The shadows of ringdoves chanting but chasing nothing.

Friday, December 29, 2006

9:41 PM

CIO today was not faantastic. Two cellos were broken in a day and Mrs Wong drove Cheryl and me to bring our own cellos down to lend them for practise. It was just most unfortunate that the cellos broke just before our CCA open house performance. Ah, but nevermind (:

Walked back with Nig from tuition today. Took about an hour to walk. Quite a fun "walking experience". Sang loudy, made retarded and funny noises all the way and bought him fries and bubbletea. Quite fun overall. Really interesting :D

Christine
9:41 PM

Wednesday, December 27, 2006

3:55 AM

I'm not here for your entertainment
You don't really wanna mess with me tonight
Just stop and take a second
I was fine before you walked into my life
Cause you know it's over
Before it began
Keep your drink just give me the money
It's just you and your hand tonight

In the corner with your boys you bet up five bucks
To get at the girl that just walked in but she thinks you suck
We didn't get all dressed up just for you to see
So quit spilling your drinks on me yeah

I'm not here for your entertainment, you don't really wanna mess with me tonight.

Christine
3:55 AM

3:12 AM

This memory torments my soul.

So bring it away,

Take it away.

This memory haunts me,

Night after night.

It returns,

It comes back.

So bring it away,

Take it away.

Once and for all..

To forgive is human,

to forget is divine.

Christine
3:12 AM

Tuesday, December 26, 2006

11:23 PM

My iPod's sent over today. I recieved it. Just when I posted about not recieving it :D Must wait for my computer to be set up first before can transfer songs inside.

Ate Teppanyaki at Tampines Mall then headed over to Century Square's Haagen Daz for Fondue today after tuition. Fondue was good but would have been better if not for my sorethroat.

My throat's getting worse -.-" From bad to worse. It sucks to have a sorethroat especially when school's reopening.

Christine
11:23 PM

2:28 PM

My iPod's still not here. My homework's still not completed. Oh God.

Christine
2:28 PM

4:07 AM

This is the most constructive advice I got from my cousin today:

quote, unquote.

"1 advice frm ur biaoge is
-dun quarrel is the best"

Its infuriating. Its killing me.

Shit you. Shit you.

Christine
4:07 AM

3:45 AM

Cheat my feelings. Cheat my feelings. You didn't even honour your word. Why must this happen time and again? I thought you'd learn to treasure.. Maybe you still don't. Don't tell me I have to listen to explanation. Cause you didn't even tell me. I don't even know why I'm so stupid to trust you once after another.

Complaining to my cousin is weird. Especially since he's a guy. But hey, he understands. My blood's boiling. -.-" Wth.

Shit you. Shit you.

SSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
TTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT

Christine
3:45 AM

3:13 AM

Went to watch A night at the museum at Vivo with my family. Caught the last show which was the 9.20pm show. Movie's good. Interesting, ridiculously funny and exciting. And the best part is, I saw the trailer of Harry Potter and the Order of Phoenix! :D

I swear I knew it was Harry Potter's trailer when the screen went black before the trailer came on. I just had this feeling. Exaggerating? Maybe, but I swear I felt so. I just had this feeling it was gonna be Harry Potter. Daniel Radcliffe's got short hair in this movie. He still looks hot. (:

I can't wait to catch Harry Potter. I was all bouncy and excited when the trailer came on, I couldn't stop squealing. I've been a Harry Potter fan since forever (practically). I looveeeeee Radcliffe and Harry Potter the movie. I just feel its amazing. And the movies never fails to leave me with butterflies in my stomach. Especially when Daniel Radcliffe scenes come on.

Oh, Daddy got me my Paris Hilton's PARIS album, and My Chemical Romance's BLACK PARADE album the other day when we went to Tampines Mall! :D

Christine
3:13 AM

Monday, December 25, 2006

4:33 PM

I saw Jamie Yeo and Glenn Ong at Paragon the other day! She's prettaaaayyyyyeeeee xDD

Happy Christmas once again! :D

Christine
4:33 PM

3:54 AM

I don't think I'll be able to sleep tonight. Reached home almost half an hour ago. Had midnight mass at OLPS. Its the first time I went to church on Christmas. And it turned out to be fabulous. Everyone dressed so formally. It was an eye opener.

Mass was supposed to start at 11pm, but was delayed till 11.40pm or so. We reached the church at 10.45pm and we only managed to get seats on the stools. We were already considered lucky cause many had to stand. Some even had to stand outside the church and celebrate Christmas from outside.

I prayed for Dar, to be accepted by Daddy and Mummy, prayed fo us to be able to be together. Prayed, that we'll obtain good grades, have good health, and last long together. It just struck me how greedy I am to pray for so many things. xDD

It's amazing. Christmas never seemed so significant before. Mass only ended at 1+ am. We then went to some HongKong cafe along East Coast for late-dinner/supper.

Haven't been feeling too good. Vomited everything I ate out yesterday. Had bad headaches today. I don't think I'm sleeping so soon cause I already took a 4-hour long nap in the afternoon. Oh wells.

