11:34 PM
Went for movies with my cousin on Monday. Lol, I stayed on in the end -.-"
Went to Plaza Sing and met Wesley, Tasha, Leandra, and other RG youths. But we went off to continue to shop while they went for lunch or food I think. Got tickets for Cinderella. Latest show was 7.10pm, and we went to Carrefour and Breadtalk to smuggle food into the cinema, cause we were tired of cinema food- popcorn and nachos.
I freaked out during the show cause I've never really watched a scary movie without him. Cinderella's scary. I think its scary. I didnt enjoy it thaat much cause I was freaked out and I was scared and hiding behind my jacket all the time.
Went to Secret Recipe for cakes after the movie which was about 9+pm. Then this waitress came up to us when we were eating and said, "My colleague wants your number. He's behind there. Yah.". And she just smiled and we smiled back and she went off. So Rina and I were disturbing each other like,"Hhahahah! He wants your number la. Yours la.". Then she suddenly came again and said,"Erm, are you attached?".
Anyway, she went off and said, "Aiya, nevermind. He always like that one. I go tell him.". She's very friendly. Oh, I told her I was attached.
Went to Precious Thots and bought this diary, cause its cover attracted me. But when I went into the MRT, I read the words behind. And it said..
love angel & the boy
love angel and the boy come from very different places.
with different culture and life. but even in differences
both have good heart and love.
love angel is so happy with the boy, she has much fun
and is laughing with him as he does all and everything
to make her very pleased.
their families are disliking to have the two together but
they share a love too greatly strong
to be seperated apart.
I think its very similar to the both of us. Lol, coincidental. And I bought it without reading the back of the diary.
I want to buy 2 pacifiers. One mickey and one minnie pacifier. -.-" Serious.
Oh, went to one Wedding shop in Toa Payoh Central yesterday. My cousin's cousin was getting married and she was the emcee. So she needed a dress. But the dresses they offered there where a little, erm, aunty. Many beads. Very typical ah-soh-performing-for-the-7th-month type. So we decided to scout around ourselves. I suggested to Rina to go to Daniel Yam. They have beautiful dresses there. So the lady boss of the shop asked where were we going to look for the gown and we told her Daniel Yam. I think she got alittle offended, cause she started announcing loudly. "Kids these days have a mind of their own! They want to scout for their own dresses. Daniel Yam some more."
As we were flipping through the wedding photos they have outside the shop, she came out, pointed to me and said, "You have a small face, beautiful features. You'd definitely take nice pictures. One day I want to do your business." Smart move actually. Can get business easily. Sweet talk first.
Went to City Link's Surfersgirl on the way to Suntec. Tried on this Ripcurl green miniskirt. It was the kind of flowery skirt. But it was nice. I've always liked skirts like that. So I tried on but I thought I could prolly get it some other day.
Carried on to Suntec's Blum and Daniel Yam. They didnt have the colour she wanted.
So we went up to my mom's office to get money. I got $120 from her. Might as well get the skirt now. So I bought the skirt but I remembered I wanted another Volcom shirt, so I tried it on also. And ended up buying both. The shirt and the skirt. My cousin bought a Ripcurl skirt. I spent most of the money she gave me. The Ripcurl skirt and Volcom top already costed me $105. I wanted another Volcom shirt, but I didnt like the colours they have left. Maybe buying it tomorrow.
Mummy was a little, "What?! You spent $105!?" But when she saw the clothes I bought she went, "Hey this is nice... This one also. Not bad."
Stayed at my cousin's house again. Oh, and did I blog about the time when Alvin, Rina and I went out in the middle of the night to 7-eleven and there were this group of guys who got one guy to walk past us and when he went back to join the group, they started shouting, "Girl! Girl! Oi, girl! Oi! Oi! Girl! Girl! NBCB!" Like, wtf. What a good way to approach strangers. We ignored them all the way and continued walking. -.-"
Meeting Rina tmr again, prolly going to town area again, I need to get my phone fixed. Oh, my number's no longer un-reacheable beacuse I'm using my Mom's spare phone for the time being.
Happy Belated Birthday Alex, Jiahui and Yvonne. =DD
Sorry for wishing you guys only now. Sorry, but, better late than never I guess =x
Christine
11:34 PM
Sunday, December 10, 2006
12:16 PM
Turned out that I wasn't satisfied with just one day. We stayed till today, dragging on with one more day, one more day and one more day.
