The shadows of ringdoves chanting but chasing nothing.

Tuesday, April 29, 2008

11:09 PM

"Complicated but not overrated. We're perfect."

I know, we are.

History test sucked like shit today. Bahhhh.

Christine
11:09 PM

Monday, April 28, 2008

10:25 PM

Marcus complimented me! (:

[21:54:57] CHRISTINE IS NOW ALSO DANIELLE :D (Busy)
so coollll :D
[21:55:01] CHRISTINE IS NOW ALSO DANIELLE :D (Busy)
i look nice. HAAHHA
[21:55:03] CHRISTINE IS NOW ALSO DANIELLE :D (Busy)
jokes.
[21:55:05] CHRISTINE IS NOW ALSO DANIELLE :D (Busy)
hahahhahaha
[21:55:08] Marcus. thank you people! (Online)
HAHA!

[21:55:10] CHRISTINE IS NOW ALSO DANIELLE :D (Busy)
i cant even see anything
[21:55:13] CHRISTINE IS NOW ALSO DANIELLE :D (Busy)
-.-"
[21:55:14] Marcus. thank you people! (Online)
SELF PRAISE!
[21:55:24] CHRISTINE IS NOW ALSO DANIELLE :D (Busy)
yes thank you thank you
[21:55:40] CHRISTINE IS NOW ALSO DANIELLE :D (Busy)
im just voicing the opinion of everyone else who saw me
[21:55:41] CHRISTINE IS NOW ALSO DANIELLE :D (Busy)
hahahha
[21:55:54] Marcus. thank you people! (Online)
hahahaha!
[21:55:54] Marcus. thank you people! (Online)
yar la.
[21:55:58] CHRISTINE IS NOW ALSO DANIELLE :D (Busy)
HAHHAH
[21:56:01] CHRISTINE IS NOW ALSO DANIELLE :D (Busy)
joking joking
[21:56:07] Marcus. thank you people! (Online)
thats why that time you were in canteen
[21:56:07] Marcus. thank you people! (Online)
came late.
[21:56:14] Marcus. thank you people! (Online)
i saw you.
[21:56:14] Marcus. thank you people! (Online)
then i WA!

Hahha, so sweet right.

Anyways, every J1 tonight must be chionging PI ): Tmr's the dateline and I've not started and I've not studied for History test. BAH! ): Gotta start now. Chao.

Last 2 pictures (:

Marcus Seetohhh.

Mark, Marcus and Matthew. OMG, 3 Ms. Lol

Christine
10:25 PM

12:44 PM

I never knew this was how you thought of me.

Un-break my heart.

Christine
12:44 PM

12:49 AM

"You look very nice"

"You looked very pretty today, like you always do"

You said.

Christine
12:49 AM

Sunday, April 27, 2008

10:09 PM

Pictures are up. Lol.

Hmm, it just occurred to me, this is my 444th post (:

Oh and I found this really touching thing on Aaron's blog.

"lol.. christine.. another one.. i

always bully her till she become my jie.

. dunno when la.. still. she is my first n best jie ever.. though now not as close de, i still hav high regards n respect for her.. hehe.."

Its touching because he's been the closest to me and all as well. Like, the one who's seen me through everything as a very good friend and brother. Its amazing really, how we get along because he held many of my secrets too. And I saw him getting past from one girl to another, and now, finding his own true happiness, I feel happy for him.

Anyways, here are the pictures (:

THANKS TO WESLEY GOD-DADDY FOR THE PRESENTS, AND ROSALIND FOR HER BEAUTIFUL GIFT, AND KENNETH FOR THE MEANINGFUL BOOKMARKS.

I feel loved. I am loved.

RCIY CON 2008 :D :D :D

THANKS MATTY LESSY FOR THE ELMO!!! ITS RED :D :D :D :D :D

Oh, THANKS MARK FOR THE BAR OF CHOC! :D :D :D

<3>

Christine
10:09 PM

8:10 PM

Confirmation today was a blast! And I'M CONFIRMED :D :D :D

I'm overjoyed.

What Rosalind told me impacted me greatly.

"Never stray away from God because only here are you going to be truly happy."

I know. And I won't. (:

I'll miss RCIY class ): I hope we'll all meet up regularly.

Special thanks to Rosalind, Janice, Christine and Kenneth for guiding us throughout these past 1 and a half year, and Wesley, my God-Father. Lol.

OMG, I MISS CAT CLASS ):

And I am now OFFICIALLY Christine Danielle. Hahahaa.

Pictures up later. After my run (:

Christine
8:10 PM

Saturday, April 26, 2008

11:23 PM

Oh, yes. And did I mention how my baby brother's morphing into a muscular monster? His muscles are huge. And scary =x

Its scary to see how the boy I used to laugh at for being a roly-poly is now developing muscles. Must be because of shooting. I'm growing muscles too >.<

I wanted to take a picture of his muscle and post it on my blog, but he said, "NO! I'm not letting you take a picture because you'll post it in some retarded place like Friendster or your blog. I'll let you take it if you delete it in front of me after that."

He's growing brains too =S

:O :O :O

Christine
11:23 PM

10:30 PM

Oh, but then again. I'm not really that sad know.

TOMORROW IS CONFIRMATION! :D

I'm excited.

