that I had about 4 or 5 shots out of the black =x
HISTORY TEST TMR! ): ): ):
Christine
12:01 AM
Monday, May 12, 2008
8:59 PM
It actually still hurts thinking about...
Haha.
Christine you're so stupid and petty and sensitive. And stupid.
Why does it still affect me so when I know its the past?
Save me from these insecurities.
):
Christine
8:59 PM
Sunday, May 11, 2008
9:07 PM
Oh anyways, Mommy was happy. She opened her gift smiling. The first thing she did after unwrapping the gift was to envelope us in a hug and give us a kiss on the cheek. (:
She looked at me and smiled saying,
"It must be you who went to buy this gift. You went with Daniel to buy me this huh?"
My mom's my mom. She knows me so well. Lol.
And when I said I hope she liked it, she went,
"You know Precious Thots is my favourite. Thanks."
Its all worth it. I love my Mommy. And I'm so proud that she's MY Mommy and no one else's. Oh, maybe Nig's also (:
Christine
9:07 PM
8:02 PM
I think of all the times we spend together when I'm down and it just cheers me up again. I was reminded of how you'd buy me chicken pie and my favourite peach tea or milk tea for me when you come to meet me in the morning when we're going out. How you'd stretch out both hands with the chicken pie in one and the bottle of drink in the other and grin at me as I walk towards you and go, "I know you've not had breakfast yet. Here's breakfast. (:"
Its like, everytime you do something sweet for me, you make my heart melt and fall in love with you all over again
=x
God's really kind to me.
Christine
8:02 PM
3:19 PM
HAPPY MOMMY'S DAY! :D
I love my Mommy. And I'm glad she's mine because I wouldn't want any other Mommy but the one I currently have. Although she's not an easy person to get along with sometimes, and she has many expectations of her family, I'm glad she had controlled me when I was younger, nagged at me through my secondary school days, objected to me befriending certain people because really, it was all for my own good. If she hadn't brought me up the way she did, I'd probably be one of those teens loitering among void decks, with their so-called-friends trying to find their own identity. I'm glad I've found mine, with the help of my family and God, because really this is where I truly want to be. This is the life I truly want to lead. I'm happy with my current life, with Mommy, Daddy, Nigel, Dan (and studies + shooting, OF COURSE) as priority, I'm glad my life is the way it is. So thank you Mommy, for bringing me and leading me to where I am now. Thank you for having been so tolerant when I was undergoing my rebellious phase, when I was still.. searching, I'd say. Thank you for having been so patient, slowly guiding me back home whenever I stray, thank you for bringing Nigel and myself up well (I think). Thank you for being my Mommy. I love you (:
Thank God for the best Mommy I can ever have - Catherine Agatha.
:D
Praise the Lord for our Mothers. Really.
Anyways, went for mass in the morning, then we decided to have a simple meal to celebrate Mommy's day at Tampines Mall's Fish and Co. Then Mommy bought us Famous Amos >.<
I'm now waiting for my tuition to start at 4pm, and Mommy to wake up so we can give her the gift I got for her while I was out with Dan, and the card as well, of course (:
Compulsory (I say so. Heh.) for all of you reading to do:
Go up to your mother today and give her a big hug, and kiss her on the cheek and thank her for being your mother and raising you up and tell her you love her (AND MEAN IT!).
Christine
3:19 PM
1:18 AM
I am contented and happy. I need to study.
:/
Christine
1:18 AM
Saturday, May 10, 2008
11:03 PM
[23:01:57] jon yawn prawn won corn born lawn says:
hey, i bet yr bf's called daniel!
[23:02:08] jon yawn prawn won corn born lawn says:
haha. smart right
LOL, JON.
Quote unquote Fel "Stupid boy."
LOL.
