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Thursday, January 31, 2008
11:26 PM
Hmm. Today's been a pretty good day, I'd say.

I'll skip the front part where I brought Nigel to the doctor, and therefore couldn't go for training. Hmm. Came back home and had a bathe before leaving to The Nail Xpert, for my pedicure. I have a manicure session on Monday (:

I was a little late though, so Mommy finished off first. I did french and nail art today. Heh. After the varnish dried, I headed to City Link to shop. Yes, you heard me. To shop, and yeap. I was on my own (: (: (:

Headed to Hula & Co, and I finally got to get a dress I wanted. I've been saying they have pretty dresses, but never got to buy. Its like, everytime I walk in, I can't find what I like. Hmm. Went in today, tried on a few and decided on a reddish-pink plain dress. Very simple (:

Headed on to look for more Volcom, PF, etc. Initially I wanted to get a PF slippers. But I decided not to. I have enough, I think. Hmm. Then I couldn't decide on what colour Volcom belt I should get. So I didn't buy it yet.

Went to Marina Square instead, walked around, but didn't really find anything that appealed to me in particular. I bought my nail varnish though, solid yellow and dark blue. I need younger colours. Hmm.

I couldn't find anything in Topshop. Seriously. Nothing at all. Hmm. Tried on many clothes from all over though, from different shops. Then I went to Suntec to walk around on the top floor. Couldn't find anything much, anyways, I then went to get my faveee donuts from Donut Factory! <33333 :D Bought the usual 12. Lol. My usual (: I love their DC :D :D :D

Met up with Mommy after that, and I managed to grab an Auntie Anne's pretzels on the way to meet her. Heh heh. Yeap! Christine was hungryyyy.

Lol. Then I walked pass Cotton On and I found the tee I wanted. -.-" Hmm. Must get it on Saturday then. Hahha.

Met Mommy and left the things in the car before we met Dad at City Link. I bought my Jerry tee! :D :D :D I also got my Miss Spoilt Brat tee, and on top of that I got my Smurfs tee and a Flinstone's "You dont wanna mess with me tee". And because I spent above 200 bucks I got a free bag! (: Thanks Daddy!

Hmm. Then I got my belt too because this time Mommy was there to help me choose. Heh. I gave her 4 choices and she picked the colourful one. Lol. Then I showed her the M)phosis to show her what I thought would look good on her. Its this one piece "overall". It has this black tank top attached to a pencil skirt. Very pretty and smart. If I were working I'd buy it for myself. But its not practical for me, I guess. Lol. Hmm. Mommy insisted she couldn't fit in though. >.<

Mommy told me to get this red dress from M)phosis though. Simple one too. But this one's sleeveless. Hahha. I still got it nevertheless :D

Bah, I feel happy. I've shopped at long last. Lol.

Hmm, Mommy and Daddy then accompanied me to the agency where they explained what exactly they had to offer. Hmm. I need to think over it, before deciding if I really want to join.

OH! OH! OH! I EXCEEDED MY PHONE BILL! ): ): ): IT WENT UP TO LIKE $180. I BROKE MY RECORD OKAY. AND MY TOTAL NUMBER OF MESSAGES SUMMED UP TO 3000 PLUS >.< BAH.

I gotta pay $140 by myself. Boo.

Christine
11:26 PM

Wednesday, January 30, 2008
10:33 PM
Hmm. Today's a good day. I got to meet up with my friends for lunch and made many more new friends. Christine is contented and happy, very happy! :D :D :D

Went to St Pats with Mommy and Daddy at 1pm, and met Dan, Wes, Des and Nig at the front porch. Went off for lunch with them while Mommy and Daddy went for Nig's PTM. We had Katong laksa! Yummm, I tell you. I couldn't finish all though, as usual. Hahah. Dan kindly accepted all my prawns and the veggie. The two of them DDs, Des and Dan, then had this little mini "debate". On what veggie it was. And I have to say I had no idea what they were talking about. I don't like veggie! :D :D :D

Dan and I began to "campaign" against Des, because we're both anti-veggie people (:

Took the bus back to St Pats and rushed back by 2.15pm, because I had to go down to CJ still, so met up with Mommy and Daddy before leaving the guys to their training which started soon too. Dan skipped training though, because he had tuitions and stuffs. Hmm.

Met the J2s in the range, while the J1s came streaming in later. I made new friends! From the J1s, that is. There's Melissa who I did PT with alongside (: (: (: And then there's Junyi, Debbie, and there's another Valerie if I'm not wrong, there's the 2 most mischievous ones, Christopher and Richmond (spelt correctly? hmm.), and then there's Zai POKKKK. Hhaha.

I was quite taken aback by the number. 20 odd J1s in all. Hmm. Hahha, did PT. We ran 3 rounds around the track, did 20 pull ups, and 40 sit ups. And Nicholas said, "Today's PT is a pretty slack one, beacuse we just want to get you guys warmed up." Uhhhh!

Hmm. After that we went back to the range, and the J1s were splitted into their different details and they then shot. Nicholas, Junyi, Chris Chia, Zai POKKKK and me went to the wall to dry fire all the way then. Hahha. Sorry, I just cant help with the Zai POKKK. Val got that name stuck in my head. Lol. Actually his name's Zai Hao. Hmm.

Then Ismail and Sean got into this photo frenzy. They started to take pictures, with Ying's phone. Lol. Hmm. And Ismail claimed that it was his phone! Lol. Ismail seems to be on the high. Hahaha, he kept pressurising Zai POKKK by standing in front, beside, or behind him when he dry-fired. Then he stood in between Zai POKKK and me so he could give btoh of us pressure. Then! He started to call "ZAI POKK" rather loudly and all of us had to put our pistols down (and rifle, for Zai POKK), because we started to burst out in laughter. High huh?

Richmond and Christopher then counted the number of Chris(s) in the range. Well, of course I'm one of them. But there are like 4 Chris(s) in the range. Okay, I'm the only girl. Zzzz. I think there are 3 Christophers. Hahah. These 2 are like the cheekiest I would say. Constantly disturbing people, and they say I complain about them too much. Hmm!

Mommy and Daddy came to pick me home! Training ended at 6pm, gave Zai POKKK a lift too since he was going to TM. Hahahha. Hmm. Interesting day, I'd say. Considering the fact that I've made new friends and everything. I'm looking forward to the next training with them! (: (: (:

Oh, and I saw Sherrie in CJ too! :D

Hmm. PT with Coach starts tmr! But I can't train with the J2s in CJ tmr cause I have pedicure appointment! Bah. Nevermind, Friday then (:

Oh, and remember I now have two lights in my room. One is installed above the air-con. Quote Dan: "The best invention in the world, and the fourth best after the top three best things in the world." Something like that. Hahahaa (:

Hah! But this is the one I really like, its super cool. Its black and it blends in with my room well! Best of all, its not the ordinary ceiling light, it hangs from the ceiling (: But of course, it isn't able to really brighten up the room so I needed the other one.




Nig :D :D :D and me at home when I stank to high heavens after training.

Christine
10:33 PM

10:52 AM
You're like an angel.

.

If our love was a fairytale
I would charge in and rescue you
On a yacht baby we would sail
To an island where we'd say I do

And if we had babies they would look like you
It'd be so beautiful if that came true
You don't even know how very special you are

You leave me breathless
You're everything good in my life
You leave me breathless
I still can't believe that you're mine
You just walked out of one of my dreams
So beautiful you're leaving me
Breathless

And if our love was a story book
We would meet on the very first page
The last chapter would be about
How I'm thankful for the life we've made

And if we had babies they would have your eyes
I would fall deeper watching you give life
You don't even know how very special you are

You must have been sent from heaven to earth to change me
You're like an angel
The thing that I feel is stronger than love believe me
You're something special
I only hope that I'll one day deserve what you've given me
But all I can do is try
Every day of my life

Christine
10:52 AM

Tuesday, January 29, 2008
11:10 PM
Hehhhhhhh. Super embarrassed today. ROFL

Bahh.




sorry girl but you missed out
well tough luck that boys mine now

we are more than just good friends
this is how the story ends

too bad that you couldn't see
see that man that boy could be

there is more that meets the eye
I see the soul that is inside


He's just a boy, and i'm just a girl
can I make it anymore obvious?

we are in love, haven't you heard
how we rock each others world
.



He was a boy, she was a girl
Can I make it anymore obvious?

He was a punk,she did ballet
What more can I say?

He wanted her, she'd never tell
secretly she wanted him as well.

But all of her friends stuck up there nose
they had a problem with his baggy clothes.

He was a skater boy, she said see ya later boy
he wasn't good enough for her
She had a pretty face, but her head was up in space
she needed to come back down to earth.

five years from now, she sits at home
feeding the baby
she's all alone

she turns on tv
guess who she sees
skater boy rockin' up MTV.

she calls up her friends,they already know
and they've all got tickets to see his show

she tags along and stands in the crowd
looks up at the man that she turned down.

He was a skater boy,she said see ya later boy
he wasn't good enough for her
now he's a super star
slamin' on his guitar
does your pretty face see what he's worth?

sorry girl but you missed out
well tuff luck that boys mine now

we are more than just good friends
this is how the story ends

too bad that you couldn't see
see that man that boy could be

there is more that meets the eye
I see the soul that is inside

He's just a boy, and i'm just a girl
can I make it anymore obvious?

we are in love, haven't you heard
how we rock each others world

I'm with the skater boy, I said see ya later boy
i'll be back stage after the show
i'll be at a studio
singing the song we wrote
about a girl you used to know

.