As of tomorrow I will no longer only be known by

Christine Teo Hui Shan,

but I'll be

Christine Danielle Teo Hui Shan.

Its a new start I guess. I can't help smiling to myself as I'm typing this.

Okay, I'm so retarded.

But who cares?

God still loves me (:

You'll still love me.

Or so I think.

And hope.

I guess.

You'd better!

I'm crazy.

Christine
10:30 PM

10:01 PM

I know I don't really talk about them often, but in actual fact I miss my Monster friends ): Jaena inclusive. The 3 people who helped me grow and survived my secondary school life.

I never felt like I fitted into Sec school. How weird.

I miss the 3 of them especially ):

I'm also missing you ):

BOO.

I feel sad suddenly. >.<

Christine
10:01 PM

9:59 AM

BAH! DAN IS MEAN!

Christine. Take my breath away. says:
i hate sitting in lectures >.<
Christine. Take my breath away. says:
the ppl behind me are alwas laughing
Christine. Take my breath away. says:
and you dont wanna know why
DAN says:
i know
DAN says:
your head is like a fishing rod?
DAN says:
=x
Christine. Take my breath away. says:
DANIEL!
DAN says:
passive falling asleep?
Christine. Take my breath away. says:
SO MEAN

Christine
9:59 AM

9:03 AM

When you love someone so deeply
They become your life
It's easy to succumb to overwhelming fears inside
Blindly I imagined I could
Keep you under glass
Now I understand to hold you
I must open my hands
And watch you rise

Spread your wings and prepare to fly
For you have become a butterfly
(Ohohohoh)
Fly abandonedly into the sun
If you should return to me
We truly were ment to be
Soooo spread your wings and fly
Butterfly

I have learned that beauty
Has to flourish in the light
Wild horses run unbridled
Or their spirit dies
You have given me the courage
To be all that I can
And I truly feel your heart will
Lead you back to me when you're
Ready to land

Spread your wings and prepare to fly (fly)
For you have become a butterfly
(Ohohohoh)
(Fly) fly abandonedly into the sun
If you should return to me
(If you should return to me)
We truly were ment to be
Soooo spread your wings and fly
Butterfly

Heeeey
I can't pretend these tears
Aren't over flowing steadily
I can't prevent this hurt from
Almost overtaking me
But will stand and say goodbye
For you'll never be mine
Until you know the way
It feels to fly

Spread your wings and prepare to fly
For you have become a butterfly
(Ohohohoh)
Fly abandonedly into (to the sun) the sun
If you should return to me (I will know you're mine)
We truly were ment to be
Soooo spread your wings and fly
My Butterfly
(Butterfly)

Spread your wings and prepare to fly
For you have become a butterfly
(Ohohohoh)
Fly abandonedly into the sun
If you should return to me (you)
We truly were ment to be (you and I)
Soooo spread your wings and fly
Butterfly
So flutter through the sky
Butterfly
Fly
Spread your wings and fly
Butterfly

Christine
9:03 AM

12:01 AM

Aww, today's such a good day!

School was short and we rushed to Safra after gathering everyone and trained till 3.30pm, shooting's been quite good for yesterday and today, I hope my good form stays (:

Then rushed home and rushed out again for Penitential Service at church for Confirmants. Went for early dinner/late lunch at TM first with Dan, and I SAW GUOXIN AND HIS GIRLFRIENDDDDD! Lol.

Ah well, then went to grab my fave sweets and MARSHMALLOWS! Before heading down to Kembangan and going to church. Had to have my dose of suggarrr, altho

ugh I really didn't need more for that day =x

Hmm, went to meet one of his friends, then we all went to church, saw Cheston and all my other cat class mates. I love my class, they're so cute. They were all going through the steps for a confession with me when we were waiting. Ezekiel said it felt like we're resitting for O levels again. Lol.

After Penitential service, Dan, Cheston and me made our way to Tenah Merah MRT station, and I swear those two were hyperactive. They were running around the estates near church and they got me into the "running mode" as well. And they'll start sprinting all of a sudden and they can run damn fast. So I had to chase after them. Then there was once Cheston turned around while he was running halfway and he stopped to laugh because he said the sound my Aldo flats made was funny. Bah! I wasn't even in sneakers! >.<

Anyways, then there were a few failed attempts of doing the pirouette (I can't remember how its spelt) by Cheston and he looked. HAHHAH. I won't say =x

Lol.

By the time we reached the bus stop we were all sweaty people. Disgustingly sweaty people. But nevermind. It was still a good day (:

Oh! And Sam gave me a nickname and apparantly my class think it suits me, okay well at least for the first word out of the 2. She posted this post-it on my table! BAHH!!! I don't sleep thaaaat much, I think =x

Christine
12:01 AM

Thursday, April 24, 2008

8:56 PM

Today's shooting training went so smoothly! (:

Celebrated Pet's and Yonghao's birthday in the canteen with a surprise 'party'. We were supposed to celebrate Tingting's birthday too, but she went back home instead. The cake was soooo good! (:

Trained at Safra with the 2 other Chris(s) of the 4 Chris(s) in total. Only Chris Chia didn't train with us today, and only the remaining 3 Chris(s) trained. Hahha, I know I'm confusing you, but yeah. You get the whole idea.