HAPPY HAPPY CHRISTMAS, EVERYONE! (: May God bless all of you, and your family! :D

Christine
3:54 AM

Saturday, December 23, 2006

1:19 AM

Midnight sales at many places today. Wisma, Paragon, Suntec, Marina Square. And we went all over. We first parked the car at Suntec, went over to Marina Square to buy my birkenstocks spa sandal. Then we took the MRT to Somerset and went to Paragon, and walked to Wisma to look at jewellery for my Uncle's soon-to-be wife. Their getting married soon :DD

Bought a choker-necklace at a cart shop in Wisma. Its very simple, but very, my-age-kind. Its nice xDD

Pedicure and Manicure tomorrow. (:

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I love this song. Enjoy (:

Baby come here and sit down, let's talk
I got a lot to say so I guess I'll start by
Saying that I love you,
But you know, this thing ain't been
No walk in the park for us
I swear it'll only take a minute
You'll understand when I finish, yeah
And I don't wanna see you cry
But I don't wanna be the one to tell you a lie so

How do you let it go? When you,
You just don't know? What's on,
The other side of the door
When you're walking out, talk about it
Everything I tried to remember to say
Just went out my head
So I'ma do the best I can to get you to understand

There's never a right time to say goodbye
But I gotta make the first move
'Cause if I don't you gonna start hating me
Cause I really don't feel the way I once felt about you
Girl it's not you, it's me
I gotta gotta figure out what I need
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But we know that we gotta go
Our separate ways
And I know it's hard but I gotta do it,
And it's killing me
Cause there's never a right time
Right time to say goodbye

But now your heart is breaking
And a thousand times I
Found myself asking, "Why? Why?"
Why am I taking so long to say this?
But trust me, girl I never
Meant to crush your world
And I never
Though I would see the day we grew apart
And I wanna know

How do you let it go? When you,
You just don't know? What's on,
The other side of the door
When you're walking out, talk about it
Girl I hope you understand
What I'm tryna say.
We just can't go on
Pretending that we get along
Girl how you not gonna see it?

There's never a right time to say goodbye
But I gotta make the first move
'Cause if I don't you gonna start hating me
Cause I really don't feel the way I once felt about you
Girl it's not you it's me.
I gotta gotta figure out what I need
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But we know that we gotta go
Our separate ways
And I know it's hard but I gotta do it,
And it's killing me
Cause there's never a right time
Right time to say goodbye

Listen to your heart
Girl you know,
We should be apart, baby I
I just can't do it
I, I just can't do it
Listen to your heart
Girl you know,
We should be apart, baby I
I just can't do it
And sometimes it makes me wanna cry
Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh [4x]
Do you hear me crying?

There's never a right time to say goodbye
But I gotta make the first move
'Cause if I don't you gonna start hating me
Cause I really don't feel the way I once felt about you
Girl it's not you it's me.
I gotta gotta figure out what I need
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But we know that we gotta go
Our separate ways
And I know it's hard but I gotta do it,
And it's killing me
Cause there's never a right time
Right time to say goodbye

There's never a right time to say goodbye
But I gotta make the first move
'Cause if I don't you gonna start hating me
Cause I really don't feel the way I once felt about you
Girl it's not you it's me.
I gotta gotta figure out what I need
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But we know that we gotta go
Our separate ways
And I know it's hard but I gotta do it,
And it's killing me
Cause there's never a right time
Right time to say goodbye

Christine
1:19 AM

Thursday, December 21, 2006

11:38 PM

Its just a random post. I was talking to Yanhong and I thought of it. The other day when I accompanied my cousin to buy her dress for her other cousin's wedding, I tried on dresses too.

I want that white Daniel Yam bubble dress I tried on the other day for prom. Its so sweet. xDD But if by next year their new designs are nicer I will buy the nicer one on me =x

I wanna go shopping with the girls one day and we can go try on all the dresses we would like to wear for prom next year. Although its still early, but it doesn't hurt to try on dresses. xDD It'll be damn fun. Hahahaha.

=x

Christine
11:38 PM

10:23 PM

Uhh, late night shopping at Marina Square tomorrow I think :D Prolly can get my pink and brown striped tee from aslurpingape. :D

Christine
10:23 PM

8:32 PM

Daddy volunteered to top up to my $90 for my iPod nano red, 8GB (:

It costs a total of $461 I think. Bought the Red leather pouch for the iPod as well. The pouch's sent over already. We were amazed with the amount of time they took to bring it over. Its just within a few hours.

The iPod will only be sent over in 2 or 3 days, due to the laser engraving. I engraved my name on the back of the iPod. Name as in: CHRISTINE TEO HUI SHAN. I was contemplating "pootine" at first. But I thought, better not. One day if I decide to give myself a new nickname, then how am I to change the engravings?

Gonna buy my birkenstocks tomorrow I think.. :D

Christine
8:32 PM

12:00 AM

Chanced upon a website with many quizzes for girls. I've decided to fast forward time, because I've blogged many times today out of boredom and it gets a little too irrtating.

Your Toes Should Be Pink

You love to dress girly and work your feminine charms, with a bit of an edge.

Your ideal guy: Is confident enough to get any girl he wants

Stay away from: Jerks who only see you as eye candy

What Color Should Your Toenails Be?

You Are a Good Girl!

You're into fun - but it has to be your own brand of fun
Drinking? No thanks. You rather spend your time differently...
Whether it's talking with friends, taking up a hobby, or reading
You're not the type to socialize just for socializing's sake!

Are You a Party Girl?

You Are High Maintenance

You want the good things in life
Expensive clothes, nice food, and a perfect boyfriend
And while it's good to aim high - you're scaring Mr. Perfect away
No guy will treat you like a princess if you insist on acting like one
Chill a little... and see how much better a big heart is than a big wallet.

Are You High Maintenance?

o_O

Your Fashion Style is Classic

You like what's stood the test of time...
Simple, well styled clothes that don't scream trendy
You stay updated and modern, but your clothes stay in style for a while
You wouldn't be caught in animal prints, fake fur, or super bright colors

What's Your Fashion Style?

You Have Your PhD in Men

You understand men almost better than anyone.
You accept that guys are very different, and you read signals well.
Work what you know about men, and your relationships will be blissful.

How Well Do You Understand Men?

He's Getting Over Her...

Your boyfriend gets an A for effort. He's trying his hardest, but he needs a little help.
It's likely that your guy hasn't had many serious relationships. Make sure you let him know what you need - gently.

Is He a Good Boyfriend?