Sorry girl but you missed out.
Well tough luck that boys mine now.
We are more than just good friends,
this is how the story ends.
Too bad that you couldn't see.
See that man that boy could be.
There is more that meets the eye,
I see the soul that is inside

Christine
11:10 PM

1:13 PM
Bah. Woke up late today. Fruit loops and fresh milk for brunch (: Hmm. Its healthy, isn't it? o.O

Christine
1:13 PM

Monday, January 28, 2008
7:47 PM
Hmm. Met many people today aye. Weikiong, Amelia, Theresa. Hmm (:

Today's a wonderful day and I thank the Lord for making today, yet another wonderful day in my life :D :D :D

Christine
7:47 PM

4:07 AM
Ahhh. I feel pressurized by the whole application of schools thing. And I know it wouldn't stop here. After applying I'll start worrying for the admission to the school. Why can't I ever seem to stop thinking? ):

Christine
4:07 AM

2:04 AM
I've bought my w910i :D

Finally. Hmm. And its the RED one! :D :D: D

I decided to wait for the launch of the Apple Macbook Air. I'm guessing it'll be launched in like, 2 more weeks. Hmm.

So now I'm holding on to 2 red phones. Red is seriously my colour =x

Bought my phone with the money I was rewarded. And I shared Mommy's burden (: Went to Isetan to look for my Guess shoe, but its no longer there. Oh wells. I'm hoping to see it at other branches or the Guess shop itself. I'm looking forward to checking out the Guess bag also. The one I saw with Daddy the previous time. Hmm. I have so many things I want to buy. Now I'm thinking of getting my tees too. Ehh? So much for saving up. Maybe I'll skip the tees. I want to treat Mommy and Daddy to a meal. Maybe get Nig a gift. Buy all 4 Grandparents something. Hmm. I think I'll exceed my budget >.<

Fetched Granny from the airport today. She got quite lost inside so we had to wait for an additional an hour odd. Got back at like 12-1AM, which is pretty late. I just selected and made up my mind on the 12 choices. Hmm. Should be submitting them soon I guess.

I'll accompany Granny for her check up tomorrow! (:

Sometimes you'd say some things unintentionally, but you have no idea that they'd hurt. And often, while you try to protect me and shield me from the world, its you who would hurt me most. Its you.

Oh, you know yesterday at Cat class (this is just damn random, but I wanna share!), we were placed in pairs because Rosalind and Janice wanted us to get creative. We were given common items you can find easily, I.E, soda machine, tree, etc. We had to get creative to link these things to represent the Holy Trinity- God the Father, Jesus Christ, and the Holy Spirit. I was teamed with Larissa and our theme was An Electronic Organ. Lol. I think it was pretty fun. Alot more interaction this time, but of course there would be, there are only the 16 years olds and above in this class and we all know each other from RCIY already. Hmm. Why am I being random? o.O

Christine
2:04 AM

Sunday, January 27, 2008
1:07 PM
Banana prata with my family for breakfast, yummy (:

HOPE I GET TO CHANGE MY HANDPHONE TODAY. Hmm. I think.

Red high-cuts (:

Oh, and its super cute. The one with the red lining, which is mine is from America. The one with the black lining belongs to Dan and his is from Japan. Haha. Des has the red low-cuts one too. (:

Christine
1:07 PM

1:49 AM
I feel frustrated. For now. Pressurized, to be exact.

OH, GRANDMA'S COMING HOME TMR! I'VE MISSED HER LIKE SHIT WHILE SHE WAS IN TAIWAN. ITS JUST A PITY I CANT MEET HER THERE ): ): ): I'M JUST GLAD I'LL SEE HER TMR :D

My mood swings like a rollercoaster. I sweart.

Nevertheless, today was a pretty good day I must say. Mommy woke me up at 9am to go to church with her and Daddy before we headed to get my lights.

Headed home after that because the lightings guy was supposed to be here around 12pm-1pm, and I was supposed to meet Dan at 12.30pm, at Pasir Ris MRT Station. Turned out I was late. I didn't notice the time and when he had arrived I was still home. So I met him under my block instead =x Sorry Dan!

Went to TM to get my stuff I needed, and to get my God-father's belated birthday card. Hahaha. I like saying this. Lol. I know when I say my God-father everyone would be expecting a stern looking man, who's prolly 40 or 50 years old. But no, I'm proud to say he's a young, and hmm, pretty good-looking and very cool guy, like anyone of us, because he's only 19. Hahhaa. Cool huh.

Anyways, we were about to watch Cloverfield, but because the timings clashed, so we decided to leave the movies for another time then. Lol. Met Bev and Shannon! They're so sweet. Matching tees colours. So sweet, awww (:

Caught up with Bev and Shan for awhile before Dan and I headed to Starbucks! And we had our fave warm choc cake again (: Oh you know, we did a good deed. Hmm, I think its considered a good deed. Because the cashier forgot to count our warm choc cake in (We ordered a choc cream chip frappe, iced mocha, tiramisu and warm choc cake, I think), so we went back to her to pay up for the warm choc cake which costs us an additional 6 bucks. Lol. But we did feel good after that. At least I felt like I've done a right thing (:

Headed to take the bus so we can get to church on time. Met Mommy and Daddy in the canteen while they were helping out with their canteen duty. Dan was super mean. Lol. He went to trick Daddy by pretending to be a customer and Dad almost got Dan the fishball he "ordered", because Daddy was too busy that he didn't look up. But when he did he went like, "Uh! Dan! Eh you all playing a trick on me ah!". Super cute. Thats why I love Daddy. He's so fun loving (:

Hmm. Went to the choir loft to find that only Sarah was there, because everyone else was late. More came later in the end as mass was about to start. Wesley came up for a while so I could pass him his present. But he ran off after getting it because he's not even supposed to be out. My Godpa's grounded by his parents. Hmm. Ironic eh. Anyways, sang and stayed till the final hymn where I made my way first because I had to go for Cat class. Lol.

Cat class was pretty okay. More familiar faces, yet again. Larissa, Samuel, Wesley, etc. And every week we'd thank the Lord for gathering us together to learn more about Him. Everyone began to start interacting with one another. I guess the class would bond to be closer than before. We were more of mere acquaintances before this, but now we're prolly slightly closer. I like our Cat teachers, I think they're faaantastic! They're nice people. Very understanding and kind. Praise the Lord for blessing us with great Cathecists! :D :D :D

Hmm. Met Des for a while after class. Before he left for mass with his parents. Nig being the spoilt-spot, refused to go for mass. Bah. So I skipped mass today. ):

AND I JUST FOUND OUT SEAN YEW IS IN THE SAME CHURCH! :D

Oh, Des is gonna come along for choir too! :D :D :D

Went to Gramps' for a while. They were very happy, I think that I managed to get below 20. I feel loved, by many. Mommy's received many calls to drop by to congratulate me and stuff. I feel encouraged. Uncle KS gave me a hundred as a form of encouragement, Granny and Grandpa gave me 600 bucks to encourage me. I didn't feel that these "rewards" were necessary actually because when I do well, the one to benefit most would already be me. These were all secondary. But I decided to use the money to share Mommy's burden with her (: I'll get my own T910i with the money. Since Mommy's already getting me a Macbook.

Went to Ikea and Courts with Mommy and Daddy for a while. Checked out the notebooks and stuffs. I still think I want to get the Macbook Air. The guy introduced Dell, they have red ones too. But I just don't like it. I want Macbook Air. I like its design (:

Talked to James for awhile on the choices. Had some pretty good advices from my cousin, I must say (: He's brilliant, I tell you. Haha.

Ehhh I still feel stressed about the choosing of schools and stuffs. ):

Christine
1:49 AM

Friday, January 25, 2008
11:24 PM
I was feeling sombre just a minute ago. Until Christian came to talk to me. Guess what.

CHRISTIAN LEE YONG HOON DREAMT OF CHRISTINE TEO HUI SHAN GETTING MARRIED!