Went to Town on Friday, again. This time, we went to Wisma Atria and Far East Plaza. Went shopping, but didn't buy much. In fact. I only bought one item and its not even for myself. Lol. I bought the sky blue Nike water bottle, the one which is the same as my red Nike bottle.
Walked till 10+pm coming to 11pm, when we decided to catch a movie. We were contemplating Flag Of Our Fathers, even though its NC 16, its not a problem for my cousin cause she's already 16. But we decided that I could easily pass off as 16 too, easily. =/
Walked to Plaza Singapura from Far East and found that the cinema was closed -.-" So the only other cinema that would be open could on be Cine, but we were too lazy to get back there, and the last train was already here, so we caught the last train back to Seng Kang. Diverted to Macs for supper before heading back to her house. By the time we reached home it was already 2am. Close.
Went to church yesterday. Dad arranged for us to join Wesley and the others for church. We turned up without even knowing what to do. Turned out we were to go for practise to sing in the choir in Mass. I was stunned, I can't sing for nuts.. -.-"
Arrived at OLPS at 3.30pm and met up with Wesley and Collin/Colin (which's the right spelling?), and they brought us to practise for the 4.30pm Mass. The only hymn I could really remember's Ave Maria, and the only reason why I can remember's because of all the Masses I've attended in SAC. The other hymns, I just followed Collin/Colin's tip, "Dont know how to sing nevermind, just open your mouth and pretend you're singing. You can sing when you're more familiar with the songs." Lol.
After mass, Collin/Colin lead us to the choir room to practise for the next mass which happens to be the Family Mass (its the 2nd Saturday of the month). Many hymn's tunes were hard to catch and when Collin/Colin (-.-") asked if I knew it I said no, and he'd try to tel me the tune and after a while. He'd give this look and say, actually I also not very sure la. Lmao. But he was friendly and patient, and brought us around cause we were really lost. In fact, not just Collin/Colin, Wesley was also really patient with us, and he was really helpful. Tasha (spelt like that if I'm not wrong?), was really nice and made us feel comfortable around her. Leandra (spelt like that if I'm not wrong also), was also friendly and turned out she's a SAC-ian as well :D
Turned out that singing in the church choir was not thaat bad. Saw Sister Angela, SACP's former principal before Ms Agnes Chew took over. Sister Angela's niceeeee (:
Wen to Ashton's for dinner with Gramps. And headed back to cousin's house after sending the old folks back. Rina and I didn't sleep, not until 8+ in the morning cause we wanted to go to Macs for breakfast. But we fell asleep and couldn't wake up in the end, and Uncle bought us breakfast instead. I'm back home, at my own home, but gonna leave for tuition in a couple of minutes. God, I'm soooo tired. -.-"
Christine
12:16 PM
Thursday, December 07, 2006
5:27 PM
I'm at my cousin's house now! :DD
Staying over for a night. Going home tomorrow. I know, "like that also happy?" Yah, like that I also happy xDD
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When there was me and you - High School Musical's.
It's funny when you find yourself
Looking from the outside
I'm standing here but all I want
Is to be over there
Why did I let myself believe
Miracles could happen
'Cause now I have to pretend
That I don't really care
I thought you were my fairytale
A dream when I'm not sleeping
A wish upon a star that's coming true
But everybody else could tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
When there was me and you
I swore I knew the melody
That I heard you singing
And when you smiled you made me
Feel like I could sing along
But then you went and changed the words
Now my heart is empty
I'm only left with used-to-be's
Once upon a song
Now I know you're not a fairytale
And dreams were meant for sleeping
And wishes on a star just don't come true
'Cause now, even I can tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
'Cause I liked the view
When there was me and you
I can't believe that I could be so blind
It's like you were floating while I was falling
And I didn't mind
'Cause I liked the view
Thought you felt it too
When there was me and you
Christine
5:27 PM
11:52 AM
I trusted you, you said you wouldn't but you still did. You've still not fufilled your promises towards me. I'm beginning to think over, are you really you? I'm not naive, you take things too lightly.. So frustrating
Christine
11:52 AM
10:22 AM
Yesterday was better. After coming back for tuition at about 1pm, my cousin and I began planning for the rest of the day.