What People Think of Your Mouth

People see you as both seductive and intimidating.
Other women are especially put off by your womanly powers.
And men either fear you or obsess over you - sometimes both.
No way to fight it - you're a natural vamp.

What Does Your Mouth Say About You?

Men See You As: A Difficult Challenge

You must be an incredible hottie...
Because it's the only way you can pull of the ice queen act
You're the type of woman that men love to chase
But if you don't stop running, you'll never get caught!

Are You a Challenge?

I'm so bored -.-"

Christine
12:00 AM

Wednesday, December 20, 2006

9:10 PM

Yours. I love you.

Christine
9:10 PM

7:19 PM

Its my 151st post in this new account. Its new cause.. its newer than my previous account? Not exactly. My previous account would have many many many posts, because I've been blogging in it for almost 2 years? Since June 2004 - June 2006 I think.

Uhh, tomorrow's the posting day for PSLE if I'm not wrong. So Mummy should be on leave. I think Nig will be able to make it into St Pats. I mean, he's affiliated. Hopefully he gets into a class with many of his ex-schoolmates. Then he'd be elated.

I keep blogging in short broken posts -.-"

Christine
7:19 PM

6:07 PM

Uploaded a song for my blog- Welcome to the black parade, by MCR :D

I love this song.

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MCR - All I want for Christmas is you.
(originally by Mariah Carey}

I don't want a lot for Christmas
There is just one thing I need
I don't care about the presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
All I want for Christmas is you

I don't want a lot for Christmas
There is just one thing I need
Don't care about the presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I don't need to hang my stocking
There upon the fireplace
Santa Claus won't make me happy
With a toy on Christmas day

I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
All I want for Christmas is you

Ohh, Baby ...My Baby...
You know I love you
So baby, baby...My Baby
You know I love you
So baby, baby...My Baby

I won't ask for much this Christmas
I won't even wish for snow
I'm just gonna keep on waiting
Underneath the mistletoe

I won't make a list and send it
To the North Pole for Saint Nick
I won't even stay awake
To hear those magic reindeer click

I just want you here tonight
Holding on to me so tight
What more can I do, baby
all I want for Christmas is you
Ohh, Baby ...My Baby...
You know I love you
So baby, baby...My Baby
You know I love you
So baby, baby...My Baby

All the lights are shining
So brightly everywhere
And the sound of childrens' laughter fills the air

And everyone is singing
I hear those sleigh bells ringing
Santa won't you bring me
The one I really need
Won't you please bring my baby to me

I don't want a lot for Christmas
This is all I'm asking for
I just wanna see my baby
Standing right outside my door

I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
all I want for Christmas is you
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
All I want for Christmas is you

Ohh, Baby... My Baby...
You know I love you
So baby, baby... My Baby
You know I love you
So baby, baby... My Baby

Christine
6:07 PM

3:30 PM

Nigel and me just finished a whole box of Royce while watching South Park video clips. -.-"

We're going to grow fat! xDD

Christine
3:30 PM

3:16 PM

Christine
3:16 PM

1:11 AM

A video I found on youtube of the recording Aaron showed me. Its really cute. Lol. Enjoyyyyy (:

Christine
1:11 AM

Tuesday, December 19, 2006

11:48 PM

Ah, Nigel's had food poisoning. )=

He's still not fully recovered. And I fed him with all the stuffs he shouldn't be eating! Ahhhhhhh.

He went out with his friends to play LAN today. Mummy said he could only go if I went because he's not feeling well. He wanted Nachos and I bought him Nachos. He's not supposed to take cheese! And I bought him Oreo Chocolate Ice Blended Bubble Tea. -.-" All the things he should have avoided.

Sorry Nig, I kept reminding myself to nto give you things containing dairy products. But I still did. Sorry =x

Christine
11:48 PM

Monday, December 18, 2006

11:12 PM

My little prince, Nigel's sick. Sorry, I shouldn't have brought you out in the middle of the night cause I was angry with Dad. And I shouldn't have let you eaten Laksa. Sorry! Christine loves Nigel (:

Uh, Nig's new Sony Ericsson z610i is faulty. The guy refused to replace the phone with a new set, because, "We do not exchange goods with cosmetic errors.". But, we argues our way to getting a new set anyways. Will be trading the old set for a new one tomorrow :D He's been elated since Saturday when he got his phone.

Bless Nig with a speedy, speedy, and super speedy recovery!

Look what you've done, you made a fool of everyone.
Looks like such fun, till you lose what you've lost..

Christine
11:12 PM

12:03 PM

Christina Aguilera - Hurt

Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were, but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today
Ooh, ooh

I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I wanna call you
But I know you won't be there

Ohh I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you

Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just wanna hide 'cause it's you I miss
And it's so hard to say goodbye
When it comes to this, oooh

Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?

There's nothing I wouldn't do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes
And see you looking back

Ohh I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself, ohh

If I had just one more day
I would tell you how much that I've missed you
Since you've been away
Ooh, it's dangerous
It's so out of line
To try and turn back time

I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you

Christine
12:03 PM

Saturday, December 16, 2006

9:55 PM

But you know you didn't. You didn't keep your promise. Its not me who left. Its you. You left me, you destroyed whatever we had. You destroed the trust we had for each other.. You destroyed it. You chose to go.

.

Supposed to go to Wisma today, after Xueting's birthday party. Its my cousin, Xueting's 21st birthday today. Had a gathering for all cousins. Saw Jian An, Jian Ting, James, Yao, Pearlyn and many others. Evelyn didn't turn up. Supposed to turn over to Wisma for late-night shopping today. But dad drove straight home. Wtf. So I was pissed and came home. Mom offered to drive us to Wisma for shopping, but I'm just too pissed to listen. Everything's frustrating. I'm frustrated. Everything's going downhill from here. I don't feel like staying at home, I don't feel like going out, yet I don't feel like sleeping, or staying awake. I don't wanna talk to them, but I don't wanna talk to you either. Cause you chose to leave. You left. You'll always be gone to me.. Cause you chose to leave me. You didn't treasure the trust I gave you.

