Sometimes, you just can't deny these are all true, even if you're a girl. A strong girl at that.
When you break her heart - [ the pain NEVER really goes away ]
When she misses you - [ she's hurting inside ]
When she says its over - [ she STILL wants you to be hers ]
When she re-posts this bulletin - [ she wants you to read it ]
When she walks away from you mad - [ Follow her]
When she stare's at your mouth - [ Kiss her ]
When she pushes you or hit's you - [ Grab her and don’t let go ]
When she starts cursing at you - [ Kiss her and tell her you love her ]
When she ignores you - [ Give her your attention]
When she pulls away - [ Pull her back ]
When you see her at her worst - [ Tell her she's beautiful ]
When you see her start crying - [Just hold her and don’t say a word ]
When you see her walking - [ Sneak up and hug her waist from behind ]
When she's scared - [ Protect her ]
When she lays her head on your shoulder - [ Tilt her head up and kiss her ]
When she steals your favorite hat - [ Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night]
When she teases you - [ Tease her back and make her laugh ]
When she doesn’t answer for a long time - [ reassure her that everything is okay ]
When she looks at you with doubt - [ Back yourself up with the TRUTH]
When she says that she likes you - [ she really does more than you could understand ]
When she grabs at your hands - [ Hold hers and play with her fingers ]
When she bumps into you - [ bump into her back and make her laugh ]
When she tells you a secret - [ keep it safe and untold ]
When she looks at you in your eyes - [ don’t look away until she does ]
- Stay on the phone with her even if she’s not saying anything
-DON'T let her have the last word
-DON'T call her hot, but gorgeous or beautiful is soo much better
- Say you love her more than she could ever love you
- Argue that she is the best girl ever
- When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go
- When she says she's OK don’t believe it, talk with her
- because 10 yrs later she'll remember you
- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her
- Call her before you sleep and after you wake up
- Treat her like she's all that matters to you
- Tease her and let her tease you back
-Stay up all night with her when she's sick
- Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think its stupid
- Give her the world
- Let her wear your clothes
- When she's bored and sad, hang out with her
- Let her know she's important
- Kiss her in the pouring rain
- When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is;
"Who's ass am I kicking today baby?"
Prom has just been over for my friends in my former secondary school, and as I view their blogs, the most common phrase my eyes automatically pick up on: "I'll definitely miss Secondary school!".
Reflecting back on this year, I can safely say, I do not miss Secondary school at all, and I am a helluva happy soul being out of Sec school. Ironic isn't it? I'm not saying anything about my friends, I'm just trying to say here that, I never really belonged in PRCS, I never felt that sense of belonging. Its weird. I don't feel that sense of belonging nor have I enjoyed schooling as much as I did in SACP, and schooling in PRCS turned out to be more of a chore, and obligation. I guess I never really fitted in. Thats why.
I've made good friends in PRCS; Joyna, Weening, Michelle, Jaena, Christian, Darryl, Alex, Alan, Nikki, Guoxin, Yanxiang, etc, but ultimately, thats all I've gained from the school. Other than knowing fantastic teachers like; Mr Azhar, Mrs Sheri, Ms Lim, Mr San, Mrs Henry, etc. Thats almost about it. I don't miss my Secondary school, period. I know its weird and I sound ungrateful, but there, I'm grateful for the teachers (some), but thats almost about it. Its just a sudden realization that dawned on me, like I've attained enlightenment, you know, with the light shining down from the heavens, with the hallelujah song in the background. Okay, hyperbole. Its just.. realization.
I've got a thousand million zillion thoughts running through my mind now, so I don't make much sense altogether and I sound/am very disorientated, but heck. You're reading this at your own free will anyways.
DYING AN ANTI-SOCIAL
Tuesday, November 18, 2008
I swear. I'm gonna die in Indonesia while doing OCIP out of frustration for the inability to communicate. The language committe have very kindly came up with a list of important, die-die must know words when we're in Batam. And I have no idea how I'm gonna memorize them all, then again, I think I'll just print it out and bring it with me to Batam. HAHA! Alternatively, stick with someone who can speak Bahasa. HAHA!