We left home at 4+pm and took the bus and trains to bring us to town. We planned to catch Step Up at Lido, 5.30pm. But it was already 5.20 when we were at City Hall MRT station. So we decided to go to Cine to see what other shows there are we can catch. Thing is, we forgot Cine was Cathay Cinema not GV, and they don't have the movie we wanted to catch. So we decided to walk from Cine to Plaza Sing. But before we left Cine, we bought ice-cream. The japanese ice-cream which costs you $3.50, yah, that one. I ordered Chocholate, as usual, while she ordered Blueberry. Guess what? Before I could even taste the ice cream properly the ice cream fell off. I only had at most, 3 licks? I screamed when the ice cream dropped cause it just gave me a shock. Many stared and I only managed to see the two guys in front of me turn to stare cause I didn't dare to turn back and look. Too embarrassed. My cousin laughed, the two guys laughed. Damn embarrased. So walked faster.
Walked to GV, and along the way hapring on the fact that my ice-cream fell off like that. Bought tickets for Deja Vu. Tickets were free cause we had movie vouchers :DD
Walked around cause we didn't have much time left either. Went to the arcade and we decided to change $2, so we wouldn't waste money. We wasted $2 on playing crappy games in the end -.-"
Watched Deja Vu. The movie was fantastic. It kept us on the edge of our seats at all times. The movie was exciting, exciting, and even more exciting -.-" Climax's definitely got to be when I caught the guy sitting next to me digging for gold in his nose. Damn. I stared at him and he continued digging. I moved closer to my cousin in the end. Gross. He digs digs digs, and cleans on his jeans. WTF?! Might as well put it in his mouth. Gross.
Went to Daiso in Plaza Sing to "see see" first. In the end we bought some stuffs. 7 items in total. Bought Stapler bullets and stuffs. Then we went to shop that I forgot its name. Bought sticky paper/post it with my name on it. Bought cute keychains as well.
Walked back to Cine. And walked past a jewellery shop and the staff was outside the shop giving out flyers. So he saw us approaching. And he said (in chinese), "Miss, Miss, come in to have a look." and we continued to walk by. As we were walking past him he said aloud, "Miss, give me a chance". Like, weird. He talks weird. He's weird also. My cousin and I just walked away. Is that how he attracts customers? Or is that a pick up line he uses to pick girls up while working? Damn dumb.
Went to Heerens but most shops were closed. Went to Queen's Couture to take a look, NewUrbanMale's too. But I didn't see the bag I wanted from NUM. We were already hungry. We had not eaten our dinner yet, so we went from Heerens, to Takashimaya, to Wisma and there was no food. So we decided to take a train back to Pasir Ris. Met Jeremy on the train. And we were on the same bus.
Came back home at almost 12am. Changed into casual wear. Polo tee and school PE shorts. My cousin and I wore the same thing. Only I had a white shirt on and hers, a black. Went to central to eat our dinner/supper. After eating we went to the park. Played at the playground. Sat swing and stuffs. Chatted for quite awhile before heading back to central to buy chips from 7eleven.
Maybe going to stay over at her house one of these days. She's stayed in my house for the past few days. Prolly going out today again. Hopefully. But this time we wanna go shopping.
((:
Christine
10:22 AM
Wednesday, December 06, 2006
5:45 AM
Nickelback - Far Away.
this time, this place
misused, mistakes
too long, too late
who was i to make you wait
just one chance
just one breath
just in case there's just one left
'cause you know,
you know, you know
that i love you
i have loved you all along
and i miss you
been far away for far too long
i keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
stop breathing if
i don't see you anymore
one my knees, i'll ask
last chance for one last dance
'cause with you, i'd withstand
all of hell to hold your hand
i'd give it all
i'd give for us
give anything but i won't give up
'cause you know,
you know, you know
so far away
been far away for far too long
so far away
been far away for far too long
but you know, you know, you know
i wanted
i wanted you to stay
'cause i needed
i need to hear you say
that i love you
i have loved you all along
and i forgive you
for being away for far too long
so keep breathing
'cause i'm not leaving
hold on to me and, never let me go
.
who was i to make you wait?
Christine
5:45 AM
5:26 AM
He went to talk to Mommy and Daddy. I was talking to Gerald, and still am. I guess things didn't turn out right.. Gerald said, at most wait for 6 years.
6 years isn't a short period of time. And who knows, even if we do wait, maybe at the end of the 6 years he finds out that I've changed to someone he doesn't know. By then we'll have wasted our time waiting. 6 years of our youth. And we may turn out to be someone different and the other may not be able to accept. People change over time.