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Jet-Look what you've done.

Take my photo off the wall
If it just won't sing for you
'Cause all that's left has gone away
And there's nothing there for you to prove

Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems like such fun
Until you lose what you had won

Give me back my point of view
'Cause I just can't think for you
I can hardly hear you say
What should I do, well you choose

Christine
9:55 PM

3:47 AM

I'm not careless. You're helpless cause you're losing every bit of what we had left.

We're hanging on this thin thread. Its snapping anytime. I don't know how or what I can do to save the both of us. Cause I don't even know if I can save myself. I just fell too deep. And you were a big letdown, you were a disappointment. You disappointed me.

Lol, I'm speechless. I'm only left with used-to-bes. And once upon a stars.

Thought you felt it too. Cause I liked the view, when there was me and you.

Christine
3:47 AM

Friday, December 15, 2006

4:18 PM

Nelly Furtado - All Good Things (Come To An End)

Dogs were whistling a new tune
Barking at the new moon
Hoping it would come soon so that they could die

Honestly what will become of me
I don't like reality
It's way too clear to me
But really life is daily
We are what we don't see
We missed everything daydreaming

Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end

Travelling I always stop at exits
Wondering if I'll stay
Young and restless
Living this way I stress less
I want to pull away when the dream dies
The pain sets it and I don't cry
I only feel gravity and I wonder why

And the sun was wondering if it should stay away for a day until the feeling went away
And the clouds were dropping and the...
The rain forgot how to bring salvation
The dogs were whistling a new tune barking at the new moon
Hoping it would come soon so that they could die

Christine
4:18 PM

4:09 PM

Migrane's caused by lack of sleep. -.-"

Even though things may seem fine now, I wonder how long it'll last. Theres still this fear deep down, that's been there since the day we got together. Its just always happening. Why do all good things come to an end?

Christine
4:09 PM

1:30 AM

Westlife - Queen Of My Heart

So here we stand
In our secret place
With a sound of the crowd
So far away
And you take my hand
And it feels like home
We both understand
It's where we belong

So how do I say?
Do I say goodbye?
We both have our dreams
We both wanna fly
So let's take tonight
To carry us through
The lonely times

I'll always look back
As I walk away
This memory will last
for eternity
And all of our tears
Will be lost in the rain
When I've found my way back
to your arms again
But until that day
You know you are
The queen of my heart
Queen of my heart

So let's take tonight
And never let go
While dancing we'll kiss
Like there's no tomorrow
As the stars sparkle down
Like a diamond ring
I'll treasure this moment
Till we meet again

But no matter how far (matter how far)
Or where you may be (where you may be)
I just close my eyes (I just close my eyes)
And you're in my dreams
And there you will be
Until we meet

I'll always look back
As I walk away
This memory will last
for eternity
And all of our tears
Will be lost in the rain
When I've found my way back
to your arms again
But until that day
You know you are
The queen of my heart
Queen of my heart

I'll always look back
As I walk away
This memory will last
for eternity
And all of our tears
Will be lost in the rain
When I've found my way back
to your arms again
But until that day
You know you are
The queen of my heart

Oh yeah...
You're the queen of my heart (of my heart)
No matter how many years it takes
(Queen of my heart)
I'll give it all to you
Oh yeah
(Queen of my heart)
Oh yes you are
The queen of my heart

So how do I say?

Do I say goodbye?

We both have our dreams,

we both wanna fly.

Christine
1:30 AM

Thursday, December 14, 2006

10:56 PM

A leopard never changes its spots, and this would probably apply to you too. And I thought I could change you. I thought you'd have changed. I even thought you'd change because of me. How foolish, how silly. You know I dont like it, so why are you doing it? You didn't even bother informing me. All your promises, all your words, seem to have lost their meanings. I cant differentiate from right or wrong. Why are you doing this to me?

And I loved you.

Maybe you don't even have to waste time cooking up something to explain to me. Cause if you're not meant to be mine, you will never be. And vice versa. If I can't tie you down, then maybe I'm not the one who can do so. If I'm not the one, then I'll let you go. Cause it'll all be meaningless. We've quarrelled over this so many times, I've lost count. I don't want to quarrel anymore. We'd either end it here or come to a compromise.

If you cared you would have taken my feelings into consideration before doing so.

Whats left is now lost.

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It's funny when you find yourself
Looking from the outside
I'm standing here but all I want
Is to be over there
Why did I let myself believe
Miracles could happen
'Cause now I have to pretend
That I don't really care

I thought you were my fairytale
A dream when I'm not sleeping
A wish upon a star that's coming true
But everybody else could tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
When there was me and you

I swore I knew the melody
That I heard you singing
And when you smiled you made me
Feel like I could sing along
But then you went and changed the words
Now my heart is empty
I'm only left with used-to-be's
Once upon a song

Now I know you're not a fairytale
And dreams were meant for sleeping
And wishes on a star just don't come true
'Cause now, even I can tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
'Cause I liked the view
When there was me and you

I can't believe that I could be so blind
It's like you were floating while I was falling
And I didn't mind

'Cause I liked the view
Thought you felt it too
When there was me and you

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Went to plaza sing to buy my other Volcom shirt. Luckily they still had it, every colour of the size small shirt comes in only one piece. It was sold out at City Link. I bought the blue-ish green one. We then went to Yoshinoya for food. Then Rina and I brought Nig to the arcade while we played a couple of games. Went to Secret Recipe again for early dinner. We kept eating for the whole of today, KFC, Yoshinoya, Secret Recipe. -.-" Rina saw the guy who wanted my number a few days back. Anyways, he got his colleague to pass me some napkins before I left and on it was written: Can I know you? My name is ABCDEFG. My number is 12345678. My cousin went like, "huh? he know you got boyfriend already still dont give up. hahahahah, must be love at first sight." -.-"

Silent Night at 8pm, at OLPS. Its a play about how Christmas is all about forgiving and stuffs. Overall, it was good. Had slight migraine today for the whole day. Its just these little feelings of electric shock going through my head causing slight migraines for a few seconds. But the pain's bad enough to cause me to not be able to think. Go away go away..