Shot the same as my personal best. 358, and adding on the consecutive 20 shots, I shot 540/600. This is good, I'm getting on form despite.. Girl's stuff =x

Gotta go wash up and study! Latteerrrrrr (:

Christine
8:56 PM

1:09 AM

You said:

"For every heartache he caused, may there be a heart repairer.",

I say:

"You are my heart repairer."

Thank God for the people whom we love and loves us back.

Christine
1:09 AM

Tuesday, April 22, 2008

10:20 PM

Today was:

Funny.

Hilarious.

Stupid.

Tiring.

Annoying.

Dumb.

Boring.

Fun.

Sad.

Draining.

Everything.

Hmm. Lets see, school was pretty normal and average today, except for the fact that Jon made Fel accidentally let go of her skirt while we were all going to change from PE and Yoke Mun and me had a good laugh from across as we watch her skirt fall 5 storeys high and I couldn't stop laughing out aloud. And then we had CHEENA SPELLING. OMG! Its so stupid. I can't believe there's still cheena spelling ): ): ): AND I COULDN'T EVEN DO HALF OF THEM.

BAH.

School ends so late nowadays. Then I went to Suntec to meet Mommy so we came back together.

Today felt weird. Anyways, since when has it been normal for the past few days?

I'm.. I don't know what word can be used to describe my feelings now. I just feel.. Lost.

AND OMG OMG OMG, I GOT 1/15 FOR ECONS -.-"

This song was so apt.

Broken this fragile thing now
And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces
And I've thrown my words all around
But I can't, I can't give you a reason

I feel so broken up (so broken up)
And I give up (I give up)
I just want to tell you so you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one

Made my mistakes, let you down
And I can't, I can't hold on for too long
Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone

And something's breaking up (breaking up)
I feel like giving up (like giving up)
I won't walk out until you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one who gets me like you do
You are my only my only one

Here I go so dishonestly
Leave a note for you my only one
And I know you can see right through me
So let me go and you will find someone

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one, no one like you
You are my only, my only one
My only one
My only one
My only one
You are my only, my only one

Christine
10:20 PM

Monday, April 21, 2008

8:48 PM

OMG I LOVE ONE REPUBLIC!

:O :O :O

This town is colder now, I think it's sick of us
It's time to make our move, I'm shakin off the rust
I've got my heart set on anywhere but here
I'm staring down myself, counting up the years
Steady hands, just take the wheel...
And every glance is killing me
Time to make one last appeal... for the life I lead

Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be, oh
Stop and stare
You start to wonder why you're 'here' not there
And you'd give anything to get what's fair
But fair ain't what you really need
Oh, can u see what I see

They're tryin to come back, all my senses push
Un-tie the weight bags, I never thought I could...
Steady feet, don't fail me now
Gonna run till you can't walk
But something pulls my focus out
And I'm standing down...

Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be, oh
Stop and stare
You start to wonder why you're here not there
And you'd give anything to get what's fair
But fair ain't what you really need
Oh, you don't need

What u need, what u need...

Stop and stare
I think I'm moving but I go nowhere
Yeah I know that everyone gets scared
But I've become what I can't be
Oh, do u see what I see...

Christine
8:48 PM

8:26 PM

Now I have daily runs, either in the evening or in the night. I may even go for swims (:

Bah. I like my life now, minus the school workload, minus the stress from teachers, minus Project Work, minus Maths, minus History, minus GP, minus Lit, minus Cheena, minus pressure, minus unhappiness, minus the occasional heartbreaks..

Yeah, I like my life.

I think my tree of Contentment worked. I feel contented. As long as I've got you.

Anyways..

Today's the first day of trying out of the new sitting arrangement. I'm sitting in between Aloy and Weeeeeee now. Lol. I'm quite alright. Like I said, 1t04 is so cute, we have no cliques. I like it that way. Yeappp, and I go sent out of History class. Again! BAHH! Jon so lucky! Last minute copy Aloy's work and Ms Tan saw some words on his paper so she let him stay. Damn unlucky lahh! Everyone was chiong-ing their History before Assembly and I only barely made it for Assembly. So how? I was the only one left to be sent out of class. Lol. SOMEMORE THE HOMEWORK WAS GIVEN WHEN I WASN'T IN SCHOOL LEHHHH! ):

Nehhhmind. Anyways, I was sent to the library to do my homework, but I kinda fell asleep in there. Bah -.-"

Sleeping bug. I swear its this sleeping bug which is pestering me. Actually, I think the Sandman secretly loves me.

SANDMAN! STOP MAKING ME GO TO DREAMLAND, BECAUSE I WILL NEVER LIKE YOU! =x

-.-"

Christine. Is. So. Lame. She. Is. Hopeless.

I know right.

Oh, then I was rushing Lit too, but I kept falling asleep instead and Mark kept grabbing my shoulder blades to wake me up, either that or he'd grab my hand away and lead it away so my head will fall because I have no support and I'll wake up. He woke me up at least 5 times in an hour I think. Bah. Now Jo and the others laugh at me because I keep sleeping. ZZZ.

Went to skin doctor today. I WISH MY ACNE WILL JUST GO AWAY! PFFT!

Okay, I gotta go do my homework. Tuition with Nicholas tmr (:

Oh wait, that means more homework on top of my Lit, GP, Maths, and Econs homework. Damn!