Christine
11:03 PM
9:26 PM
No one ever saw me like you do
All the things that I could add up too
I never knew just what a smile was worth
But your eyes see everything without a single word
'Cause there's somethin' in the way you look at me
It's as if my heart knows you're the missing piece
You make me believe that there's nothing in this world I can't be
I never know what you see
But there's somethin' in the way you look at me
If I could freeze a moment in my mind
It'll be the second that you touch your lips to mine
I'd like to stop the clock, make time stands still
'Cause, baby, this is just the way I always wanna feel
'Cause there's somethin' in the way you look at me
It's as if my heart knows you're the missing piece
You make me believe that there's nothing in this world I can't be
I never know what you see
But there's somethin' in the way you look at me
I don't know how or why I feel different in your eyes
All I know is it happens every time
'Cause there's somethin' in the way you look at me
It's as if my heart knows you're the missing piece
You make me believe that there's nothing in this world I can't be
I never know what you see
But there's somethin' in the way you look at me
Christine
9:26 PM
7:57 PM
Me: Where do you want to go?Dan: I've already reached my destination. *Cheeky grin and points at me*
Its becoming one of your new trademark-phrases huh? (:
Went for breakfast in the morning at Tampines Mall. Then went to watch Iron Man at Century, we caught the first show (: Anyways, we then went to buy Mother's Day cards for our Mommy(s). Bought my favourite marshmallows and sweets from Mini Toons, before heading to church for our Rite of Sending Fourth.
After that I didn't join the class for gathering. Went with Cheston and Dan to Siglap Center instead. Went to Cold Storage, then went to Macs for dinner and headed home.
OH, and if you actually buy anything from NTUC, they actually give you a flower because its mother's day. Lol. How do I know? Because Dan and I went, and we got a flower which is obviously with me now. Uh, I forgot the girl should keep it! =x LOL. Okay, its an insider's joke (:
You're probably thinking, "wth? your day sounds boring" or "wth? your date's so simple?"
But honestly, every minute spent is good.
Anywhere with you's good (:
Oh, at least this time I didn't have to run and chase Cheston and Daniel from church. Lol.
Christine
7:57 PM
Friday, May 09, 2008
11:02 PM
YAY! (:
Today's our first date out as an item, officially (:
He came to Safra to pick me up /meet me after my training ended at 3.30pm, then we went to town. Hung around, met John, Cheston and Jeremy, then excused ourselves to leave town while they stayed on. Hmm. Today's a happy day (: (: (:
Christine
11:02 PM
2:08 AM
Ducks could fly?
:O
I had a long day today. I had school till 4pm, had shooting from 5.30-7.30pm and then tuition from 8.30-10.45pm. And my tutor, Nicholas told me after he made me explain one Math question:
"You really do have the qualities of a lawyer. You seem to be able to make everything wrong sound so right."
Thanks.
Lol.
.
They say Spain is pretty though I've never been
Well Daniel says it's the best place that he's ever seen
Oh and he should know, he's been there enough
Lord I miss Daniel, oh I miss him so much
Lord I miss Daniel, oh I miss him so much
Christine
2:08 AM
Thursday, May 08, 2008
12:48 AM
I'm. Dozing. Off. In. Front. Of. My. Laptop. I. Want. To. Sleep. ):
But I'm only barely halfway done through History. I only have like 519 words so far and I need about 1200 words. PFFT. Mommy and Daddy like just came home from Elton John's concert not long ago. Lol. BAH.
I wish I had a robot who is programmed to help me finish ALL my homework ):
Christine
12:48 AM
Wednesday, May 07, 2008
9:34 PM
Mr Low: CHRISTINE! YOU GOT STUDY FOR YOUR TEST ONE OR NOT?!*** he asked it in a curious tone, he didn't scream at me angrily okay!
Me: YAH! I DID OKAY. But because the lecture slide said "Study Price Elasticity of Demand." So I studied only specifically PED, and ignored YED and XED. I really did study okay! Want to see my revision notes?
Mr Low: *nods head* Oh.. Okay.
Me: Oh no, but I did better than 1 right? :S
Mr Low: Yeah. Better than one.. -pauses and thinks for a while- You got one and a tail.
Me: WHAT! I SCORED 1 AND A HALF?!
Mr Low: Yeap.
Me: Dammit.
AHHHH!
I thought I'd get like at least 3 or 5. I was so sure I'd get at least 3 points because I actually tried to do it.
Bah.
Today's a terribly long day. I am stressed out by PW, GP, Lit, and History and the best part is all of their dateline's tomorrow. How to finish you tell me? And I have everyone breathing down my necks. I'm so stressed ):
Shooting wasn't good either. The pistol was pretty much screwed. Everyone who asked me which pistol I used and heard me saying "AP4" all went, "OH! That one laohong (leaking air) one right!". PFFT. So I told Royston my max score would only be like 320. And true enough I shot 324.