I'm beginning to fear. 6 years. Its long, what am I going to do during these years then? Who's going to talk to me? Who's going to comfort me? Who's going to bring me play carpark catching? You still owe me Swensens. You still owe me all my gifts that I've not collected from you. You. Who's going to buy me food? Who's going to tell me its time to diet and I'm fat enough when I say I'm hungry? Who's going to bring me to Macs for breakfast before tuition? Who's going to bring me to tuition? Who will love me when you're not around?..
Christine
5:26 AM
Tuesday, December 05, 2006
4:11 PM
God, I prayed. I really did. Do your job, stop sleeping! )=
Christine
4:11 PM
3:58 AM
God, please wake up and do your job. Mel said as long as we believed in our dream. I believed, but why aren't you doing your job? I really believed. I did.. I need your guidance. I need your help. Please guide me. I'm lost now.
Had a 6-hour long talk with Aunty Jean, Gerald's Mom, Belvin's Godma. She said, he promised to let go of the relationship. And asked me to give her my assurance that I'd let go too. I don't know what else I could say.. So I agreed. I don't know whats going to become of us. I'm afraid this would be the end of us, I'm afraid our promises would be broken. I don't want to be apart, but what can I do now? Please guide me.
I don't like the feeling of being lost. I don't know what to do. There's nothing I can do.. I can't seem to sleep tonight..
Christine
3:58 AM
Monday, December 04, 2006
6:02 PM
I'm finally back.
I plan to copy this post and post it at our blog also. Lazy to type twice.
OLPS family camp 2006 was a success. It was pretty good. Boring during lectures/talks but overall, it was fun. I missed him throughout these 4 days. It was a torture.
We travelled there by coach. And we were put up in a Golf Resort, Austin Hills Golf Resort. It is huuuuuuge, and without saying, beautiful. Its a nice place to stay in. There's also a huuuge swimming pool, a lounge, 3 pool tables (they said ther's 5, but we only discovered 3), 5 bowling alley lanes, and they're rooms are gigantic! Gigantic, I tell you. 6 of us could share a room. And, 6 of us did share a room.
Had lunch at 12pm. Their meals were set in the buffet-style kind. And we had talks at 1pm, followed by the programmes for Youths (preteens attended programmes for preteens and adults attended talks, talks and more talks!). Melissa was the one in charge of us youths. She was inspiring. She said something like, "As long as you believe in your dream, all you have to do is believe. Leave the rest to God, cause its His duty to fufill it for you, if you just believe."
She made us write down our dreams on a little card. She wanted us to have a dream, no matter what dream it is. She doesn't want us to laugh our dream off because we think its impossible. So I wrote two dreams. I wished for Good 'O' Level results and a happyfattyfamily. I believe, and I know it will come true. As long as we both put in effort to sustain this relationship.
Finally checked in at 3pm. We were already shagged at that time, we all didn't sleep the day before. Tea time, family time. And Mass at 5.30pm. First day's activities ended with dinner at 7.15pm.
We all went out to Jusco to shop. I went into Memory Lane and saw a bear that caught my eye. It just reminded me of fat. So I insisted to buy it. But Mommy refused to buy me it. And I don't know why, but I started to miss him even more and threw a tantrum. I insisted to go home. I wanted to go home. Come back to Singapore, come home. Daddy and Mommy bought me the huge bear afterall. Its big, and costs about $100+ Singapore dollars.
Day 2's activities began with Breakfast at 7.30am. Bu we only had 10 minutes to eat, cause we woke up late. Had Mass at 8.30am again, and Youth programmes at 9.30am. But Rina (my cousin) and me didn't atten the lesson cause we were too tired and we sneaked back to the hotel to catch some sleep. Slept through Morning Break, and only woke up for lunch at 12.30pm when my Mom came to wake us up.
Had community Building at 1.30pm. We each had this satay stick which we had to hold between our teeths. We're supposed to pass the polo mind from one person to another through the satay stick. Towards the end, when the whistle was blown, I ate one polo sweet I was supposed to pass down -.-"
Had Afternoon High Tea at 2.30pm. Ate and went out for shopping at Holiday Inn/Plaza. Reached back at 6.30pm for Dinner and we had this Sarong Party at 7.30pm where majority of the people wore a Sarong. Even baby Isaac and baby Stitch (his real name's Samuel, but I like calling him Stitch) wore a Sarong. But took it off half way xDD
Wesley from the youth group performed at the party. He performed magic tricks to entertain us- kids and adults. He was amazing. And, he's a great entertainer. We all enjoyed his performance. Everyone of us.