Christine
8:26 PM

Sunday, April 20, 2008

11:36 PM

Today was terrible, again. But I guess things are turning better towards the end. Its still left hanging though I guess. Everything just didn't seem right. Nothing was in place. Everything was a mess. I'm a mess.

Help me, you said.
I don't know how.
Save me, you responded.
I don't know how I can.

And just as I was walking to church today I was thinking, who am I to seek solace? Who is here to catch me when I fall? Because it seemed at that point like I've lost you, like you were gone. I thought, I did. And I thought of all the possible places I can go when I'm down and out, when I'm burnt out. Home can be the worst place to be sometimes. I love my family, but its not where I will turn to. Not when I'm at my worse, they all have enough trouble, they don't need one more to add to their list. Then I thought of you, and my mind went blank.. Walking into church, the screen said "The Way, The Truth and The Life". Talk about God speaking. I think Jesus was talking. I'll seek shelter in Jesus, I thought to myself. Jesus led me The Way and showed me The Truth. He is the only one who'd love me unconditionally for who I am and what I am. The Only One.

And I prayed that He'd save you, and save me. That He'll help you, and help me. And he answered my prayer. He is the answer to my prayers from up above..

How can a heart possibly break when it was never even whole to start with?

I guess it just gets fragmented. Like how mine did.

Yet, its all still worth it.

PW today at Bugis. Patsy had to keep tell me the directions to find them. Then he had to explain to Jo too. And Jo had another 'JO MOMENT' today.

Patsy: Cut across the fountain.
Jo: Cannot! I will get wet!
Patsy: HAHAHHAAH! OMG GUYS DO YOU KNOW WHAT JO SAID WHEN I ASKED HER TO CUT ACROSS THE FOUNTAIN?! HAHAHAHHA...

Then Jo and I wanted to stay longer to finish our PW work, so Justin, Patsy and Yoke left first. Jo and I later then decided to go take a walk to hunt for food instead -.-"

.

"I've become so numb, I can't feel you now."

Everything's taking a turn again. Turning better. I hope it improves. I don't think I can take it any longer. Thank God there's you. And no amount of hurt would matter.

I'll need you too.

I tried to paint you a picture
The colours were all wrong
Black and white didn't fit you and all along you were shaded with patience
You're strokes of everything that I need just to make it and I believe that

Time can tear you apart
But it won't break anything that you are, you are

We won't say our goodbyes
You know it's better that way
We won't break
We won't die
It's just a moment of change
All we are
All we are is everything that's right
All we need
All we need
A lover's alibi
Oh oh

I walked a minute in your shoes
They never would've fit
I figured there's nothing to lose
I need to get some perspective on these words before I write them down
You're an island and my ship is running ground

Time can tear you apart
But it won't break anything that we are, we are

We won't say our goodbyes
You know it's better that way
We won't break
We won't die
It's just a moment of change
All we are
All we are is everything that's right
All we need
All we need
A lover's alibi
Oh
Oh
Oh

Every single day that I can breathe you change my philosophy
I'm never gonna let you pass me by

So don't say your goodbyes
You know its better that way
We won't break
We won't die
It's just a moment of change, yeah
Ooh
Ooh
Oh

So don't say your goodbyes
You know its better that way
We won't break
We won't die
It's just a moment of change
All we are
All we are is everything that's right
All we need
All we need
A lover's alibi
Yeah

Ooh
Ooh

So don't say our goodbyes
I know it's better
We won't break
We won't die
Ooh

Christine
11:36 PM

1:55 AM

You're not the only one to get hurt.

I think Love is a vicious cycle.

Christine
1:55 AM

12:03 AM

The thing about love
Is i never saw it coming
It kinda crept up and took me by surprise
And now there’s a voice inside my heart that’s got me wondering
Is this true, i want to hear it one more time

Move in a little closer
Take it to a whisper
Just a little louder

Say it again for me
Cuz i love the way it feels when you are telling me that i’m
The only one who blows your mind
Say it again for me
It’s like the whole world stops to listen
When you tell me you’re in love
Say it again

Thing about you is you know just how to get me
You talk about us like there’s no end in sight
The thing about me is that i really want to let you
Open that door and walk into my life

Move in a little closer
Take it to a whisper
Just a little louder

Say it again for me
Cuz i love the way it feels when you are telling me that i’m
The only one who blows your mind
Say it again for me
It’s like the whole world stops to listen
When you tell me you’re in love

And it feels like it’s the first time
That anybody's ever brought the sun without the rain
And never in my whole life
Have I heard words as beautiful as when you say my name

Say it again for me
Cuz i love the way it feels when you are telling me that i’m
The only one who blows your mind
Say it again for me
It’s like the whole world stops to listen
When you tell me you’re in love
Say it again (x9)

When you tell me you’re in love…
Say it again

Ohhh...Ohhhhhh

Christine
12:03 AM

Saturday, April 19, 2008

8:27 PM

Today's so not a good day. Firstly, I had to go to 3 different shopping malls, Takashimaya, Vivo City, then Heerens, before I could find a decent-looking white dress for comfirmation from Adam & Eve. And when I mean decent I mean decently-okay looking. I barely think its appropriate for church actually. Its like, bareback. I'll prolly have a shawl on that day, or I guess I'll just let my hair down. Thats one advantage of having long hair I guess. Bah.