KNS ):
OH YAH!!! I saw Mr Azhar today! Lol. Its the second time I'm seeing already. And amazingly he remembers my name. And its nice to know he does because he was (and still is) one of my favourite teacher in PRCS. And he sounded happy to know I'm taking History again. Lol. Mr Azhar is a great History teacher. Seriously (:
Today's a bad day on the whole. Except meeting Mr Azhar..
and knowing that I have a great boyfriend/wizard who is always able to cheer me up whenever I've had a bad day in school like days like this, which I have it oh-so-often, and whenever I am mentally drained from shooting training and all, he's always been here for me. And I know you told me "to not come online to blog so you can finish up your assignments" but I just had to. I appreciate every single thing you've done for me, and even the smallest things like listening to me rant on and complain about every single thing, tolerating me and being more understanding when I'm having a BF, by reassuring when I feel insecure, for leaving me long messages when I'm having tuition so that I can read them after tuition and know that you're always here. For writing me notes on random days and occasions to let me in on your thoughts. Thank you. And although I know what your response is going to be, which is "to not thank you because your work's not done yet. And I can thank you when we're moving on from this world whereby your job would be fully completed, at the end of our lives.", thank you. Thank you for everything.
(:
Its like.. magic (:
Christine
9:34 PM
12:05 AM
Until yesterday, Melvin had the slightest clue of what a period really is. Lol. He thought: period = girls peeing blood.
LOL.
And his curiosity got the better of him when he finally obtained enlightenment on what period really was, and he began asking Belmond so many questions.
He actually asked, "So which hole am I supposed to poke when I'm having sex?". Its damn gross. But the class bursted out in laughter instead because he said it in a matter-of-factly way and he honestly wanted to know because he was curious. Honestly. Then he got reprimanded by Xiuwen for "asking a question so disrespectful to girls." Quote-unquote Xiuuu. Lol. I love Xiu. Xiuwen = Girl power.
Haha. Melvin the misogynist. Seriously.
Christine
12:05 AM
Tuesday, May 06, 2008
12:13 AM
My head's spinning round in circles continuously like a goldfish frantically trying to swim its way out of a circular-fishbowl by following the edges.
Must be from the Lit summarization I have to hand in soon.
Oh wait, maybe its from the History 1.5k word reading assignment due on the 8th this month, or the 2 full essays on the Korean War I have to hand in by Wednesday as punishment for not doing my essay outlines.
Or maybe its just the Math homework that I have to do by next tutorial.
Hmm..
Prolly the Econs test I took which I fell asleep 3 times in and had to have Jo wake me up thrice and have Sab laugh at me from behind in the lecture hall. The Econs test which I studied the wrong chapters and studied things which didn't come out but left out the topics tested instead?
What about the GP essay on why Literature is a useful subject for us to learn?
AHA! Its definitely because of the Group Project Proposal we have to hand in by 12th May.
I know! It must be all of the above!
There's a rain song, but is there a homework song? I wish there was.
I feel harassed.
Harassed by these two Literature-related guys named Shakespeare and Huxley.
Harassed by History-making Stalin, Batista, Truman, Kennedy and Castro.
Harassed by Demand and Supply curves, Elasticities of Demand/Supply and Firms.
Harassed by how games were modernized and coming up with a good plan.
Harassed by General questions which you have to start crapping about which happens to be quite manageable but still not good.
Harassed by the constant naggings of the chinese teacher whom (I swear) hates our class.
(Okay this one not exactly, because she can't even be bothered about us.)
Harassed by the GC which is so damn bloody annoying because it is able to draw funny lines making us HAVE to study more Math.
Bloody hell.
I am humorous. I've just entertained you for the past 1 minute (if you're a fast reader) and more than a minute (if you are a slow reader).
Look what studies did to me.
PFFT!
Okay. After all the grumbling, you know what? I'm gonna go do my Lit now.
>.<
Christine
12:13 AM
Monday, May 05, 2008
9:26 PM
WEEEE IS DAMN FUNNY.
WEEEEE TOLD ME IN CLASS TODAY.
"You studying and you being awake is a wonder. If you are studying or awake you are the next World Wonder."