Had this little get-together for youths at Room 302. Not all youths turned up, the youth group had their own get-together in their own room.
Day 3: As usual, had breakfast at 7.30am. This time we had 20 minutes (an improvement). Had a talk at 8.30am. Only had our Morning Break at 11am. The talk was delayed by half-an-hour. The rest of the day's activities were all half-an-hour later than the planned time. Had more talks and lunch, then had this activity called "Feasting at our Lord's table".
It was kind of a game of treasure hunt. Our group won (:
We then played water bomb at the field. First throw and I got "bombed". My shirt was wet, even my pants were wet. But we had fun overall. I think Alvin and Colin were the wettest in our group. They were drenched from top to toe. We had to pick up the bags on the field after we play. So happened Wesley walked past me, so I gave him the bags I picked up since he was already holding on to a pile. Then he took it unknowingly and he looked at me when he knew what I was doing. He later walked past us and cleaned his hands on the back of our shirts. -.-" Damn dirty.
Then Jan (if I remembered his name correctly.) suggested we all go jump into the pool cause we were soaked and dirty. So the youths proceeded to the huge pool and many of them jumped in, Rina and me didn't. Thank God we did not. Security Guard came soon after and the girls got out, the other group of girls swam out from the other side. The guys just took off their shirts. The pool's rule was "no shirts allowed in the swimming pool" I thought it was kinda dumb. I know many pools have the same rule. But I think its kinda unnecessary.
Alvin and Colin were playing in the middle of the pool, youk now the hand slapping game, whereby they play scissors,paper,stone and the loser gets slapped on the hand. The two of them were damn aggressive. Alvin's hand got blue-black -.-"
Rina and me sat by the pool and soaked our legs in the water cause we were dirrrty, and we didn't like the feeling of grass on our legs. And Nigel splashed water on us, so we were drenched, even though we didn't enter the pool.
Went back to the hotel to bathe and had Mass at 5.30pm. Many cried at the Family Healing. More than half cried.
BBQ Dinner at 7pm, food was fantastic. Had Talent Nite after that. We were supposed to get into groups consisting of 3 families, and put up a skit. Theme's Reaching Out. Our plot wasn't good. Very lame. And we werent wel organised. So we got pushed up on stage looking stoned and blur. Very embarrassing. More embarrassing than the time I said "So embarrassing". I swear.
After talent nite, we looked for Michelle (our camp's photographer) and had a group photo taken. We called Christopher and Annabelle too. They were usually reserved, and quiet. So it was suprising when Christopher said okay. Called Wesley and the rest of the youth group too, but they didn't seem serious. And we thought Wesley was joking when he said sure. So we went off. -.-"
Played pool after taking pictures.
Woke up at 7.30am today for Breakfast. I was elated. I was finally going home. At last. I missed fat alot. Really alot. Had mass at 8.30am, and Wesley asked where we went to last night, cause he said the group went down to find us but we weren't there anymore. Kinda shocking actually.
Checked out at 10.30am and boarded the Coach. Went to have lunch at a Seafood restaurant in Johor, but Rina and me skipped it cause the food was not to our liking. Reached back in Singapore soon later.
Finally finished blogging about the whole 4 days. -.-"
Christine
6:02 PM
Friday, December 01, 2006
4:36 AM
Uhh, today (or rather, yesterday, since its past 12) has been a busy day. Had to rush down to TM to meet my cousin and we 4 cousins went for lunch together. Had a long talk with Gerald's Mummy, Belvin's God-Mom. She's really understanding, and nice.
Cabbed home cause we were late for an appointment. And cabbed down to Bugis with my cousin for our manicure and pedicure at my usuals, Nail-Xpert. Its the first time going without my mom. But its really fun, to go with someone of the same generation.
Went to fetch Nig and Alvin after that and went down to the expo for events held there. Nig bought his PSP. -.-" No fair, I didn't even get my iPod Nano Red. And I dont think its for sale anymore. Wth. )=
I'm leaving for Malaysia soon. At around 6+am. So don't think sleeping. I'm still not done with my packing. We're only going to be gone for 4 days, but my cousin and I brought many pair of shorts and shirts. We even brought our PE attire. Cause shirt quite cooling, then PE shorts won't expose "colour TV". -.-" Damn dumb.
While I'm away take good care of yourself. Don't worry too much. I won't talk to guys and you! Don't talk to girls! I'll be fumming if you did (: Love you. And I'll miss you! :D
Christine
4:36 AM
The Cab - Vegas Skies...