Then I had to rush for Cat Class in church and its the last lesson already. 1 over year has passed so quickly. I don't even want Cat Class to end. I'll miss the class ): This is the second bad thing, ironically. I know people who are thankful and happy that they finally don't have to go for Cat class, but I'm least happy at all. I don't even want to graduate from Cathecism.

Thirdly, Nigel had to have his oh-so-frequent "giddy" spells which he seem to miraculously have normally on days where there's church, tuition, and even school. So how? Mommy wants to bring him home. Cannot let her beloved son suffer what. -.-" And I know he PROMISED to go tomorrow. But how often does he keep his promises? Never.

Then again, I don't even know if I can go for mass tomorrow because I have training and I have to go discuss project work stuff with my group. My day's packed. Nigel is a plan-ruiner, I swear. And we already didn't go for mass last week. Stupid boy.

The best part is when I got so pissed, I started to raise my voice at Nigel and all because the first thing he did when he came home was grab me when he saw me going to the computer, and he started to Maplestory, Mommy told me that I was the one who was aggravating the situation and blowing up the matter. Damn right I was. Of course I would, because obviously I've placed God waaay above Maplestory and have not downgraded my God to just Maplestory like how her dear son has. Damn it.

Then I decided to go for a jog on my own and forbade Daddy from following me because I needed some time off my entire family. Its not that I don't love them anymore, this I have to make clear. I love them all, including Nigel. But its just, sometimes, Mommy and Daddy are doing all the right things to make Nigel a.. a, I dont know.. not a very nice person I guess. Considering the fact they've already spoilt him so much. And I had to quarrel my way through to go for a quiet jog alone. Okay, not so quiet cause I was blasting A7X on my iPod, but still, it was alot more peaceful. I guess, I still need off some time.

Omg, I just noticed. All the first alphabets of every paragraphs starts with 'T'. See, how much more Terrible and Tedious can my day get?

Anyways, I ran 3 rounds around the park and the last round I exited the park and ran past Downtown, and went one round back home. Ran for 30 minutes continuously. Its not exactly helping still. Bah. Stupid boy.

Christine
8:27 PM

1:44 AM

HTNSIS.

I love the Pistol Girls. Everyone's bonding together already. We'll all work hard towards our goals, darlings (:

Christine
1:44 AM

1:01 AM

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY BIMBOTIC JOHHHNN! (:

Time to grow some brains, bitch. LOL!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YONGHAOOOOO! (:

Meeting with the school team shooters ended earlier than expected (:

Left Safra at about 11pm when Daddy picked me up, then we went for supper at Simpang! >.<

LOL. Reached home at like 12.15am, I am TIRED!

Okay, I need to go shop tmr for my confirmation dress (:

OH! CHRIS CHIA IS FUNNAAYEEEE!

"I will push you in the lake!"

So unlike Chris Chia lahhh.

OH AND TODAY YET AGAIN, ALL THE CHRIS-ES WERE PRESENT. SEE! THE 4 CHRIS-ES ARE ALL ACTIVELY INVOLVED IN THE SHOOTING CLUB. TEEHEE! =x

Christine
1:01 AM

Thursday, April 17, 2008

10:40 PM

WOAH EVERYONE SHOULD CHECK OUT JOHN'S NICKNAME!

See!

[22:38:08]

john; THANKS DANIEL AND CHRISTINE!! ahhhhhh =)) says: thanks thanks thank youooo!!!

THATS SO COOL! (:

SEE AGAIN!!

john; THANKS DANIEL AND CHRISTINE!! ahhhhhh =))

Lol. John is happy! (: John is happy because he has his Mariah Carey's E=MC2 CD now, lol. And he intends to bring his CD player tmr to the stadium to listen to it on the spot. Hahha.

Christine
10:40 PM

8:31 PM

Horrible thing! Horrible Red Brace-face!

Hmm. Didnt go to school today because I didn't feel too good in the morning, but I went back to PRCS though. Had to collect my O's cert and my $150 cheque for GOOD PROGRESS (HAHAHAH!). And why today? Because today's the only day I am free in the afternoon, since I'm not in school, duh. Lol.

Saw Mr San!

Mr San: EH! MY STUDENT COME OVER HERE!

Joyna, Mich and Jaena pushed me over (THANKS AH!)

Me: Hi Mr San. *smilesss*

Mr San: (said to his netballers) See, I only have one student! *laughs*

Me: o.O

Mr San: Thanks ah Christine! Thanks for helping me warm up the seat first.

Me: Huh?!! o.O o.O

Mr San: You dont know ah!?

Me: Huh? o.o OH! YOU REALLY COMING TO CJ?!

Mr San: Yah!!!!

Me: OH SHIT.

Hahaha, actually I'm quite happy Mr San's coming over. I don't really mind having to see him for another 2 years. Lol. He's been quite nice to me when I've been in there although I run into trouble with him, here and there. But still (:

Before I left he said, "Thought you escaped from me already huh? Too bad! You'll be seeing me for another 2 more years!" Lol. And when I said bye to him he said, "See you! In the next term!" Lol.