Christine
10:56 PM

2:05 PM

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Christine
2:05 PM

1:45 PM

I forgot to mention it. -.-"

Eragon was faaantastic! Its damn nice. Must watch xDD

Going out soon.

I miss you so.

Christine
1:45 PM

Wednesday, December 13, 2006

11:34 PM

Went for movies with my cousin on Monday. Lol, I stayed on in the end -.-"

Went to Plaza Sing and met Wesley, Tasha, Leandra, and other RG youths. But we went off to continue to shop while they went for lunch or food I think. Got tickets for Cinderella. Latest show was 7.10pm, and we went to Carrefour and Breadtalk to smuggle food into the cinema, cause we were tired of cinema food- popcorn and nachos.

I freaked out during the show cause I've never really watched a scary movie without him. Cinderella's scary. I think its scary. I didnt enjoy it thaat much cause I was freaked out and I was scared and hiding behind my jacket all the time.

Went to Secret Recipe for cakes after the movie which was about 9+pm. Then this waitress came up to us when we were eating and said, "My colleague wants your number. He's behind there. Yah.". And she just smiled and we smiled back and she went off. So Rina and I were disturbing each other like,"Hhahahah! He wants your number la. Yours la.". Then she suddenly came again and said,"Erm, are you attached?".

Anyway, she went off and said, "Aiya, nevermind. He always like that one. I go tell him.". She's very friendly. Oh, I told her I was attached.

Went to Precious Thots and bought this diary, cause its cover attracted me. But when I went into the MRT, I read the words behind. And it said..

love angel & the boy

love angel and the boy come from very different places.

with different culture and life. but even in differences

both have good heart and love.

love angel is so happy with the boy, she has much fun

and is laughing with him as he does all and everything

to make her very pleased.

their families are disliking to have the two together but

they share a love too greatly strong

to be seperated apart.

I think its very similar to the both of us. Lol, coincidental. And I bought it without reading the back of the diary.

I want to buy 2 pacifiers. One mickey and one minnie pacifier. -.-" Serious.

Oh, went to one Wedding shop in Toa Payoh Central yesterday. My cousin's cousin was getting married and she was the emcee. So she needed a dress. But the dresses they offered there where a little, erm, aunty. Many beads. Very typical ah-soh-performing-for-the-7th-month type. So we decided to scout around ourselves. I suggested to Rina to go to Daniel Yam. They have beautiful dresses there. So the lady boss of the shop asked where were we going to look for the gown and we told her Daniel Yam. I think she got alittle offended, cause she started announcing loudly. "Kids these days have a mind of their own! They want to scout for their own dresses. Daniel Yam some more."

As we were flipping through the wedding photos they have outside the shop, she came out, pointed to me and said, "You have a small face, beautiful features. You'd definitely take nice pictures. One day I want to do your business." Smart move actually. Can get business easily. Sweet talk first.

Went to City Link's Surfersgirl on the way to Suntec. Tried on this Ripcurl green miniskirt. It was the kind of flowery skirt. But it was nice. I've always liked skirts like that. So I tried on but I thought I could prolly get it some other day.

Carried on to Suntec's Blum and Daniel Yam. They didnt have the colour she wanted.

So we went up to my mom's office to get money. I got $120 from her. Might as well get the skirt now. So I bought the skirt but I remembered I wanted another Volcom shirt, so I tried it on also. And ended up buying both. The shirt and the skirt. My cousin bought a Ripcurl skirt. I spent most of the money she gave me. The Ripcurl skirt and Volcom top already costed me $105. I wanted another Volcom shirt, but I didnt like the colours they have left. Maybe buying it tomorrow.

Mummy was a little, "What?! You spent $105!?" But when she saw the clothes I bought she went, "Hey this is nice... This one also. Not bad."

Stayed at my cousin's house again. Oh, and did I blog about the time when Alvin, Rina and I went out in the middle of the night to 7-eleven and there were this group of guys who got one guy to walk past us and when he went back to join the group, they started shouting, "Girl! Girl! Oi, girl! Oi! Oi! Girl! Girl! NBCB!" Like, wtf. What a good way to approach strangers. We ignored them all the way and continued walking. -.-"

Meeting Rina tmr again, prolly going to town area again, I need to get my phone fixed. Oh, my number's no longer un-reacheable beacuse I'm using my Mom's spare phone for the time being.

Happy Belated Birthday Alex, Jiahui and Yvonne. =DD

Sorry for wishing you guys only now. Sorry, but, better late than never I guess =x

Christine
11:34 PM

Sunday, December 10, 2006

12:16 PM

Turned out that I wasn't satisfied with just one day. We stayed till today, dragging on with one more day, one more day and one more day.

Went to Town on Friday, again. This time, we went to Wisma Atria and Far East Plaza. Went shopping, but didn't buy much. In fact. I only bought one item and its not even for myself. Lol. I bought the sky blue Nike water bottle, the one which is the same as my red Nike bottle.