I'm a genius, I tell you.
You'll always be my mango pudding, Xiuu! (:
CHRISTINE; shine in conceit of substance upon me, who am less than the rain. says: hahahahhaha
CHRISTINE; shine in conceit of substance upon me, who am less than the rain. says: mango pudding!
xiu wen says: BANANA, jo's fave
CHRISTINE; shine in conceit of substance upon me, who am less than the rain. says: HHHAHAH thats jo la
CHRISTINE; shine in conceit of substance upon me, who am less than the rain. says: HAHAHAHA jo will be mango pudding
xiu wen says: HAHAHA'
CHRISTINE; shine in conceit of substance upon me, who am less than the rain. says: omg the braburst and sistaaas make peace hhuh
CHRISTINE; shine in conceit of substance upon me, who am less than the rain. says: hahhah
xiu wen says: HAHAHA TOGETHER WE'RE CALLED THE PUDDING BRA-TAAASSS
Lol. Inside joke. The girls will prolly understand.
I love Xiuuuuu, she's hilarious. She makes me laugh, makes me cry (cry laughing. OMG, HAHAHA JO!), makes me loveeee hanging around with her all the time.
Hey dear! Everything will be fine, tomorrow will go smoothly! I'll always be behind you together with T04, we all love you very very much, and (quote Sab) have faith! (: God's always, always with you, honey.
Monday, November 17, 2008
But sadly, that feeling of happiness is only temporary.
Baby, you'll never last a minute.
For more chalet photos:
I'm still a lost soul, only a happier one now than the one like what, 9 hours ago?
Anyways, I was influenced into deciding to go last-minute shooting by Daniel.L, actually not totally. Lol. I was in a foul mood, as you all can tell from the incoherent posts and irregular motivation to post within the earlier hours. I've always went to train whenever I'm in a bad mood, so this time was no exception. And I trained for 2 consecutive details. Call me sick or weird, but it felt good (:
Met many friends and fellow shooters there who made my day. Daniel.L's random face expressions from afar whenever we happen to see each other, Desmond's playing along with my nonsense, and challenging each other, talking to Daniel.L and Desmond during my breaks, joking with Eddie, everything. Just being in the range, bring in the range takes me away from all sadness and all that bothers me, it always does. And I'm glad it does. I like the range.
Its St Pats graduation night today at the Grand Copthorne Hotel, and Dan's there with his friends and all. I hope he enjoys himself, which I know he will.
But you're still with me in my dreams.
I don't know what I want besides academics and shooting, I feel like a lost soul.
Oh you said love was forever, and love would never break my heart. And I believed you as I fell.
I've heard these words a hundred other times before, and I've been hurt so my heart has chose to close the doors. Love broke my heart and brought me lies.
But you'll protect and respect me and be all I need, and when I reach for love I'll only have to reach for you, Your arms will never let me down. You'll stay around, walk with me through every storm, keep me safe and keep me warm, I'll have no doubt, I'm the one you're living for.
I know you've heard these words a hundred other times before
And you've been hurt and so your heart has chose to close the door
Love broke your heart and brought you lies
Look in my eyes
You'll see a love that's deep and true
Tender and strong and all for you
You can trust this love
Honest, that's the honest truth
From the heart
I'm giving you everything, everything
From the heart
I promise you that I'll be there
I'll be there to love you
From the soul
I'm showing you all I feel, all I feel is
From the heart, from the heart
I will protect you and respect you and be all you need
And when you reach for love you'll only need to reach for me
These arms will never let you down
They're staying around
I'll walk with you through every storm
I'll keep you safe, I'll keep you warm
And you'll have no doubt
You're the one I'm living for
From the heart (from the heart baby)
I'm giving you everything (oh) everything (giving you everything)
From the heart (my heart)
I promise you that I'll be there (I'll be there for you)
I'll be there to love you
From the soul
I'm showing you all I feel, all I feel (I'm showing you)
All I feel (all I feel) is
From the heart, from the heart (from the heart)
I'll provide the love you need
Just trust my touch
Believe in me
I'll never make you cry
Givin' all I got with all I got inside
From the heart
I'm giving you everything, everything (giving you everything)
From the heart (from my heart)
I promise you that I'll be there (I'll be there to love you, love you, ooh)
I'll be there to love you (ohh)
From the soul (my soul)
I'm showing you all I feel (all I feel) all I feel (all I feel) is
From the heart (the heart) from the heart
Ooh, from the heart, from the heart.