Next term, hmm (:

Christine
8:31 PM

Wednesday, April 16, 2008

9:46 PM

OH YES! AND DADDY BROUGHT ME TO COLLECT MY SHOOTING SPECTZXZXZXZ TODAY AT PARKWAY (:

THANKS DADDY! He spent about $250 on my spects =x Lol. THANK YOU!!! (:

I LOVE MY DADDDYYYYYYYYY, AND MOMMMMYYYYY. And I know they love me too :D :D :D

Praise the Lord for fantastic parents!

Christine
9:46 PM

9:29 PM

OMG MOMMY AND DADDY ARE SO CUTE.

Yesterday they went out to Challenger after sending John, Jeremy, Cheston, Nig, Dan and I back. They went to help me get my ink cartridges for our HP printer because I need it by today. Then they came back 1 hour later with a new HP printer. Lol. Then when I asked Mommy how come she bought a printer when I only asked for cartridges, her reply was "We're afraid your printer may be down. So might as well get a new one since you need it. Anyways, you need it what don't you?" Lol.

I have now like 1 printer and 3 all-in-ones sitting at home staring at me now. And 3 out of 4 are HPs. Lol. I like HP. Okay, thats so random. Lol.

OHHHH, I love red braces (:

And yet again, I AM so random. Whats wrong with me?

I'm looking forward to going to school tmr for a good laugh, that is if Heidi gets it done by tmr (: (: (:

TEEHEE. I FEEL EVIIILLL =x

Christine
9:29 PM

Tuesday, April 15, 2008

9:33 PM

You're not the easiest person to love.

I wonder how much longer can I hold out.

I'm not the easiest person to love
I'm often the one who lets things go unresolved

Yet you choose to be
on the side of me
on the side of me
Yet you choose to be on the side of me
on the side of me

I'm not too proud of some things
I've done in my life
The skeletons in my closet
Are too big for me to hide

Yet you choose to be
on the side of me
on the side of me
Blessed Charity
You're on the side of me
on the side of me

Everyone needs a friend to hold
when it's cold outside
and there's no place to go
Everyone needs a friend to hold
all alone I cried
there was no place to go
I remember when nobody cared
but you

I'm not the easiest person to love
But you, you've opened your heart to show me what I'm worth

'Cause you choose to be
on the side of me
on the side of me
What a mystery
You're on the side of me
on the side of me

Everyone needs a friend to hold
when it's cold outside
and there's no place to go
Everyone needs a friend to hold
all alone I cried
there was no place to go

I remember when nobody cared
Nobody cared
But you...

Yeah you choose to be
on the side of me
on the side of me

Christine
9:33 PM

12:00 AM

I. Really. Detest. This. I. Don't. Know...

Dang. It.

You. Stupid. URGHHH. Keep. Hands. To. Own. Yours. Off. Mine. Stupid. BAHHH. Girl. EEEKS. Sucks. Stupid. Annoying. Stupid. Stupid. Stupid. Mine. Already. Forget. It. About. Cause. Mine. Sucker. Loser. Stupid. Annoying. BBEEEEAAACCCHHHHH. Stupid. Off. Take. Hands. Away. Stay. Go. Away. Mine. Mine. Mine. All. Mine. Stay. Away.

I. Think. I. Am. Paranoid. Over. Protective. Scared. Insecure. Afraid. Frightened. Annoyed. Disturbed. Bothered. Worried. Sensitive. Breaking. Down.

I. Just. Want. To. Scream. Shout. Kick. Bawl. Fuss. Cry. Cry. Cry..

Cry.

I. Don't. Know. I. Am. Uncertain. Confused. Unsure. Puzzled. I. Think. My. Head. Is. Exploding. Scream. Kick. Fuss. Cry..

What. Am. I. Supposed. To. Do. Who. Am. I. To. Turn. To. I. Know. Who. But. How. Can. I?

Crap.

Disturbed. I. Been. Made. Perturbed.

Exhausted. I. Am.

Christine
12:00 AM

Sunday, April 13, 2008

11:02 PM

Bah. Today's a terribly terribly long day. I'm exhausted.

Got up at 5.45am to bathe and get ready. Brought Nig to meet John, Cheston, Sameer and Jeremy. Lol. They thought I was gong with them even when I was in shorts and slippers. Hahah. Anyways, then I came home first to change out before meeting hmm to go to Cdans. All the CJ shooters did well in my opinion, I know some of us screwed up, but still. I know we'll do better the next time (:

Oh, then the school team shooters had to go to Safra to transport the weapons, but mine's still at Cdans. My weapon will be transferred with St Pats. They're helping me transfer it. Heheh! Anyways, because I had to go to Safra so I coudn't leave first, and the Patricians made their way to Safra too to play LAN while waiting for me to end. Teehee. I ended up having to wait for them to finish their game at 5.45pm, alright. But I was only done 10 minutes before they were. So they actually waited longer =x

Congrats to the Patrician shooters too, they did so well! :D :D :D

Pfft, I still can't believe my team lost third place by one point. -.-"

Anywaysssss. Hmm, made our way home after I/we were done. Had tuition! Bahh, I need to go do homework! Blog another time when I'm free. =x

THAT pair of hazel eyes (:

When you look me in the eye, I catch a glimpse of heaven

Christine
11:02 PM

Saturday, April 12, 2008

10:31 PM

OH! Now Nigel told me," You know why you screwed up? Cause you were freaking out this morning. Thats the worse thing to do, to throw tantrums. Furthermore, you were screaming the house down."