>.<
HAHAHAH. I LOVE JO AND FEL. LOOK AT WHAT WE DID IN LIT LEC!
My cause of death is Economics. HAHAHA
Christine
9:26 PM
1:06 AM
AND I'M NOT DONE WITH MY REVISIONS FOR MY ECONS TEST
:O
I'M GONNA FAIL AGAIN
):
I STILL MISS MY HUUUUNNNNNAYYYYEEEEE
):
Christine
1:06 AM
12:35 AM
AIR SUPPLY IS COMING TO PERFORM IN SINGAPORE!
:O
I miss my boyfriend :/
Christine
12:35 AM
Sunday, May 04, 2008
3:57 PM
I was riding shotgun with my hair undone in the front seat of his car
He's got a one-hand feel on the steering wheel
The other on my heart
I look around, turn the radio down
He says baby is something wrong?
I say nothing I was just thinking how we don't have a song
And he says...
[Chorus:]
Our song is the slamming screen door,
Sneakin' out late, tapping on your window
When we're on the phone and you talk real slow
Cause it's late and your mama don't know
Our song is the way you laugh
The first date "man, I didn't kiss her, and I should have"
And when I got home ... before I said amen
Asking God if he could play it again
I was walking up the front porch steps after everything that day
Had gone all wrong and been trampled on
And lost and thrown away
Got to the hallway, well on my way to my lovin' bed
I almost didn't notice all the roses
And the note that said...
[Repeat Chorus]
I've heard every album, listened to the radio
Waited for something to come along
That was as good as our song...
Cause our song is the slamming screen door
Sneaking out late, tapping on his window
When we're on the phone and he talks real slow
Cause it's late and his mama don't know
Our song is the way he laughs
The first date "man, I didn't kiss him, and I should have"
And when I got home, before I said amen
Asking God if he could play it again
I was riding shotgun with my hair undone
In the front seat of his car
I grabbed a pen and an old napkin
And I... wrote down our song
Christine
3:57 PM
3:35 PM
Today's the 4th May! (:
4 is my favourite number :D :D :D :D :D
Oh wait, it is OUR number (:
Shooting training just now. Lol. I love the CJ people (:
NOTE TO SELF: RMB TO GO TO CWS TO CHECK FOR GAS LEAK IN CYLINDER. CHECK FOR JY'S PISTOL TOO! >.<
Christine
3:35 PM
12:57 AM
All-time Equation:
dan + dan= DAN²
We'll put Gauss, Einstein, Newton and all the rest of the famous mathematicians to shame for failing to formulate this one.
(:
Christine
12:57 AM
Saturday, May 03, 2008
9:53 PM
I feel bad.
I need to quit acting the brat.
I need to control my temper.
I need to control myself.
I need to go for anger management courses.
I need to hold my tongue.
I need to think it at least 1 X infinity times before I speak.
I need to be more respectful.
I need to be more understanding.
I need to apologize.
Daddy's been so tolerant of me it makes me feel bad.
I shouldn't have treated him so terribly just now and I should not have spoken to him in such a harsh tone. I should not have phrased my sentence razor sharp.
And after everything when i apologized, all Daddy said was, "Its okay. Do you want a curry puff?"
I love Daddy.
Thank God you were there.
.
OH AND I DON'T HAVE A SUNBURN. I don't normally get sun burns. I think my face was just flushed from the heat yesterday.
Anyways, I didn't go to the library in the morning, I went back to sleep instead and I felt like shittyxzxzx. I felt like a fever was coming up. Anyways, I only woke up at 2pm and went to DTE with Mommy and Daddy. Went for Novena Service after that. I've not went for any RG activities for a long time =x I'm going to go regularly now though. Must. The people in RG are nice anyway (:
Went to the Library with Daddy after mass and borrowed one History book for my reading assignment.
RANDOM INFO:
I'm addicted to milk tea =x
Christine
9:53 PM
9:00 AM
Hellooooooooo.
He cheers me up (:
I wanna go study in the library later. Bah. Not really study. But more of try to complete my history assignment. I gotta go look for readings!
Anyways, sports day was a blast. Had interaction with our senior class and they were fantastic. Everyone who played yesterday were so cool. Jon was fabulous. He ran very very very well, and played basketball very well as well (:
And even though I got to see you for less than 5 minutes, the walk from Suntec's conventional centre to the basement was good. Good with you (:
Christine
9:00 AM
Friday, May 02, 2008
11:35 PM
Sports Day.