c h r i s ツ says " her moral compass always faces true north ! "님의 말:
i know this is gonna' sound creepy .
c h r i s ツ says " her moral compass always faces true north ! "님의 말:
but i had a nightmare/dream ..
c h r i s ツ says " her moral compass always faces true north ! "님의 말:
i dreamt of you ..
c h r i s ツ says " her moral compass always faces true north ! "님의 말:
getting married .
c h r i s ツ says " her moral compass always faces true north ! "님의 말:
it was ..
c h r i s ツ says " her moral compass always faces true north ! "님의 말:
weird ..
c h r i s ツ says " her moral compass always faces true north ! "님의 말:
it was like a horror movie .
I know you'll catch me wherever I fall.님의 말:
hahahahahahaha
I know you'll catch me wherever I fall.님의 말:
WHY?!
c h r i s ツ says " her moral compass always faces true north ! "님의 말:
i can't remember .
c h r i s ツ says " her moral compass always faces true north ! "님의 말:
all my friends were in that dream too .
I know you'll catch me wherever I fall.님의 말:
i bet its because i was too pretty or seomthing
I know you'll catch me wherever I fall.님의 말:
oh my go
I know you'll catch me wherever I fall.님의 말:
*god
c h r i s ツ says " her moral compass always faces true north ! "님의 말:
it was really really weird .
I know you'll catch me wherever I fall.님의 말:
and of all ppl you dreamt that i'd get married?
I know you'll catch me wherever I fall.님의 말:
hahha
c h r i s ツ says " her moral compass always faces true north ! "님의 말:
i couldn't believe i really dreamt that too .
c h r i s ツ says " her moral compass always faces true north ! "님의 말:
AND !
c h r i s ツ says " her moral compass always faces true north ! "님의 말:
i rmb eating nasi lemak in that dream ..
c h r i s ツ says " her moral compass always faces true north ! "님의 말:
wtf ..
I know you'll catch me wherever I fall.님의 말:
WTF!
I know you'll catch me wherever I fall.님의 말:
I WOULDNT GIVE MY GUESTS NASI LEMAK RIGHT
I know you'll catch me wherever I fall.님의 말:
>.<
I know you'll catch me wherever I fall.님의 말:
am i that stingy to you ):
I know you'll catch me wherever I fall.님의 말:
hahahha
c h r i s ツ says " her moral compass always faces true north ! "님의 말:
nono .
c h r i s ツ says " her moral compass always faces true north ! "님의 말:
i went to a hawker centre when i was supposed to be at your wedding .
c h r i s ツ says " her moral compass always faces true north ! "님의 말:
i can't rmb everything .
c h r i s ツ says " her moral compass always faces true north ! "님의 말:
dreams are like that ..
c h r i s ツ says " her moral compass always faces true north ! "님의 말:
parts can't be recalled .
I know you'll catch me wherever I fall.님의 말:
hahhaha
I know you'll catch me wherever I fall.님의 말:
LOL!
I know you'll catch me wherever I fall.님의 말:
OMG
c h r i s ツ says " her moral compass always faces true north ! "님의 말:
zzz, was weird lah .
I know you'll catch me wherever I fall.님의 말:
who was i married to then
I know you'll catch me wherever I fall.님의 말:
hahaha
c h r i s ツ says " her moral compass always faces true north ! "님의 말:
i always have weird dreams .
c h r i s ツ says " her moral compass always faces true north ! "님의 말:
i can't rmb who you were married too .
I know you'll catch me wherever I fall.님의 말:
hahaha
I know you'll catch me wherever I fall.님의 말:
omg this is so funn
I know you'll catch me wherever I fall.님의 말:
*funny
I know you'll catch me wherever I fall.님의 말:
so cool
c h r i s ツ says " her moral compass always faces true north ! "님의 말:
i always dream about my friends one sia .
I know you'll catch me wherever I fall.님의 말:
christian dreams about me getting married
I know you'll catch me wherever I fall.님의 말:
lol
c h r i s ツ says " her moral compass always faces true north ! "님의 말:
and another thing .
c h r i s ツ says " her moral compass always faces true north ! "님의 말:
if i remember correctly ..
c h r i s ツ says " her moral compass always faces true north ! "님의 말:
your lipstick was disgustingly red .
c h r i s ツ says " her moral compass always faces true north ! "님의 말:
like red but overdoing it ..
c h r i s ツ says " her moral compass always faces true north ! "님의 말:
i think ..
c h r i s ツ says " her moral compass always faces true north ! "님의 말:
and my dreams dont always make sense ..
c h r i s ツ says " her moral compass always faces true north ! "님의 말:
sometimes one scene jump to another totally no link part .
c h r i s ツ says " her moral compass always faces true north ! "님의 말:
that's why got the nasi lemak .
c h r i s ツ says " her moral compass always faces true north ! "님의 말:
i still rmb ordering 2 chicken wings ..
I know you'll catch me wherever I fall.님의 말:
hahahahhaha!
I know you'll catch me wherever I fall.님의 말:
so at least you still remember i love red

Lol. That's damn cool. Hahahaa, its cool to know that Chris actually remembers me, in his dreams. Lol. I can't believe he dreamt of me after seeing me. Hahah. Damn funny, and damn cute. Its quite out of point la, but still (:

Okay, I promise there won't be any Nasi Lemak at my wedding in future, and I know I love red. But I won't be a fashion wreck and I won't ruin my entire look by putting on excessively red listick. I know the limits alright (:

AND NO ONE IS SUPPOSED TO THINK THAT CHRIS IS CRAZY AH! Lol. This is super cool. Hahha.

Christine
11:24 PM

9:47 PM
Bah. I forgot I haven't blogged. I've forgotten about blogging until I was talking to Desmond.

I was born to tell you I love you and i am torn to do what i have to, to make you mine...Stay with me tonight님의 말:
what are you doing now?
I know you'll catch me wherever I fall.님의 말:
hahha
I know you'll catch me wherever I fall.님의 말:
reading blogs
I know you'll catch me wherever I fall.님의 말:
haha
I know you'll catch me wherever I fall.님의 말:
i havent blogged
I was born to tell you I love you and i am torn to do what i have to, to make you mine...Stay with me tonight님의 말:
lol
I know you'll catch me wherever I fall.님의 말:
oh my
I was born to tell you I love you and i am torn to do what i have to, to make you mine...Stay with me tonight님의 말:
knew it
I know you'll catch me wherever I fall.님의 말:
i just remembered
I was born to tell you I love you and i am torn to do what i have to, to make you mine...Stay with me tonight님의 말:
haha
I was born to tell you I love you and i am torn to do what i have to, to make you mine...Stay with me tonight님의 말:
remembered what?
I know you'll catch me wherever I fall.님의 말:
i havent blogged
I was born to tell you I love you and i am torn to do what i have to, to make you mine...Stay with me tonight님의 말:
LOL
I was born to tell you I love you and i am torn to do what i have to, to make you mine...Stay with me tonight님의 말:
go blog now
I was born to tell you I love you and i am torn to do what i have to, to make you mine...Stay with me tonight님의 말:
shall read it

Oh my, I didn't mean to you, my dear blog. I didn't forget you.. it just slipped my mind. Oh my ):

Ahhh, today's alriggghhhtttt. Mommy and Daddy are on leave! :D

I've decided to get the Macbook air instead. I reconsidered over and I felt the Vaio didn't look that good. I don't like the way it was shaped, the way it looks and the feel of it. It just doesn't have that extra oomph in it. Its not stylish enough. Ah, its just my personal opinion.

The lightings men were here earlier on, they fixed the lights and gave our house a new look! :D My room's light is too dim though. I'm thinking of getting the spot-lights for my room. So it can be cosy, or bright. Yeah, I think I'll get that. I gotta go look at the lights first (:

Picked Nig up from school together with Jeremy. Y, and we went for lunch/early dinner together. While driving along Katong we saw Dan, Jeremy. C and John walking as well. Lol. So we called Dan and John but non of them picked up their phones. Lol. Hahha, then Des said he was with them. Hmm. Gone to Gamers again. Typical SPS shooters, I swear. Lol. Then Dan called back and he said he's on his way back, so he came to have early dinner/late lunch with us instead. Haha, we had yong tau fu! (: Wasn't too bad I guess. As usual, Dan felt compelled to finish and polish off food that other's gave him, although he wasn't hungry. Lol.

Sent them back home, before dropping Nig off home. Mommy Daddy and I then headed on to Sheng Siong (is it spelt that way?) for grocery shopping. I bought many many chocolates! I think I'm gonna grow fat again. Hahha. I already am, hmm. >.<

Okay Christine. You gotta learn to spread them out. And not to finish them so soon. You gotta lay off those chocolates okay! Oh! I bought lays too! Sour Cream N Onion. No Barbeque this time. Hmm. For a change, I guess. And its prolly healthier than BBQ. OKAY! I GOTTA STOP FINDING EXCUSES TO COMFORT MYSELF EATING SNACKS!

Oh, boo ): ): ):

.

The way you say
The things you do
The softness of the words you choose
The times that you can read my mind
And take my worries outta sight

Your fingers touching on my lips
That say a kiss, is still a kiss
And when you look at me, I see
I see the pain that you had to feel

You must have had a broken heart
To love me the way you do
Must have been so torn apart
I can see it when I look at you

All the meaning that is in your eyes
The love you give will never die
And I knew right from the start
You must have had a broken heart

You seem to have that certain smile,
I can’t forget after a while
The day you walked into the room
At once I knew the hurt
That you’d been through

You must have had a broken heart
To love me the way you do
You must have been so torn apart
I can see it when I look at you
All the meaning that is in your eyes
The love you give will never die
And I knew right from the start
You must have had a broken heart

Sometimes, when it’s late at night
And I see your face in the firelight
Showing all the love you have for me
Well I love you as much

You must have had a broken heart
To love me the way you do
You must have been so torn apart
I can see it when I look at you
All the meaning that is in your eyes
The love you give will never die
And I knew right from the start
You must have had a broken heart
Sometime (sometime)

Must have been to torn apart (must have had a broken heart, yeah)
I can see it when I look at you (all the meaning that is in your eyes)
The love you give will never die
And I knew right from the start
You must have had a broken heart
Sometime

Christine
9:47 PM

2:34 PM
(I do swear that Ill aways be there. Id give anything and everything and I will always care. through weakness and strength, happiness and sorrow, for better or worse, I will love you with ever
T of my heart.)

From this moment life has begun
From this moment you are the one
Right beside you is where I belong
From this moment on

From this moment I have been blessed
I live only for your happiness
And for your love Id give my last breath
From this moment on

I give my hand to you with all my heart
Cant wait to live my life with you, cant wait to start
You and I will never be apart
My dreams came true because of you

From this moment as long as I live
I will love you, I promise you this
There is nothing I wouldnt give
From this moment on

Youre the reason I believe in love
And youre the answer to my prayers from up above
All we need is just the two of us
My dreams came true because of you

From this moment as long as I live
I will love you, I promise you this
From this moment
I will love you as long as I live
From this moment on

Christine
2:34 PM

12:10 PM
OOOHHHH!

CWS CALLED TO SAY THAT THEY WILL BE TRANSFERRING MY PISTOL TO SAFRA TODAYYYYYY :D :D :D

I think I'm g etting the Macbook Air instead of the Red Vaio. Only the red is nice, but the Vaio is bulky. Wait, I think I'll check it out further first. Hahha

Christine
12:10 PM

10:42 AM
So all the fuss I kicked up about not doing well was really unnecessary. I think I'm quite easily contented. I scored 16 points for my L1R5, and I'm already happy. I wouldn't call it fantastic. I know I could have done better if I started earlier, but I know I would have done alot worse too if I started a week later. It works both ways, I guess. And I'm glad the end result is below 20.