OHHH! OHHHHHHHHH!

OH DAMMIT.

Now I feel like an angsty brat. Bah. I just apologised to Daddy, it makes me feel better.

I love Dad, he's funnayyeee.

He just told me, "Fish are friends not food." And in his hands, were a Macs Fillet-O-Fish. Hahhaha.

And the other day when he brought me to make my shooting spects he said, "My best friend's called Wagyu. My cousin's Ribeye. My brother's Tenderloin. I'm Beef Stick. Eh, why am I the cheapest one?" Lol. HAHAH. I love my Daddddyyy (:

Oh, and he's so sweet. He was asking me to have a bite of the burger,

then I went,"EEHHH, I dont want. Its very messy.",

then Daddy went, "Nig, when a girl says its messy I know it means this." Then he fed me (:

Ahhh, I love Dadddddddyyyyy, yes I know, for the umpteenth time. But still! I love my Dad.

Christine
10:31 PM

10:01 PM

OMG SO MUCH HAS HAPPENED THE PAST FEW DAYS!

Anyways, yesterday was ALOOYYYY'S birthday! We celebrated his birthday in the canteen. Fel baked cup cakes and Jo made brownies. Really sweet. I'll post the pictures another time. Hmm.

Today's the HTNSIS. I screwed up >.<

Lost 3rd position as a team by 1 point! 1-friggginggggg- point. AHHHH! Shoot me.

Ah well, Nic Lu strangled me. Almost similar.

PFFT!

Should be going with the Patricians to HTNS tmr to support those in the finals and for prize giving. Bah!

Today sucked. Sucked big time. Bah!

Oh, Happy Belated Birthday ALOYYY!

Anyways, look at what Sean said.

[21:57:46]

Clouds will rage in. Storms will race in. But you will be safe in my arms. says:

tmr i'm also taking public transport -.-"

[21:58:49]

emofiedd - a ho in the ass. says:

aww princess mothballs has to take PUBLIC transport

[21:58:55]

emofiedd - a ho in the ass. says:

so sad

LOL!

Christine
10:01 PM

Wednesday, April 09, 2008

11:04 PM

J1 is not a honeymoon year.

I want to catch up on my sleep ):

But there's no time for sleep ):

Christine
11:04 PM

Tuesday, April 08, 2008

11:19 PM

I am so tired. So freaking tired.

Christine
11:19 PM

1:01 AM

Bah, I'm just done with helping Ning. Gotta go do my Econs homework and all now. Bah.

I wanna get the PS, I LOVE YOU movie DVD or something when its out (:

Christine
1:01 AM

Monday, April 07, 2008

10:48 PM

LIA'S GONE HOME TO GET MARRIED! ): ): ):/ (: (: (:

I don't know if it should be a ): or a (: because I feel:

(a) Happy for her because she's getting married (:

(b) Sad because she's gone ):

She's coming back in June though. She's damn cute. I came home today and the first thing she told me was, "I'm lazy to go home ):". And she was close to tearing when she said by the us at the airport, her nose was all red, when she was checking in at the customs she was wiping awa her tears. I'll miss Lia ):

Anyways, yesterday. Was pretty busy. Went for some ancestral stuff, rushed to HTNS to make sure Ying2 and Junyi were doing fine, went to OLPS for mass :D :D :D, lunch, hmm (:, holland.V with PW group to do PW/eat ice-cream/chat/talk/play swing/play volleyball/play basketball/eat/play taboo! More like majority of everything else except doing PW >.<

I only reached home at 10.30pm. I took the bus with Justin to Dhoby Ghaut then took the train back before Daddy picked me up from the train station.

Talked me to sleep again. Lol.

Today's tiring. Lol. Bought my shooting spects and stuff. Hmm. Ran on the trackmill. Ran 2km, there may be 2.4km tmr. Bah. Sent Lia off ): ): ): Ahh, I'll miss Lia so so so so so much! ): ):

LIAAAAA! (:

Christine
10:48 PM

Saturday, April 05, 2008

9:22 PM

Lol, and Hun told me this,

"Its jealousy, they can see that we've got it going on."

Went to Vivo today with Dan. Had brunch at Long John's. Lol, and we later went to HTNS to support our fellow shooter-friends/brother (for me). When I say friends I mean the Patricians though. My two team-mates are shooting tomorrow. I'll try going down but I have some family matters to attend to =/ I hope I get to make my presence there still though to show moral support ):

Oh, we bought sweets and marshmallows from the banned shop and we very kindly shared it with the shooters. Lol. Jeremy owes us one packet of it now though, for taking 3 sweets. Lol. We also gave Coach Teddy. C, see we're nice people (:

The Patricians did well (: The pistol team came in third! And Weilin gets to shoot in the finals because he came in top 8! And my dearest beloved cute adorable lovely funny pampered and spoilt brother is happy because he shot his personal best today! :D Congrats Nig :D :D :D

Rifle team came in first! Cheston and John gets to shoot in the finals because they came in second and third overall, respectively (:

Congrats SPS shooting team (: (: (:

I hope CJ does well too. Good luck to Yingying and Junyi who're shooting tmr, and all the other CJ shooters who are shooting tmr!