Walked till 10+pm coming to 11pm, when we decided to catch a movie. We were contemplating Flag Of Our Fathers, even though its NC 16, its not a problem for my cousin cause she's already 16. But we decided that I could easily pass off as 16 too, easily. =/

Walked to Plaza Singapura from Far East and found that the cinema was closed -.-" So the only other cinema that would be open could on be Cine, but we were too lazy to get back there, and the last train was already here, so we caught the last train back to Seng Kang. Diverted to Macs for supper before heading back to her house. By the time we reached home it was already 2am. Close.

Went to church yesterday. Dad arranged for us to join Wesley and the others for church. We turned up without even knowing what to do. Turned out we were to go for practise to sing in the choir in Mass. I was stunned, I can't sing for nuts.. -.-"

Arrived at OLPS at 3.30pm and met up with Wesley and Collin/Colin (which's the right spelling?), and they brought us to practise for the 4.30pm Mass. The only hymn I could really remember's Ave Maria, and the only reason why I can remember's because of all the Masses I've attended in SAC. The other hymns, I just followed Collin/Colin's tip, "Dont know how to sing nevermind, just open your mouth and pretend you're singing. You can sing when you're more familiar with the songs." Lol.

After mass, Collin/Colin lead us to the choir room to practise for the next mass which happens to be the Family Mass (its the 2nd Saturday of the month). Many hymn's tunes were hard to catch and when Collin/Colin (-.-") asked if I knew it I said no, and he'd try to tel me the tune and after a while. He'd give this look and say, actually I also not very sure la. Lmao. But he was friendly and patient, and brought us around cause we were really lost. In fact, not just Collin/Colin, Wesley was also really patient with us, and he was really helpful. Tasha (spelt like that if I'm not wrong?), was really nice and made us feel comfortable around her. Leandra (spelt like that if I'm not wrong also), was also friendly and turned out she's a SAC-ian as well :D

Turned out that singing in the church choir was not thaat bad. Saw Sister Angela, SACP's former principal before Ms Agnes Chew took over. Sister Angela's niceeeee (:

Wen to Ashton's for dinner with Gramps. And headed back to cousin's house after sending the old folks back. Rina and I didn't sleep, not until 8+ in the morning cause we wanted to go to Macs for breakfast. But we fell asleep and couldn't wake up in the end, and Uncle bought us breakfast instead. I'm back home, at my own home, but gonna leave for tuition in a couple of minutes. God, I'm soooo tired. -.-"

Christine
12:16 PM

Thursday, December 07, 2006

5:27 PM

I'm at my cousin's house now! :DD

Staying over for a night. Going home tomorrow. I know, "like that also happy?" Yah, like that I also happy xDD

.

When there was me and you - High School Musical's.

It's funny when you find yourself
Looking from the outside
I'm standing here but all I want
Is to be over there
Why did I let myself believe
Miracles could happen
'Cause now I have to pretend
That I don't really care

I thought you were my fairytale
A dream when I'm not sleeping
A wish upon a star that's coming true
But everybody else could tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
When there was me and you

I swore I knew the melody
That I heard you singing
And when you smiled you made me
Feel like I could sing along
But then you went and changed the words
Now my heart is empty
I'm only left with used-to-be's
Once upon a song

Now I know you're not a fairytale
And dreams were meant for sleeping
And wishes on a star just don't come true
'Cause now, even I can tell
That I confused my feelings with the truth
'Cause I liked the view
When there was me and you

I can't believe that I could be so blind
It's like you were floating while I was falling
And I didn't mind

'Cause I liked the view
Thought you felt it too
When there was me and you

Christine
5:27 PM

11:52 AM

I trusted you, you said you wouldn't but you still did. You've still not fufilled your promises towards me. I'm beginning to think over, are you really you? I'm not naive, you take things too lightly.. So frustrating

Christine
11:52 AM

10:22 AM

Yesterday was better. After coming back for tuition at about 1pm, my cousin and I began planning for the rest of the day.

We left home at 4+pm and took the bus and trains to bring us to town. We planned to catch Step Up at Lido, 5.30pm. But it was already 5.20 when we were at City Hall MRT station. So we decided to go to Cine to see what other shows there are we can catch. Thing is, we forgot Cine was Cathay Cinema not GV, and they don't have the movie we wanted to catch. So we decided to walk from Cine to Plaza Sing. But before we left Cine, we bought ice-cream. The japanese ice-cream which costs you $3.50, yah, that one. I ordered Chocholate, as usual, while she ordered Blueberry. Guess what? Before I could even taste the ice cream properly the ice cream fell off. I only had at most, 3 licks? I screamed when the ice cream dropped cause it just gave me a shock. Many stared and I only managed to see the two guys in front of me turn to stare cause I didn't dare to turn back and look. Too embarrassed. My cousin laughed, the two guys laughed. Damn embarrased. So walked faster.

Walked to GV, and along the way hapring on the fact that my ice-cream fell off like that. Bought tickets for Deja Vu. Tickets were free cause we had movie vouchers :DD

Walked around cause we didn't have much time left either. Went to the arcade and we decided to change $2, so we wouldn't waste money. We wasted $2 on playing crappy games in the end -.-"

Watched Deja Vu. The movie was fantastic. It kept us on the edge of our seats at all times. The movie was exciting, exciting, and even more exciting -.-" Climax's definitely got to be when I caught the guy sitting next to me digging for gold in his nose. Damn. I stared at him and he continued digging. I moved closer to my cousin in the end. Gross. He digs digs digs, and cleans on his jeans. WTF?! Might as well put it in his mouth. Gross.

Went to Daiso in Plaza Sing to "see see" first. In the end we bought some stuffs. 7 items in total. Bought Stapler bullets and stuffs. Then we went to shop that I forgot its name. Bought sticky paper/post it with my name on it. Bought cute keychains as well.