Anyways, went with Mommy, Daddy and Nigel for laptop shopping yesterday. I'm getting the Red Vaio. It was a toss between Macbook Air or the Vaio Red. But I'm getting the Vaio because it has it in red. Lol. I should be getting it by this weekend (:

Thank God for watching over me. Praise the Lord for being there for me and loving me unconditionally, giving me the courage I need (:

Christine
10:42 AM

Thursday, January 24, 2008
3:27 AM
OH! I FOUND OUT WHAT MY GREATEST FEAR IS! ITS TO BE DISAPPOINTED.

AND I'VE FOUND A REASON TO WHY I LIKE TO ESCAPE SO MUCH, TO RUN AWAY FROM PROBLEMS SOMETIMES, AND TO HIDE FROM REALITY (I MUST STRESS! ONLY ON CERTAIN THINGS!).

PROBABLY BECAUSE I'VE BEEN DISAPPOINTED BEFORE. HMM. MMMHMM. YEP, I KNOW WHY (:

THIS IS SO COOL. I STILL AM AFRAID. BAHHHHZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ
ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ
ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

Christine
3:27 AM

2:39 AM
BAH. SILLY ME. I TRIED TO LOG IN TO BLOGGER BY TYPING MY PASS IN CAPS. AND I FORGOT IT WAS CASE SENSITIVE.

OKAY, I'M STILL HAVING THE "JITTERBUG" AS THERESSE CALLS IT. SO I'M GONNA TRY THIS.

I'VE HEARD THIS SO MANY TIMES, BUT I DONT KNOW IF IT HELPS CALMS YOU DOWN. I'LL TRY IT 10 TIMES. HERE GOES.

WHEN THE GOING GETS TOUGH, THE TOUGH GETS GOING.
WHEN THE GOING GETS TOUGH, THE TOUGH GETS GOING.

OH WAIT, CHEW MING'S TALKING TO ME. BRB!

WHEN THE GOING GETS TOUGH, THE TOUGH GETS GOING.
3 DOWN, 7 MORE TO GO. TEEHEE.

WHEN THE GOING GETS TOUGH, THE TOUGH GETS GOING.
WHEN THE GOING GETS TOUGH, THE TOUGH GETS GOING.
WHEN THE GOING GETS TOUGH, THE TOUGH GETS GOING.

BRB! CHEW MING'S REPLIED AGAIN.
4 MORE!

WHEN THE GOING GETS TOUGH, THE TOUGH GETS GOING.
3 MORE!

WHEN THE GOING GETS TOUGH, THE TOUGH GETS GOING.
2 MOREE!

WHEN THE GOING GETS TOUGH, THE TOUGH GETS GOING.
LAST ONE!

WHEN THE GOING GETS TOUGH, THE TOUGH GETS GOING.

TADDAAAAA, I OFFICIALLY DECLARE IT U.S.E.L.E.S.S. I STILL FEEL JITTERY ):

OH, AND DONT ASK ME WHO CHEWMING IS, HE'S A GUY WHO HAPPENED TO BE AT CONCOURSE PLAYING POOLS TABLES AWAY WHEN I WENT WITH DES AND THE REST AND HE HAPPENED TO RECOGNISE ME ON FRIENDSTER, SO HE'S BECAME MY ONLINE LATE-NIGHT-BUDDY.

OH THIS IS RANDOM, BUT I THINK I LIKE PASHMINAS. LOL. LUCKILY FOR ME MOMMY HAS THEM IN DIFFERENT COLOURS. I DONT HAVE TO WEAR A JACKET WHEN I'M COLD NOW, I HAVE OPTIONSSSS.

): ): ):

I'M STILL SCARED.

AND TIME SEEMS TO BE RUNNING OUT ON ME. ITS DOOMSDAY, TODAY. I FEEL LIKE I'M EXPERIENCING ARMAGEDDON. =X

BOOHOOS. SOMEONE SAVE ME. I WISH THAT JAPANESE GUY IN HEROES COULD NOW COME AND TURN BACK TIME, TURN IT ALL THE WAY BACK TO O LEVELS. AND OH WAIT, HE MUST GIVE ME TIME TO STUDY FIRST. THEN HE CAN TURN BACK TIME TO DURING O'S AND I CAN CORRECT ALL MY MISTAKES AND HE CAN FAST-FORWARD TIME AGAIN. OH WAIT, CAN HE FAST FORWARD TIME? o.O PARDON ME, I DONT WATCH HEROES. DECIDED NOT TO AFTER I MISSED THE FIRST EPI OF IT ):

WOOHOOS. HAFIZ IS NOT SLEEPING YET! HE JUST MESSGED ME AND WE'RE TALKING ON THE PHONE NOW. HOLY. I'M SCARED.

Christine
2:39 AM

1:01 AM
OH!
OH!
OH!

AND YOU KNOW, I'M GETTING CONFIRMED THIS APRIL, I THINK WITH DES AND DAN AS WELL :D SO COOL TO BE CONFIRMED WITH MY GOOD FRIENDS OKAY. AND I'M THINKING OF ADOPTING A MIDDLE/CONFIRMATION NAME.

I'VE SET MY MIND ON DANIELLE :D :D :D
HEH.

NIGEL'S TAKING UP STEPHEN, BECAUSE HE FEELS LIKE HE CAN RELATE MORE TO ST STEPHEN, ESPECIALLY SINCE IT WAS HIS PRIMARY SCHOOL. MOMMY'S THINKING OF SABRE OR AGATHA (MY IDEA! :D) AND DAD WANTS HECTOR. LOL.

SO ITS GONNA BE LIKE:
CHRISTINE DANIELLE TEO

HAHHA. PARDON THE CAPS. I'M TOO NERVOUS. THE JITTERS GET TO MY FINGERS.

Christine
1:01 AM

12:54 AM
OH I WANT TO THANK GOD FOR GIVING ME GOOD FRIENDS WHO ARE SUPER SUPPORTIVE OF ME. THANK YOU LORD! I PROMISE TO BE GOOD FRIENDS TO THEM TOO WHEN THEY NEED ME.

AHHHH, I'M STILL SCARED ):

Christine
12:54 AM

Wednesday, January 23, 2008
11:34 PM
My day was made eventful just by walking through City Link. Honestly, in like less than 10 minutes.

Anyways, I was supposed to meet Hafiz and Sean at Marina Sq, before meeting Mommy. But I changed my mind on the train because I felt it was pointless to just meet them for a few minutes. So I headed to Suntec straight.

Firstly, I met Javern and Annie while I approached City Link from City Hall MRT station. Lol. Seriously coincidental. I haven't seen Annie in years, and I swear she still looks as pretty as ever, and even prettier. Continued to walk to Suntec while my iPod was plugged on. Actually, to be precise. Not mine, but Daniel's iPod. We swopped iPods, remember? (:

I was then approached by a guy, but before you let your mind run wild, he wasn't interested in me alrights. He approached me on behalf of his manager. They were from UAN, United Artiste Network. So I told him that Rina's in there and he knew her because they were from the same "class" kind of thing. Haha, he was one of the actors in the Voice musical I attended to support Rina that time too. Coincidental huh. Anyways, he explained that they were having lunch and his Manager spotted me so he took down my contacts, so she can contact me in a few days time to explain it to me. Lol.

After shaking hands and saying goodbye, I continued to walking to Suntec. This time, at the end of City Link, I was approached again. By a guy who needs teen models to do fashion modelling. He asked if I was waiting for A's or O's results. Do I look like an A level student? Hmm. Anyways, he said he approached me cause I looked cool (do I look cool? o.O HMM!), and because he noticed the way I dressed, and said that I'm also into fashion kind of thing. (I take that as a compliment, honestly. Hahah!) Then he asked if I was keen to join. Here's the part.

HE: But I need to know, if you are interested to join or not.
ME: Ehh, I'll need to talk to my Mom.
HE: Why? What for?
ME: Because I feel that its only right to get her permission and I see the need to discuss this with her.
HE: Oh, so you mean you're the good girl kind?
ME: Yup.
HE: Oh, then your fate is sealed. Do you know what that means?
ME: Yah, okay.

Lol. He didn't really tell me what kind of apparels I'd be modelling for if I accepted when I asked anyways. Its risky in a way. And he said I could be a freelance model for him instead of going back to IMPACTS. But Mommy's helped me contact them already, I should be taking my portfolio with them prolly some time soon. Lol. I've been there for yearsssss! Its gonna be weird to go to someone else for my pictures suddenly I guess. Hopefully I get to see my Uncle Paul and Eileen soon! :D :D :D

Eh, went to Macs to wait for Mommy. Then we headed down to St Pats to pick Nigel up from the front porch. Dwayne and the others were all there. Gave Des a lift home. Got teased terribly -.-" Lol.

After coming home, we then headed to the airport to go fetch Daddy! No Tom-yum though, liquids aren't allowed onboard, remember? So Daddy was smart enough to not buy :D

Bahhh. I miss Daddy. I'm glad he's home. He bought me 3 little-miss tees there, because they were dirt cheap. Hahah, not exactly. I just felt like saying. They should be fakes. But its okay, because its from Dad, I'll still wear them :D :D :D Its Little Miss Naughty, Little Miss Sunshine, and Little Miss Chatterbox, I think. So now I know how Dad feels of me ): Haha, no just kidding. He remembered not to get me Scatterbrain cause I already bought it in America. Smart aye? (:

ZOMGGGGG! ITS 12.48PM NOW, ITS ALREADY THURSDAY, OFFICIALLY. I'M TALKING TO THERESSE HUN, TO CHECK OUT GUYS/GIRLS ON THE UAN WEB. BUT THATS ALL EXCUSES I SWEAR, I THINK AT LEAST. I MEAN, WE WERE LOOKING AT THE ARTISTES, BUT WE'RE ALL FREAKING OUT. WE'RE TYPING FASTER THAN WE NORMALLY WOULD. ALOT FASTER. ITS NO LONGER MATTER OF DAYS NOW, BUT HOURS. I CAN'T IMAGINE. I'M GETTING SCARED. VERY SCARED ):

I'm not gonna sleep today. I can't sleep. I'm too scared to sleep. I'm meeting Hafiz early in the morning tmr at 9am so we can start panicking together ): HAFIZ PROMISED TO BE THERE WHEN I NEED HIM! OKAY,SO I PROMISED BACK TO. HAFIZ! YOU GOTTA MAKE GOOD YOUR WORD!