Anyways, we then went for (late) lunch together. Lol. Our plans for ice skating were foiled >.<

Oh, Cheston wanted to play Laser Quest but it was fully booked >.<

I couldn't make it for RCIY though, because it was impossible to rush back in time. I'll prolly have a make up session sometime this week instead. Oh well. I feel bad having to bother Rosalind though =/

We then made our way back to the East. The journey was eventful, we made Jeremy jealous, John and Nigel were professing their love for each other (LOL), it was just funny. Lol. Hhaah. John and Dan told me, "Your brother picks up fast." Lol. For all the wrong things, I'd say (: Anyways, its good that at least, we know he's mixing with the right company and they're all getting along well.

Dan, Nig, John and I then went to the Park to play at the playground >.<>

John and I actually planned to run at MJC's track. Lol. But we were both a little tired =x Hahha, next time maybe. Another day. Hmm. Tmr's gonna be a busy day. I've got many things to do also :(

At least today was good (:

We should get jerseys cause we make a great team
But yours would look better than mine, cause you're outta my league
And I know that it's so cliche to tell you that everyday
I spend with you is the new best day of my life
Everyone watching us just turns away with disgust
It's Jealously, they can see that we've got it going on

And I'm racking my brain for a new improved way
To let you know your more to me than what I know how to say
YOu're ok with the way this is going to be
This is going to be thing we've ever seen

If anyone can make me a better person you could
All I gotta say is I musta done something good
I came along one day and you rearranged my life
All I gotta say is I musta done something right
I musta done something right

Maybe I'm just lucky cause it's hard to believe
Believe that somebody like you'd end up with someone like me
And I know that it's so cliche to talk about you this way
But I'll push all my inhibitions aside
It's so very obvious to everyone watching us
That we have got something real good going on

And I'm racking my brain for a new improved way
To let you know your more to me than what I know how to say
YOu're ok with the way this is going to be
This is going to be thing we've ever seen

If anyone can make me a better person you could
All I gotta say is I musta done something good
I came along one day and you rearranged my life
All I gotta say is I musta done something right
I musta done something right

Yes, you've done almost everything right (:

Christine
9:22 PM

Friday, April 04, 2008

9:38 PM

Today was a blast. But I didn't feel too good today, so I didn't attend training. Pfft.

Anyways, today's our home tutor's Ms Chok's birthday (: Our class bought her a chocolate-cheese dont know what cake from Sweet Secrets :D :D :D And gave her a card and Patsy and Aloy presented her with a song. Pat's a fantastic singer while Aloy is a great guitarist (:

I love my class. Lol. Anywayysssss, I've got some pictures (:

Today's still a good day nevertheless.

Oh, the pictures consist of the pictures I took in class today, minority of the pictures from dinner yesterday with the Patricians and the day before yesterday. The pictures are actually all with John >.<

Lol, this is what Sam wrote to Jon. Damn funny >.<

Ms Chok! (:

John and Cheston look wrong =x

Quote John "This picture looks nice because there are the two of us in it." Actually I think its really mainly because I'm in it xDD Lol. I'm kidding. Haha.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MS CHOK!

WE ALL LOVE YOU VERY MUCH! (:

Christine
9:38 PM

4:50 AM

I will love you so, for always.

Girl you are to me, all that a woman should be,
And I dedicate my life to you always
The love like yours is grand,
It must have been sent from up above
And I know you'll stay this way, for always

And we both know, that our love will grow
And forever it will be you and me
Ooh your life is sun,
Chasing all the rain away,
When you come around you bring a brighter day
You're the perfect one
For me and you forever we'll be
And I will love you so for always

Came with me my sweet,
Let's go make a family,
And they will bring us joy, for always

Oh boy I love your soul,
I can't find enough ways to let you know
But you can be sure of course, for always

Ooh your life is sun,
Chasing all the rain away,
When you come around you bring a brighter day
You're the perfect one
For me and you forever we'll be
And I will love you so for always

I will love you so, for always

Christine
4:50 AM

3:58 AM

Daddy and Mommy fetched me from school (: Went to HTNS to fetch Nigel but gave Fish, and the two bimbos a lift back to Pasir Ris, then we decided to have Coffee Club. Again. Lol. Hmm.

Suicidal Mickey Mouse.

Parted ways at about 9.30pm, and I fell asleep soon after, I've just bathed actually. Hmm =/

How long will I be waiting, to be with you again?

Gonna tell you that I love you, in the best way that I can.

I can't take a day without you here, you're the light that makes me darkness disappear.

Christine
3:58 AM

Wednesday, April 02, 2008

10:00 PM

Today's funny. School was a bore. I slept during Maths lecture unintentionally =/

Hmm.

Then trained at HTNS for a while, talked to my ex-PRCS friends, Aaron and WX, etc. Waited for Nig and the rest to end, before we headed home with Fish, Bimbotic Cow, Bimbotic Bitch, mine and Nig (:

We went for dinner first though. Went to the Coffee Club, met Flora, cam-whored, laughed, ate, laughed, cam-whored, chit-chat, laughed, paid bill, bought curry puffs (cannot resist temptation =x), laughed, chat a bit more, went our seperate ways. Nig and me headed home and we reached home only at like, 9.15 >.<

And I'll take you for who you are,

If Since you take me for everything.

I will.

Christine
10:00 PM