Amidst the fun and laughter lies loneliness.
Loneliness in a different form, unnecessarily means being alone.
It is deep, you never can understand.
You probably never will anyway.
When all has been said and done,
And the dust have settled,
I have qualms of speaking what I mean to, what I feel.
I cannot speak, for speaking one's mind breeds unhappiness.
Speaking what makes people happy,
Are therefore what we would call, untrue.
So what is truth and what is not,
What should be said, and what is best to remain left unsaid.
We'll never know.
I'll never know.
The aftermath of the party only means solitude.
Leaving one to feel more lonely than ever.
Jeremy. C and I got bored, so we decided to come up with a poem. Its like a game; completing the sentences. We add on to each others' sentence. Its for fun, and we made it really simple. Also, you'd notice we drifted off halfway from our original theme which is also our title, 'The Insomniac', and it got a little inclined to the spiritual side. I guess thats what you get putting 2 Catholics together who are both stoned and bored, and tired, but unable to sleep.
So, here's the poem. Its titled;
Shut your eyes
You see a sea of black
Shut your mind
Your mind roams uncontrollably
Nothing. Nothing. Nothing-
Close your eyes
Immediate fear of black
Close your mind
So vulnerable you become
Afraid. Afraid. Afraid-
Here my child
Come to me
Fear them not
For I am here
Sleep. Sleep. Sleep.
- Jeremy.C & Christine (:
Sunday, November 16, 2008
1. What do they call you in class?
~ Sleeping. They took away the 'beauty' because the guys refuse to admit I am beautiful (EVEN THOUGH THEY KNOW IT!) Hahahahh! (:
2. Who is the most quiet in class?
~ Thats easy, KEONG YEE! But even the quietest of my class is not exactly quiet. Lol.
3. Which teacher always gets angry with you all?
~ HAHAHA they dont get angry with all only a handful of us. And that'll be many teachers.
4. Who is always the earliest to reach school?
~ I dont know. Never early enough to find our who the earliest is.
5. Who is always late enter class ?
~ HAHA, easy. The standard: Fel, Jo, Jon or me. Oh the best one is yet to come, yes honey, I'm talking about you, Xiuwen! :D
6. Who is the smartest?
~ Majority of the class is, and sadly I'm in the minority ):
7. Who always sleep in class?
~ Okay okay, I'll speak of the truth and only the truth. Everyone else but me. Okay, fine. Yours truly. Theres a reason why they call me sleeping(beauty) you know..
8. Who is the leader of the class?
~ Fellow sistaaaa, future president ALOYSIUS!
9. Which subject do you hate most?
~ CHINESE! ching ching chong
10. What was the worst punishment in class?
~ LUCY LEE MAKING US WRITE "I WILL NOT SKIP CHINESE CLASS EVER AGAIN" 100 TIMES. worse part of it all; write lines IN CHINESE. she best.
11. What do you bring to class?
~ Everything you'll find in a students bag, plus moisturizer, hair stuff, shooting jacket, and the not-so-occasional laptop.
12. What is the best subject?
~ HAHA. General knowledge quiz can?
13. What do you always do in class?
~ Get chased out of the class to the library to complete hw. WITH JOANNE! Lol.
14.Have you ever get scoldings from yr teacher ?
~ Lol, kinda.
15.whats your position in clss fr MYE ?
~ One of the last?
16.Have you ever had become first in class?
~ In my dreams. Yes Jon, I know.
17.who do you sit with ?
~ KEONG and SAM! (:
18.people around you ?
~ XIUU, JO, FEL, SAB, TEACHER