AHH I'M SCARED ):

Christine
11:34 PM

12:31 PM
I just accompanied Lia to the market (: (: (:

I wanted to choose my nuts for my salad. Oh, and we both have got our bubbletea, and breaddddd. Bahh.

Anywaayyyyssss, I'm gonna go find Mommy later, before we both go to St Pats to pick Nigel up and we can go fetch Daddy from the airport. Whatever time he arrives (:

I miss Daddy. I'm glad he's coming home. I'm glad he's getting me Thai cuisine too =x

Mmm, Tom-yum :D :D :D

Christine
12:31 PM

10:31 AM
I fall in love with this song all over again everytime I hear it, although I've heard it for more a hundred times at least.

.

The drugs begin to peak
A smile of joy arrives in me
But sedation changes to panic and nausea
And breath starts to shorten
And heartbeats pound softer.

You wont try to save me
You just want to hurt me and leave me desperate.


You taught my heart
A sense I never knew I had
I can't forget
The times that I was lost and depressed from the awful truth
How do you do it?
You're my heroine.

You won't leave me alone
Chisel my heart out of stone
I give in everytime.

You taught my heart
A sense I never knew I had
I can't forget
The times that I was lost and depressed from the awful truth
How do you do it?
You're my heroine

I bet you laugh
At the thought of me thinking for myself (myself)
I bet you believe (bet you believe)
That I'm better off with you than someone else


Your face arrives again
All hope I had becomes surreal
But under your cover's
More torture than pleasure

And just past your lips
There's more anger than laughter
Not now or forever will I ever change you
I know that to go on I'll break you, my habit

You taught my heart
A sense I never knew I had
I can't forget
The times that I was lost and depressed from the awful truth
How do you do it?
You're my heroine

I will save myself.

Christine
10:31 AM

9:59 AM
Coach says if I start behaving funny these few days, he'd understand. Apparently, Mark shut himself out from everyone the day before he collected his results. I'm not locking myself up, but I just don't feel like doing anything today. I just really want to enjoy myself if I get to. Otherwise I'd just want to stay in. I guess I need some quiet time.

I'm getting the jitters. Its getting into me already, I don't really want to go back to get my results. ):

OH AND I MUST ADD THIS IS I DONT CARE. ANOTHER REASON WHY I'M STRANDED AT HOME: BECAUSE WEENING DARLING HAS ABANDONED ME FOR WORK WHEN I FINALLY MAKE TIME FOR HER!!! BOO NING. LOL. I'VE JUST BLACKLISTED YOU ON MY BLOG. HAHHAHA :D

Don't worry, I'd still love you. LOL! :D

xoxoxo

Christine
9:59 AM

Tuesday, January 22, 2008
10:21 PM
Bahhhh. Today's tiring. PT, swimming, and shooting all together. I'm too lazy to blog in detail today. Hahahhaa.

Christine is in good spirits! Christine is over the moon! :D :D :D

Oh, the moon's beautiful today. Been told so, and saw so (:

.

You say it best, when you say nothing at all.

Christine
10:21 PM

12:59 AM
It leaves me to think. If I had a fear I'd like to overcome, its ironic, but I'd probably want to overcome my fear for myself. It scares me sometimes, when I can get so strong at times, but on others, I just crumble. I'd crumble so easily it frightens me. I'm so strong, so impenetrable at times, it frightens me too.

I think I'm too strong for my own good.
I've got too much pride in me to allow myself to fall.
Too much pride for my own good.
I've built too much defences for myself.
Too much defence for my own good.
I've guarded myself so well, too well.
Too much guard for my own good.

I'd never allow myself to fall. Its probably just me being insecure. Not with myself. But with the people around me. I guess I never really felt secured with anyone. Maybe a rare one and two when I'd let my guard down, but how often is that? Because I know I've been disappointed before, and now its just too hard to.

I thought I found myself a personal diary, a guardian angel. Its probably all too good to be true. I think its fading away. I've let it slip past again.

Then again, however tough it is, I'd still pull myself together. Somehow I would, because I know I can't rely on anyone else but myself, and this time, it'll be the same again.

I'll be alright.
I'll be fine.
I'll recover.
I'll heal.

How is it that you see right through me effortlessly?

Don't close your eyes
Don't fade away
Don't fade away

I want to escape.

.

I've looked for love in stranger places,
but never found someone like you.
Someone whose smile makes me feel I've been holding back,
and now there's nothing I can't do.

'Cause this is real, and this is good.
It warms the inside just like it should,
but most of all it's built to last.

All of our friends saw from the start.
So why didn't we believe it too?
Whoa yeah, now look where you are.
You're in my heart now.
And there's no escaping it for you.

'Cause this is real, and this is good.
It warms the inside just like it should,
but most of all it's built to last.

Walking on the hills that night with those fireworks and candlelight
You and I were made to get love right

'Cause this is real, and this is good.
It warms the inside just like it should,
but most of all it's built to last.

'Cause you are the sun in my universe,
considered the best when we've felt the worst
and most of all it's built to last.

Christine
12:59 AM

12:38 AM
I wish I could escape. I'll look for my escape route. And I'll do what I'm best at, to escape. But I've promised I wouldn't. I'm promised an escape route, an escape route which seems shut to me now. I guess I'm back to the beginning, where I started off.

I can't get to sleep. Its amazing, I amaze myself. How I'm able to draw the line and cast my troubles and thoughts aside when I've a task in hand, when I'm engaged in a sport, or studying. But on nights like this, I guess I'm engulfed in these worries and troubles. I just can't seem to cast them away.

Christine
12:38 AM

Monday, January 21, 2008
7:54 PM
The O levels results date of release has been telecasted. Its gonna be this Thursday at 2pm. I'm getting anxious. I'm not prepared. I'm excited, yet apprehensive. I'm getting worried. But yet, at the same time I feel happy. Happy because once the results are out, I no longer have to worry about the results like how I have for the past few weeks especially. Then again, I wish the results wouldn't be released so soon.

I just hope I won't be disappointed, or disappoint anyone else.

Okay, I've gotta stop sounding so sombre. I wanna change my blog link! :D :D :D Yah, I think I will I'm going to change it now (:

Christine
7:54 PM

Sunday, January 20, 2008
10:18 PM
Okay I shall start blogging from yesterday.

Accompanied Mommy and Daddy to go light-shopping. Lol. We decided to change our lights at home, the lights in the main hall, the lights in Nigel's room, and my room lights as well (: Oh, and we changed all the toilets' lights as well. Went to this shop in Lavender recommended by Mommy's colleague. Mine's gonna be a simple hanging light, it'll hang from the ceiling and its black in colour. I think it'll blend in with my room pretty well (:

Went to church after that. Had Cathecism class. Yesterday was the first lesson, and I'm no longer with Nigel. I'm now in RCIY Con. And I was worried I wouldn't know anyone there. It turned out the other way around though, we all knew each other. We were all from the same class previously. Lol. The class is small though, there are only 9 of us in total. Which I think makes it good, because then we'd interact more, I think (:

Hmm, Des met me for a while before class started. While he went for his Cat class too. Dan met me after my class outside, my class. Lol. He very kindly got me a drink! :D :D :D Thanks Dan! (:

Dan and I were going to attend mass together so we decided to go in earlier and wait for mass to start. Des later came to join us for mass too. So initially I was sitting in the center. But later Dan was in the center because he had laughing gas in him and it was cracking him up. Lol. Not really, but he was really cracking up. His laughter's infectious. Hahaha, but its alright (:

Met up with Daddy after Mass, while Des met up with his parents. Dad gave Dan a lift to Cheston's house, while Dad and I went for dinner. Roti Prata and Satays, as recommended by Weening. She made it sound like a must-try, and since we were in the vicinity, it was like a might-as-well. I love banana prata >.< Fattening, fattening, I know. But ah, heck. Its not often I get to eat a banana prata. Hmm.

Oh, Dan and I swopped iPods for a while. We'll swop it back awhile later. (:

That was about it for yesterday.

Went for shooting today at Safra. Pet and Ting Ting and NK were all there! :D :D :D Didn't perform to standard today though ):

After training, we went to Eatzi to have lunch, before heading back home. Mom and I then went out to Takashimaya to buy our New Year titbits. We decided to go for the more unique ones this year. But we agreed that we didn't need to buy too many. Because we don't normally have guests. Bought these Japanese titbits, which costed a dollar each. So we paid 60 bucks in total. Lol. They're really pretty though.

Okay, I gtg offline already. There's training tmr morning! (:

.

Oh I can't forget this evening
Or your face when you were leaving
But I guess thats just the way the story goes
You always smile but in your eyes
Your sorrow shows, yes it shows

Oh I can't forget tomorrow
When I think of all my sorrow
When I had you there but then I let you go
And now its only fair that I should let you know
What you should know

I can't live, if living is without you
I can't live, I can't give anymore

I can't live, if living is without you
I can't live, I can't give anymore

Christine
10:18 PM

Saturday, January 19, 2008
9:56 AM
Ahh! My picture arrived one day earlier :D This marshmallows and chocolate face has two names. Lol. And its a ssshheemmm, because we cant decide on its gender. I don't even think he has one. Hahaha.