Walked back to Cine. And walked past a jewellery shop and the staff was outside the shop giving out flyers. So he saw us approaching. And he said (in chinese), "Miss, Miss, come in to have a look." and we continued to walk by. As we were walking past him he said aloud, "Miss, give me a chance". Like, weird. He talks weird. He's weird also. My cousin and I just walked away. Is that how he attracts customers? Or is that a pick up line he uses to pick girls up while working? Damn dumb.

Went to Heerens but most shops were closed. Went to Queen's Couture to take a look, NewUrbanMale's too. But I didn't see the bag I wanted from NUM. We were already hungry. We had not eaten our dinner yet, so we went from Heerens, to Takashimaya, to Wisma and there was no food. So we decided to take a train back to Pasir Ris. Met Jeremy on the train. And we were on the same bus.

Came back home at almost 12am. Changed into casual wear. Polo tee and school PE shorts. My cousin and I wore the same thing. Only I had a white shirt on and hers, a black. Went to central to eat our dinner/supper. After eating we went to the park. Played at the playground. Sat swing and stuffs. Chatted for quite awhile before heading back to central to buy chips from 7eleven.

Maybe going to stay over at her house one of these days. She's stayed in my house for the past few days. Prolly going out today again. Hopefully. But this time we wanna go shopping.

((:

Christine
10:22 AM

Wednesday, December 06, 2006

5:45 AM

Nickelback - Far Away.

this time, this place

misused, mistakes

too long, too late

who was i to make you wait

just one chance

just one breath

just in case there's just one left

'cause you know,

you know, you know

that i love you

i have loved you all along

and i miss you

been far away for far too long

i keep dreaming you'll be with me

and you'll never go

stop breathing if

i don't see you anymore

one my knees, i'll ask

last chance for one last dance

'cause with you, i'd withstand

all of hell to hold your hand

i'd give it all

i'd give for us

give anything but i won't give up

'cause you know,

you know, you know

so far away

been far away for far too long

so far away

been far away for far too long

but you know, you know, you know

i wanted

i wanted you to stay

'cause i needed

i need to hear you say

that i love you

i have loved you all along

and i forgive you

for being away for far too long

so keep breathing

'cause i'm not leaving

hold on to me and, never let me go

.

who was i to make you wait?

Christine
5:45 AM

5:26 AM

He went to talk to Mommy and Daddy. I was talking to Gerald, and still am. I guess things didn't turn out right.. Gerald said, at most wait for 6 years.

6 years isn't a short period of time. And who knows, even if we do wait, maybe at the end of the 6 years he finds out that I've changed to someone he doesn't know. By then we'll have wasted our time waiting. 6 years of our youth. And we may turn out to be someone different and the other may not be able to accept. People change over time.

I'm beginning to fear. 6 years. Its long, what am I going to do during these years then? Who's going to talk to me? Who's going to comfort me? Who's going to bring me play carpark catching? You still owe me Swensens. You still owe me all my gifts that I've not collected from you. You. Who's going to buy me food? Who's going to tell me its time to diet and I'm fat enough when I say I'm hungry? Who's going to bring me to Macs for breakfast before tuition? Who's going to bring me to tuition? Who will love me when you're not around?..

Christine
5:26 AM

Tuesday, December 05, 2006

4:11 PM

God, I prayed. I really did. Do your job, stop sleeping! )=

Christine
4:11 PM

3:58 AM

God, please wake up and do your job. Mel said as long as we believed in our dream. I believed, but why aren't you doing your job? I really believed. I did.. I need your guidance. I need your help. Please guide me. I'm lost now.

Had a 6-hour long talk with Aunty Jean, Gerald's Mom, Belvin's Godma. She said, he promised to let go of the relationship. And asked me to give her my assurance that I'd let go too. I don't know what else I could say.. So I agreed. I don't know whats going to become of us. I'm afraid this would be the end of us, I'm afraid our promises would be broken. I don't want to be apart, but what can I do now? Please guide me.

I don't like the feeling of being lost. I don't know what to do. There's nothing I can do.. I can't seem to sleep tonight..

Christine
3:58 AM

Monday, December 04, 2006

6:02 PM

I'm finally back.

I plan to copy this post and post it at our blog also. Lazy to type twice.

OLPS family camp 2006 was a success. It was pretty good. Boring during lectures/talks but overall, it was fun. I missed him throughout these 4 days. It was a torture.

We travelled there by coach. And we were put up in a Golf Resort, Austin Hills Golf Resort. It is huuuuuuge, and without saying, beautiful. Its a nice place to stay in. There's also a huuuge swimming pool, a lounge, 3 pool tables (they said ther's 5, but we only discovered 3), 5 bowling alley lanes, and they're rooms are gigantic! Gigantic, I tell you. 6 of us could share a room. And, 6 of us did share a room.

Had lunch at 12pm. Their meals were set in the buffet-style kind. And we had talks at 1pm, followed by the programmes for Youths (preteens attended programmes for preteens and adults attended talks, talks and more talks!). Melissa was the one in charge of us youths. She was inspiring. She said something like, "As long as you believe in your dream, all you have to do is believe. Leave the rest to God, cause its His duty to fufill it for you, if you just believe."

She made us write down our dreams on a little card. She wanted us to have a dream, no matter what dream it is. She doesn't want us to laugh our dream off because we think its impossible. So I wrote two dreams. I wished for Good 'O' Level results and a happyfattyfamily. I believe, and I know it will come true. As long as we both put in effort to sustain this relationship.

Finally checked in at 3pm. We were already shagged at that time, we all didn't sleep the day before. Tea time, family time. And Mass at 5.30pm. First day's activities ended with dinner at 7.15pm.

We all went out to Jusco to shop. I went into Memory Lane and saw a bear that caught my eye. It just reminded me of fat. So I insisted to buy it. But Mommy refused to buy me it. And I don't know why, but I started to miss him even more and threw a tantrum. I insisted to go home. I wanted to go home. Come back to Singapore, come home. Daddy and Mommy bought me the huge bear afterall. Its big, and costs about $100+ Singapore dollars.