I've got a freaking sunburn. And I don't care.
The day was great, but the night sucked. This sucks. Dammit. You suck.
Window shopped with Jac, Xiuwen and Justin while the rest went for a movie. Met Mommy and Daddy later.
I don't even want to remember.
Why are the things you do the ones that hurts me most?
Shut up, Christine.
Christine
11:35 PM
1:25 AM
Today's fantastic.
OMG WHAT AM I TALKING ABOUT?!
TODAY WAS BEYOND FANTASTIC!
My day was so crappy for the entire day until it took a turn (: Oh yes. Anyways, went for the Lit play. Its so funnaye. Shakespeare On Love play was good. And hilarious.
Then the long-awaited question popped (:
YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS, yes. I know. Yes (:
yay.
Hello you, boyfriend (:
Christine
1:25 AM
Thursday, May 01, 2008
10:34 PM
1st May 2008:
The day when everything was made official. We're official.
Daniel and Christine
Danielle and Christian
(:
My only one boyfriend (:
Christine
10:34 PM
3:32 PM
This song is for me huh? (:
I know, hun. And I know that you know that I know that you know that I already know (:
.
I know you've heard these words a
hundred other times before
And you've been hurt and so your heart
has chose to close the door
Love broke your heart and brought you lies
Look in my eyes
You'll see a love that's deep and true
Tender and strong and all for you
You can trust this love
Honest, that's the honest truth
From the heart
I'm giving you everything, everything
From the heart
I promise you that I'll be there
I'll be there to love you
From the soul
I'm showing you all I feel, all I feel is
From the heart, from the heart
I will protect you and respect
you and be all you need
And when you reach for love you'll
only need to reach for me
These arms will never let you down
They're staying around
I'll walk with you through every storm
I'll keep you safe, I'll keep you warm
And you'll have no doubt
You're the one I'm living for
From the heart (from the heart baby)
I'm giving you everything
(oh)everything (giving you everything)
From the heart (my heart)
I promise you that I'll be there
(I'll be there for you)
I'll be there to love you
From the soul
I'm showing you all I feel, all I
feel (I'm showing you)
All I feel (all I feel) is
From the heart, from the heart (from the heart)
I'll provide the love you need
Just trust my touch
Believe in me
I'll never make you cry
Givin' all I got with all I got inside
From the heart
I'm giving you everything,
everything (giving you everything)
From the heart (from my heart)
I promise you that I'll be there
(I'll be there to love you, love
you, ooh)
I'll be there to love you (ohh)
From the soul (my soul)
I'm showing you all I feel (all I feel)
all I feel (all I feel) is
From the heart (the heart) from the heart
Ooh, from the heart, from the heart...
Christine
3:32 PM
3:21 PM
Yesterday and today are like, class-outing days.
I'm going for Shakespeare On Love later with 1T04 (:
Yesterday's history night was amazing. Our senior class were so good! Lol. And it was damn cool, 1t04 went to Far East's Subway after the thing ended at 9.30pm for supper and we saw 2t04 there too. Lol. Both T04s were at Subway. Lol.
Anyways, tomorrow's Sports Day at CCAB. So there's no school. BUT THERE'S HISTORY ASSIGNMENT TO COMPLETE AND THE DATELINE IS SOON ): ): ):
Aww.
I have to quit sleeping on the phone. Lol.
Sleeping beauty lives up to her name, as always. Bahhh.
Christine
3:21 PM
12:19 AM
OMG I REACHED HOME AT LIKE 11.30pm AND I WOULD HAVE BEEN LATER IF DADDY DIDN'T PICK ME UP.
LOL.
HISTORY NIGHT WAS SO FUN! I CAN'T BELIEVE WE'LL BE PERFORMING NEXT YEAR >.<
Christine
12:19 AM
The Cab - Vegas Skies...
OH! And this is one of the pictures from camp, on the first night. Taken during the obstacle course of the treasure hunt. I'm holding onto Amanda's hand. Hahah. And we were "bullied" miserably! LOL. Having to climb across tables, slide in between and underneath benches, and walk on zig-zagged benches when we were blindfolded, we were all splashed with water as well by the J2s. LOL.