Tsk! Daniel and Christine! Stop playing with your food!

Christine
9:56 AM

Friday, January 18, 2008
10:12 PM
Looking after a bunch of 8 Sec 2 boys is definitely not an easy thing. Today, I helped Coach to supervise the Secondary 2 shooting boys in the pool. Had to demonstrate and stuff, and make sure they are doing fine and none of them drowns. In fact, Daniel helped to supervise them as well. Its tiring, but I enjoyed myself nevertheless, sometimes its good to have company. It makes training alot more fun also (:

Oh, and Dwayne kept disturbing us so much that Daniel decided to carry him from his arms and throw him back in the other side of the pool. Lol. I like the way he carried Dwayne. Really cool. Hahah.

Coach and I didn't go to CJC today because it was already too late. So I accompanied Dan to TM to get his Mom's birthday gift (: Nigel went home first though. Dan introduced me to this desert Red Ruby. Its so cool, there are red stuff on top, making it really pretty (: It tastes nice too. Lol. Then we went to get his gift from Precious Thots, before heading to Starbucks to sit and rest. We had a Warm Choc Cake and our drinks. The chocolate cake is nice :D :D :D

We made a face with the mashmallows we bought from Mini Toons and the Chocolate Cake. Lol. The picture of it is in Dan's phone. I'll upload it when he sends it to me on Sunday :D

Hahah, lingered there for a while. He wrote his Mom's birthday card too (: Took the train back and Mommy and Daddy fetched me from the train station home. Thanks Mommy and Daddy :D :D :D

Cathecism class starts tmr. Nig and I will be in a different class. Boohoos ):

Christine
10:12 PM

9:10 PM
Another day
Without your smile
Another day just passes by
But now I know
How much it means
For you to stay
Right here with me

The time we spent apart
will make our love grow
stronger
But it hurt so bad I can't
take it any longer

I wanna grow old with you
I wanna die lying in your arms
I wanna grow old with you
I wanna be looking in your eyes
I wanna be there for you
Sharing everything you do
I wanna grow old with you

A thousand miles between us now
[ Lyrics found at www.mp3lyrics.org/Pp ]
It causes me to wonder how
Our love tonight remains so strong
It makes our risk right all along

The time we spent apart
will make our love grow
stronger
But it hurt so bad I can't
take it any longer

I wanna grow old with you
I wanna die lying in your arms
I wanna grow old with you
I wanna be looking in your eyes
I wanna be there for you
Sharing everything you do
I wanna grow old with you

Things can come and go I know but
Baby I believe
Something's burning strong between us
Makes it clear to me

I wanna grow old with you
I wanna die lying in your arms
I wanna grow old with you
I wanna be looking in your eyes
I wanna be there for you
Sharing everything you do
I wanna grow old with you

Christine
9:10 PM

9:04 PM
For all Ive been blessed with in this life
There was an emptiness in me
I was imprisoned by the power of gold
With one honest touch you set me free

Let the world stop turnin
Let the sun stop burnin
Let them tell me
Loves not worth goin through
If it all falls apart
I will know deep in my heart
The only dream that mattered
Had come true
In this life I was loved by you

For every mountain I have climbed
Every raging river crossed
You were the treasure
That I longed to find
Without your love I would be lost

Let the world stop turnin
Let the sun stop burnin
Let them tell me
Loves not worth going through
If it all falls apart
I will know deep in my heart
The only dream that mattered
Had come true
In this life I was loved by you

In this life I was loved by you

Christine
9:04 PM

Thursday, January 17, 2008
11:40 PM
You and I got somethin
But its all and then its nuthin to me, yeah
And I got my defenses
When it comes through your intentions for me, yeah

And we wake up in the breakdown
With the things we never thought we could be, yeah

Im not the one who broke you
Im not the one you should fear
We got to move you darlin
I thought I lost you somewhere
But you were never really ever there at all

And I want to get free
Talk to me
I can feel you falling
And I wanted to be
All you need
Somehow here is gone

I am no solution
To the sound of this pollution in me, yeah
And I was not the answer
So forget you ever thought it was me, yeah

Im not the one who broke you
Im not the one you should fear
We got to move you darlin
I thought I lost you somewhere
But you were never really ever there at all

And I want to get free
Talk to me
I can feel you falling
And I wanted to be
All you need
Somehow here is gone

And I dont need the fallout
Of all the past thats in between us
And Im not holding on
And all your lies werent enough to keep me here

And I want to get free
Talk to me
I can feel you falling
And I wanted to be
All you need
Somehow here is gone

And I want to get free
Talk to me
I can feel you falling

I know its out there
I know its out there
And I can feel you falling

I know its out there
I know its out there
Somehow here is gone, yeah

I know its out there
I know its out there
Somehow here is gone, yeah

Christine
11:40 PM

10:56 PM
Today's different. Had PT at East Coast Park instead. For a change (:

Went to Swensens with Dad and the guys, before they came over to study. Did a little of my Maths (: They liked Mommy's spaghetti! :D

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Share with me the blankets that your wrapped in
Because its cold outside cold outside its cold out side
Share with me the secrets that you kept in
Because its cold inside cold inside its cold inside

And your slowly shaking finger tips
Show that your scared like me so
Let pretend were alone
And I know you may be scared
And I know were unprepared
But I don't care

Tell me tell me
What makes you think that you are invincible
I can see it in your eyes that your so sure
Please don;t tell me that I am the only one that's vulnerable
Impossible

I was born to tell you I love you
Its that a song already
I get a B in originality
And its true I cant go on without you
Your smile makes me see clear
If you could only see in the mirror what I see

And your slowly shaking finger tips
Show that your scared like me so
Let pretend were alone
And I know you may be scared
And I know were unprepared
But I don't care

Tell me tell me
What makes you think that you are invincible
I can see it in your eyes that your so sure
Please don't tell me that I am the only one that's vulnerable
Impossible

Slow down girl your not going anywhere
Just wait around and see
Maybe I am much more you never no what lies ahead
I promise I can be anyone I can be anything
Just because you were hurt doesn't mean you shouldn't bleed
I can be anyone anything I promise I can be what you need

Tell me tell me
What makes you think that you are invincible
I can see it in your eyes that your so sure
Please don't tell me that I am the only one that's vulnerable
Impossible

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Waiting for your call, I'm sick, call I'm angry
call I'm desperate for your voice
Listening to the song we used to sing
In the car, do you remember
Butterfly, Early Summer
It's playing on repeat, Just like when we would meet
Like when we would meet

I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

Stripped and polished, I am new, I am fresh
I am feeling so ambitious, you and me, flesh to flesh
Cause every breath that you will take
when you are sitting next to me
will bring life into my deepest hopes, What's your fantasy?
(What's your, what's your...)

I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

And I'm tired of being all alone, and this solitary moment makes me want to come back home
(I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have)

I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight
(I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have)

Christine
10:56 PM

12:42 AM
Oh, and I thank the Lord for watching over my family! Thank God for watching over Dad. Dad's alright now :D :D :D

Christine
12:42 AM

Wednesday, January 16, 2008
10:05 PM
Bah!

Trained at Bedok again today in the morning. Had physical training, before going to swim. Today Coach wanted to "challenge" me further. He threw the 10 pound weights in the 1.85m pool and told me to dive under to retrieve it. Easy, you think. I've not finished. Retrieve it without my goggles on. Lol. Took me ahwile to overcome my mental block before I could do it.

Went to East Coast Park for lunch with Coach. I had no idea there was this Jap and Korean restaurant there serving good Jap food (: Hahha, Coach treated me to lunch. Makes me feel bad about it, but still. Thanks Coachhhh! :D :D :D

Headed to St Pats after that. Saw all of them, the Sec 1s, Nigel, Dwayneeeee, Des, Dan, Wes, John, Jeremy and everyone else! (: Practised for a while there. Oh, and I needed to use the toilet halfway, so John, Dan, and Des had to bring me to the toilet because I didn't know the way there and they had to get permission for me to use the toilet first. Haha. John started to count how many guys were looking, but he was just poking fun at me. Lol.

Went to CJC later with Coach. The J1s were having their trials (: And I learnt that Heman is there too! Nicholas, I think, is "in charge" of him in a way. Hhaa. So cool! My 1.5 and 2.5 classmate :D :D :D

Coach gave me a lift to Katong Mall, so I could meet up with Nig easily. He was at Gamers with the usual clique, minus Dan. Saw Des and the others at Gamers too. But I left first to meet Mommy and Daddy and we had Katong Laksa for dinner, yummy. Though Des keeps reminding me its fattening >.<

Mommy and Daddy got me donuts again! Actually I asked them to. Teehee. Thanks Mommy and Daddy! :D :D :D

After we've finished our Laksa, I went back to Gamers to look for Nigel. They all left also. John came along with us, for a lift. Lol. Should have really put him in the boot for disturbing me in St Pats. Lol. Okay, I gotta go offline soon. Got other stuffs to do (:

Christine
10:05 PM

Tuesday, January 15, 2008
9:46 PM
Its a long day. Met Coach at about almost 10am and we headed to the usual fitness corner in Bedok to do physical training. Today was slightly different, there were more variations, and more exercises added. Not alot more, but it made a difference to the entire work out.

After PT we headed down to Safra to practise shooting. My shots today weren't pretty ): Felt pretty upset and demoralized initially, but I'm sure I'll do better next time. And I'll learn how to cope with bad days like that I'm sure (:

Had lunch before going to St Pats. Saw the Sec 1s today, many more Dwaynes in the shooting team. Lol. But they're really cute. Anyways, Nigel wasn't around. Nig, Jeremy, Des, John etc have all gone to Safra to collect their guns. Dan took charge of the Sec 1s. I saw Wesley too.