Day 2's activities began with Breakfast at 7.30am. Bu we only had 10 minutes to eat, cause we woke up late. Had Mass at 8.30am again, and Youth programmes at 9.30am. But Rina (my cousin) and me didn't atten the lesson cause we were too tired and we sneaked back to the hotel to catch some sleep. Slept through Morning Break, and only woke up for lunch at 12.30pm when my Mom came to wake us up.

Had community Building at 1.30pm. We each had this satay stick which we had to hold between our teeths. We're supposed to pass the polo mind from one person to another through the satay stick. Towards the end, when the whistle was blown, I ate one polo sweet I was supposed to pass down -.-"

Had Afternoon High Tea at 2.30pm. Ate and went out for shopping at Holiday Inn/Plaza. Reached back at 6.30pm for Dinner and we had this Sarong Party at 7.30pm where majority of the people wore a Sarong. Even baby Isaac and baby Stitch (his real name's Samuel, but I like calling him Stitch) wore a Sarong. But took it off half way xDD

Wesley from the youth group performed at the party. He performed magic tricks to entertain us- kids and adults. He was amazing. And, he's a great entertainer. We all enjoyed his performance. Everyone of us.

Had this little get-together for youths at Room 302. Not all youths turned up, the youth group had their own get-together in their own room.

Day 3: As usual, had breakfast at 7.30am. This time we had 20 minutes (an improvement). Had a talk at 8.30am. Only had our Morning Break at 11am. The talk was delayed by half-an-hour. The rest of the day's activities were all half-an-hour later than the planned time. Had more talks and lunch, then had this activity called "Feasting at our Lord's table".

It was kind of a game of treasure hunt. Our group won (:

We then played water bomb at the field. First throw and I got "bombed". My shirt was wet, even my pants were wet. But we had fun overall. I think Alvin and Colin were the wettest in our group. They were drenched from top to toe. We had to pick up the bags on the field after we play. So happened Wesley walked past me, so I gave him the bags I picked up since he was already holding on to a pile. Then he took it unknowingly and he looked at me when he knew what I was doing. He later walked past us and cleaned his hands on the back of our shirts. -.-" Damn dirty.

Then Jan (if I remembered his name correctly.) suggested we all go jump into the pool cause we were soaked and dirty. So the youths proceeded to the huge pool and many of them jumped in, Rina and me didn't. Thank God we did not. Security Guard came soon after and the girls got out, the other group of girls swam out from the other side. The guys just took off their shirts. The pool's rule was "no shirts allowed in the swimming pool" I thought it was kinda dumb. I know many pools have the same rule. But I think its kinda unnecessary.

Alvin and Colin were playing in the middle of the pool, youk now the hand slapping game, whereby they play scissors,paper,stone and the loser gets slapped on the hand. The two of them were damn aggressive. Alvin's hand got blue-black -.-"

Rina and me sat by the pool and soaked our legs in the water cause we were dirrrty, and we didn't like the feeling of grass on our legs. And Nigel splashed water on us, so we were drenched, even though we didn't enter the pool.

Went back to the hotel to bathe and had Mass at 5.30pm. Many cried at the Family Healing. More than half cried.

BBQ Dinner at 7pm, food was fantastic. Had Talent Nite after that. We were supposed to get into groups consisting of 3 families, and put up a skit. Theme's Reaching Out. Our plot wasn't good. Very lame. And we werent wel organised. So we got pushed up on stage looking stoned and blur. Very embarrassing. More embarrassing than the time I said "So embarrassing". I swear.

After talent nite, we looked for Michelle (our camp's photographer) and had a group photo taken. We called Christopher and Annabelle too. They were usually reserved, and quiet. So it was suprising when Christopher said okay. Called Wesley and the rest of the youth group too, but they didn't seem serious. And we thought Wesley was joking when he said sure. So we went off. -.-"

Played pool after taking pictures.

Woke up at 7.30am today for Breakfast. I was elated. I was finally going home. At last. I missed fat alot. Really alot. Had mass at 8.30am, and Wesley asked where we went to last night, cause he said the group went down to find us but we weren't there anymore. Kinda shocking actually.

Checked out at 10.30am and boarded the Coach. Went to have lunch at a Seafood restaurant in Johor, but Rina and me skipped it cause the food was not to our liking. Reached back in Singapore soon later.

Finally finished blogging about the whole 4 days. -.-"

Christine
6:02 PM

Friday, December 01, 2006

4:36 AM

Uhh, today (or rather, yesterday, since its past 12) has been a busy day. Had to rush down to TM to meet my cousin and we 4 cousins went for lunch together. Had a long talk with Gerald's Mummy, Belvin's God-Mom. She's really understanding, and nice.

Cabbed home cause we were late for an appointment. And cabbed down to Bugis with my cousin for our manicure and pedicure at my usuals, Nail-Xpert. Its the first time going without my mom. But its really fun, to go with someone of the same generation.

Went to fetch Nig and Alvin after that and went down to the expo for events held there. Nig bought his PSP. -.-" No fair, I didn't even get my iPod Nano Red. And I dont think its for sale anymore. Wth. )=

I'm leaving for Malaysia soon. At around 6+am. So don't think sleeping. I'm still not done with my packing. We're only going to be gone for 4 days, but my cousin and I brought many pair of shorts and shirts. We even brought our PE attire. Cause shirt quite cooling, then PE shorts won't expose "colour TV". -.-" Damn dumb.

While I'm away take good care of yourself. Don't worry too much. I won't talk to guys and you! Don't talk to girls! I'll be fumming if you did (: Love you. And I'll miss you! :D

Christine
4:36 AM