Dan happily tortured the Sec 1s while I happily watched. Helped Dan to lay out the rifles for the Sec 1s. Oh, and I think Dan was incredible. He could lift the rifle single handedly! :D :D :D

Haha. Did some dry firing before Coach and I left for CJC with a CJ senior, Clarence. While in CJ I got to talk to Val, Ting Ting, Sean, Chris Chia and the others :D :D :D I miss having Mel around though ):

Mommy and Daddy then came to pick me up because it was already 6pm and they had just ended work (: I'm too lazy to go back on my own too. Hahaha, thanks Mommy and Daddy! :D

Christine
9:46 PM

Monday, January 14, 2008
10:33 PM
May Lord watch over Daddy and make sure he's alright. I'm sure Dad will be fine in no time (:

Christine
10:33 PM

3:02 PM
Training today's amazing. I'm no longer picking up 3 pounds weights but 10 pounds weights now. And I'm beginning to start swimming a bit more. Lol. Talked to Coach more today and learnt more stuff, regarding shooting and other things (:

Blog more later, Nigel wants to use the computer.

Christine
3:02 PM

8:38 AM
Oh, oh, I must add this in. I think my parents are cool. Very very cool (:

I've got a cool Mommy and a cool Daddy. Daddy likes No One from Alicia Keys, and I've yet to get it for him. Anyone has it? =x

Ahhhh, gotta go for traininggggg (:

Christine
8:38 AM

Sunday, January 13, 2008
5:44 PM
I know sometimes I pit myself against Mommy. But most of the times, I really don't mean to be rude. I just want her to know how I'd feel. Oh wells, sorry Mommy ):

I'm glad I've learnt how to apologise, especially so after I've attended Church. In a way, I've learnt to be more family orientated. And I ask of God to continue helping me to love my family, and even Him more.

Shooting today was okay, but it wasn't as good as Friday's score. Coach wants me to start shooting 60 shots for training. I shot a score of 512 today out of 600. Bahh. I wanna do better (:

I just watched Escape from Alcatraz. And I was reminded of the pictures I took. Okay, I know this is late. But I feel that I really shouldupload them Its a beautiful place. Not in a good way, but because its built in the middle of almost no where, it really captures my attention and amazes me. I still can't believe I got to see it. Its amazing.


I love Daddy! We share most of our interests. I love Dad :D

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Use me as you will,
Pull my strings just for a thrill.

Christine
5:44 PM

2:33 AM
New blogskin (:

Did the background and putting together of the pictures myself :D :D :D Its very simple. And probably very me. Many Julius, and his friends (:

Thanks Ningggggg for listening to my problems and helping me get all the Es. Hahah. Love you bitch :D

Christine
2:33 AM

12:51 AM
Thank you, my dear personal diary, my lifejacket. You hold all my secrets and my thoughts. And I know you'll be there to catch me when I fall. I'm glad I've found you in this lifetime. I'm glad I found such a wonderful friend in you (:

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I swear by the the moon
And the stars in the sky
And I swear like the
Shadow thats by your side
I see the questions in your eyes
I know whats waiting on your mind
You can be sure I know my part
cause I stand beside you through the years
Youll only cry those happy tears
And though I make mistakes
Ill never break your heart
And I swear by the moon
And the stars in the sky Ill be there
I swear like the shadow thats by your side
Ill be there for better or worse
Till death do us part
Ill love you with every beat of my heart
And I swear

Ill give you every thing I can
Ill build your dreams with these two hands
Well hang some memories on the wall
And when (and when) just the two of us are there
You wont have to ask if I still care
cause as the time changes the page
My love wont ever age at all

And I swear (I swear) by the moon
And the stars in the sky Ill be there (Ill be there)
I swear (and I swear) like the shadow thats by your side
Ill be there (Ill be there) for better or worse
Till death do us part Ill love you
With every single beat of my heart and I swear

And I swear (I swear) by the moon
And the stars in the sky Ill be there (Ill be there)
I swear (and I swear) like the shadow thats by your side
Ill be there (Ill be there)
For better or worse (better or worse)
Till death do us part Ill love you
With every single beat of my heart
I swear I swear I swear

Christine
12:51 AM

Saturday, January 12, 2008
8:53 PM
I will never let you fall!
I'll stand up with you forever!
I'll be there for you through it all,
Even if saving you sends me to heaven!
.

When I see your smile,
Tears run down my face.
I can't replace.
And now that I'm strong, I have figured out,
How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul.
And I know I'll find deep inside me,
I can be the one.

I will never let you fall. (let you fall.)
I'll stand up with you forever.
I'll be there for you through it all. (through it all.)
Even if saving you sends me to heaven.

It's okay.
It's okay.
It's okay-e-ay-e-ay.

Seasons are changing,
And waves are crashing,
And stars are falling all for us.
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter,
I can show you I'll be the one

I will never let you fall. (let you fall.)
I'll stand up with you forever.
I'll be there for you through it all. (through it all.)
Even if saving you sends me to heaven.

'Cause you're my, you're my, my-e-y-e-y,
My true love, my whole heart.
Please don't throw that away.
'Cause I'm here... for you!
Please don't walk away and,
Please tell me you'll stay... here!

Whoa-oh!
Stay!
Whoa-oh!

Use me as you will!
Pull my strings just for a thrill!
And I know I'll be okay,
Though my skies are turning gray! (gray! gray!)

I will never let you fall!
I'll stand up with you forever!
I'll be there for you through it all,
Even if saving you sends me to heaven!

I will never let you fall!
I'll stand up with you forever!
I'll be there for you through it all,
Even if saving you sends me to heaven! (fade out)

Christine
8:53 PM

8:09 PM
Facial today's so comfortable (: I got to sleep and rest. Anyways, when have I ever stayed awake throughout facial? Lol.

I went to NUM today, but its a pity they don't have my size for Miss Spoilt Brat. Daddy's gonna help me check out the other branches :D :D :D Thanks Daddddddyyyy (:

I tried on another tee, one of the Smurfs collections, the tee said "I Love Nerds". Haha, but I guess its just about it. Lol. I was just looking through the email NUM sent me and I was looking at their new collection. I want the Tom and Jerry one though. The one with Jerry saying "SAVE ALL YOUR DRAMA FOR YOUR MAMA" Hahha. Dad says its nice too. Its either that or Miss Spoilt Brat. Hopefully I'd get both too =x Lol.

Oh, and its so cool, I went to NUM today and saw the shirt I bought from America. The one with Bart Simpson writing lines on a board. Hahah, super cool. Love that shirt. I bought mine from Virgin store though. Now its on sale in NUM (:

Went to attend the 4.45pm mass. I was late though, so I'm made to stand =x Lol. Dan saw me when I was leaving, but Dan didn't call me. He said he did, but he did softly. Booo ):

Dan influenced me to listen to oldies. Now they're all stuck in my head. Lol. He tells me not to listen to Goodbye that much though. Said the lyrics are getting into me. Haha. Daddy gets all hyped up when he hears me listening to oldies and starts talking to me about them. Haha.

Oh boy, I love Your Guardian Angel too. Not so much of an oldie though. Hahah.
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I can see the pain living in your eyes
And I know how hard you try
You deserve to have so much more
I can feel your heart and I sympathize
And I'll never criticize
All you've ever meant to my life

I don't want to let you down
I don't want to lead you on
I don't want to hold you back
From where you might belong

You would never ask me why
My heart is so disguised
I just can't live a lie anymore
I would rather hurt myself
Than to ever make you cry
There's nothing left to say but goodbye

You deserve the chance at the kind of love
I'm not sure I'm worthy of
Losing you is painful to me

I don't want to let you down
I don't want to lead you on
I don't want to hold you back
From where you might belong

You would never ask me why
My heart is so disguised
I just can't live a lie anymore
I would rather hurt myself
Than to ever make you cry
There's nothing left to say, but goodbye

You would never ask me why
My heart is so disguised
I just can't live a lie anymore
I would rather hurt myself
Than to ever make you cry
There's nothing left to try
Though it's gonna hurt us both
There's no other way than to say goodbye

Christine
8:09 PM

11:35 AM
The other day when I accompanied Daddy I saw this NUM Spoilt Brat tee, and I kind of wanted it. Today Dad said to accompany him to pick up his pants he bought that day and sent for alteration, so he can buy me the tee. Then Mom asked what exaclty did he want to get me, and when she found out, Mommy gave me the WTH face. Lol. She expects me to not buy anymore clothes because she thinks I bought enough in America.

Then Dad said, "Its a spoilt brat tee, and she's one what, I think we should get it for her."

Boo, Daddy's mean. But anyway, I'd prolly get that tee. But maybe not, I'll have to go take a look again. Maybe I wouldn't like it anymore when I see it again. Okay, I got to go now. Late for facial!

Christine
11:35 AM

10:35 AM
Oh, I love Rule The World. Bahh. Sorry, just random, but Rule The World's so nice! Oh, and Goodbye too. ): ): ):

Okay, I gotta stop my nonsense.

Christine
10:35 AM

Friday, January 11, 2008
9:40 PM
Ahh. I feel weird ):

I think we're drifting apart. I hope we wont ):

Christine
9:40 PM

2:25 PM
For a start,

I saw Red curled up in the corner sleeping. So I sneaked up to try take a picture.
But he woke up startled instead. Nevertheless, Red's still cute (:

.
Swimming and shooting today (:
Woke up at 8.30am feeling worn out.I've been training like this since Friday, and its tiring me a little. Struggled to get out of bed abit before getting ready to go. Walked to the MRT station as usual. I no longer take the bus to the MRT station, I guess its just more refreshing to take a walk in the morning, and I've been more of less influenced by going out with the guys. We always walk to my house when we meet for breakfast or something.

Anyways, I was made to pick up more dumbells today. Probably picked up around 10 dumbells this time. Its not as scary because I remembered my goggles :D :D :D Muahah. Its still tiring though, its hard to dive under 1.85m of water. Oh, and Coach says the next time I am made to pick up dumbells, it will no longer weigh only 2.5kg, he'll be throwing in 5kg dumbells.
Went to Safra to continue to train for shooting. Coach dropped me off while he went for his meeting first. Practised grouping before I started to shoot 40 shots. I've set a new record for myself, 358 :D :D :D I'm exhilarated and thrilled. I'm so happy that I'll upload the picture of my 4 cards.

9s and 10s (:


This is to remind me that I can do it (:

Maybe I'd have done better if my last 2 series weren't so scattered.

Christine
2:25 PM

12:11 AM
I'm changing my blogskin. But I'm still in the midst of putting it together. I've just got the background done. Its gonna be a simple one, and one that will be on Paul Frank :D Its gonna be something I'll put together myself. I hope it turns out right.

And I thank the Lord for loving me. Loving me so much to bless me with great friends, new friends. It is said that in every life, there'd be this one person who'd always be your best friend. Now I not only have one, but I found more. And these friendships are and have been built on strong foundation. Thank God, for all that He has given me.

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You are the one, who makes me shine like the sun.
I'd keep you warm.

Christine
12:11 AM

Thursday, January 10, 2008
12:41 AM
I'm not giving in to you anymore. Not going to be a pushover. I'll give in to reasoning. My heart doesnt belong to you, its over. Everything's over. I'm happy, much happier this way (:

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Dan! Your cheese held my crust well! :D

Christine
12:41 AM

Wednesday, January 09, 2008
9:45 PM
You can have the entire world. But you'd never have my heart.

Christine
9:45 PM

9:13 PM
If this is what you want, I'd give in. I'd relent, but not in the name of love or anything else. But only for my friends. You're still an ass to me. You'll always be.

Christine
9:13 PM

8:31 PM
You just make me feel so annoyed. Annoyed with not just you, but everything. You'd tear me apart, go on anyway. Its probably best this way. Isn't this what you want?

I'm so sick and tired of you.

I'll melt away in the summer air.
I'll escape from Eden's walls.
I'll lose myself in anguish for tonight.

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Today's so tiring. Had physical training, and went to the pool. Blowed bubbles, floated, and picked up dumbells undewater. And none of them was easy. Came home for a short rest, before going out to shoot with CJ shooters. Thank Mommy and Daddy for fetching me back. I wouldn't have the extra strength to drag myself home. I feel so tired, not so much physically, but rather, mentally. You're a mental strain.

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You light, the skies up above me
A star, so bright you blind me
Don't close your eyes
Don't fade away
Don't fade away

Yeh you and me we can ride on a star
If you stay with me girl, we can rule the world
Yeh you and me we can light up the sky
If you stay by my side, we can rule the world.

If walls, break down, I will come for you
If angels cry, oh I'll be there for you
You've saved my soul
Don't leave me now
Don't leave me now

Yeh you and me we can ride on a star
If you stay with me girl, we can rule the world
Yeh you and me we can light up the sky
If you stay by my side, we can rule the world.

All the stars are coming out tonight
They're lighting up the sky tonight
For you
For you
All the stars are coming out tonight
They're lighting up the sky tonight
For you
For you,

Yeh you and me we can ride on a star
If you stay with me girl, we can rule the world
Yeh you and me we can light up the sky
If you stay by my side, we can rule the world.

All the stars are coming out tonight
They're lighting up the sky tonight
For you
For you
All the stars are coming out tonight
They're lighting up the sky tonight
For you
For you

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I can no longer light up your skies.

Christine
8:31 PM

2:25 PM
I hadn't felt anything when I heard about the passing on of our local celebrity, and my teacher for the acting class years back. I hadn't sat to think and ponder, until yesterday. His laughter continuously rang in the back of my mind. He made us did the silliest things in the class. Crawl like cats, exercised and stuff. Made us come up with a storyline for a short skit, make us try to discover our inner talent to act, which I unfortunately never did. I cannot act for nuts. But its not because he's a lousy teacher. I'm not a born-actor I guess. The pressure was on everytime we had to act in front of him, like how I could always cry and wail when we were practising, but would end up whining and smile like a fool when someone dear was supposed to have just passed away. But he never scolded anyone of us. He was patient, and understanding. He seemed to be able to put himself in the shoes of every 12 or 13-year-old trying to be serious. He had no airs.

May God bring him back to His kingdom, where He belongs.

It just dawned on me how fragile our lives are. But yet, I have no idea how full I can live mine to.

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A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love purpose hard to find
While I recall all the words you spoke to me
Can't help but wish that I was there
Back where I'd love to be, oh yeah

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
to hold her when I'm not around,
when I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
But I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
’Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again

There's nothing here for me on this barren road
There's no one here while the city sleeps
and all the shops are closed
Can't help but think of the times I've had with you
Pictures and some memories will have to help me through, oh yeah

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
to hold her when I'm not around,
when I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
’Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again

Some search, never finding a way
Before long, they waste away
I found you, something told me to stay
I gave in, to selfish ways
And how I miss someone to hold
when hope begins to fade...

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love purpose hard to find

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
to hold her when I'm not around,
when I'm much too far away
We all need the person who can be true to you
I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
’Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again

Christine
2:25 PM

8:50 AM
Still frustrated, very frustrated.

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I'd do all I can to keep my friends safe. Safe from you, or anything to come. Your threats won't come true. Because you know I won't allow that to happen.

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The roles have been switched, the cheese now holds and supports the crust together.

Christine
8:50 AM

Tuesday, January 08, 2008
9:47 PM
I'm frustrated.
I'm annoyed.
I'm confused.
I'm pissed off.
I'm angry.
I'm upset.
I'm sad.
I'm frustrated.
I'm annoyed.
I'm confused.
Frustrated.
Annoyed.
Confused.
Pissed.
Frustrated.
Annoyed.
Confused.
Frustrated.
Annoyed.
Pissed.

Frustrated.
Annoyed.
Confused.

I'm feeling negative. Why won't you just leave me alone? When would you get over it? And leave everyone else alone, leave my friends alone, leave me alone.

.

What happens to the cheese in the cheesecake when the crust falls apart?
The crust has already gave way, fell apart, and is no longer able to support anymore cheese.

): ): ):

Christine
9:47 PM

6:08 PM
I just came back from PRCS. Its good seeing my old friends. Weening, Joyna, Jaena, Michelle, Alex, Alan, Darryl, GX, YX, Cheryl, and everyone else. Especially the usual clique, Weening, Jaena and the others, Alex, Alan and the guys. My favourite people in possibly the entire school (:

Gave out souvenirs, well titbits more like it. Christian wasn't in school today, so his gum and stuff were with Alex or Alan. Lol. I felt like Santa Claus, bringing to school bags of chocolates and stuffs. Weening left early first with Yuan Ping and Wei Ling caue they were going out. Lol. Chatted with Alex and the guys after Jaena and Mich went for CCA. I met Joyna and Nikki on the way to school, and passed her her stuff already (: We'll catch up soon I'm sure.

Returned all his stuff to him through the guys. Not interested to keep and hold on to past memories. And he should really stop messaging or calling anyone. I'm not changing my mind. Give up, and get over it. Anyways, he's probably just shedding crocodile tears. Someone who can continue pestering me to get back to him, asking someone else to be his girlfriend at the same time, seriously, I don't buy that shit. I've already came to know, the other time when I confronted you about the asking-someone-else-being-your-girlfriend-rumour, you denied. You always deny. Thats so typical of you. And it was true, I've closed an eye. I didn't bother. I let you be, because I've already lost all hopes on you. You're hopeless to me. Now you're "begging for me to go back to you" (quote, unquote him, himself), while you're asking someone else to be your girlfriend. Honestly, I'm not a 3-year-old. Don't give me anymore of your nonsense. Get on with your life and leave me alone.

Anyways, went out with Coach to Safra today, but the lanes were all booked, correction. The entire shooting range were booked by the Army. So I couldn't train today. Instead, we sat down and talked. Lol. The range's booked till Thursday ): There's PT tomorrow again, and possibly swimming. I'm tired especially after yesterday's training, but I'm not complaining. I need to build up my stamina :D :D :D

Christine
6:08 PM

Monday, January 07, 2008
11:27 PM
First things first,



HAPPY BIRTHDAY DESMOND! :D :D :D


Ahpek, one year older already, finally caught up with my age, and you can go play pool and watch NC16 movies without being sneaky. Lol. Especially since Wes is also 16 now, you two must be up to loads of mischieve and up to no good. Haha. Anyways, its been great hanging out with you guys, and I've made faaantastic friends, and best friends I probably would have and cherish dearly for life. Its amazing how we are all united with the passion for the same sport. And you guys never fail to make me stand out among the clique because I'm the only girl. Haha. Thanks for everything. Be it lending me a listening ear, asking for my opinions and preferences and even holding the door for me. Thanks Desmondos :D Eh, and if you continue calling me Aunty I'll continue to call you Ahpek (: And until you get your 6pecs I wouldn't say you're hot. Haaahh.



This is for you, my friend (:

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Today was physical training. Trained at the fitness corner at Bedok sports complex with Coach. No wait, Coach coached me. Yah. He didn't train. It was so tiring, I even felt faint. Haha. Seriously too weak. I need to train and build up stamina. I'll need it for shooting.

Coach told me not to train on Saturdays and Sundays, because he's afraid I'll multiply my mistakes, in terms of techniques and everything. He asked what goals and aims do I have in shooting. Lol, its a question I've thought and pondered and have concluded time and again. I arrive at the same final answer. Haha (:

After training I came home to bathe before going out. I wore the wrong heels out ): Thank God Lia was home and she so kindly brought me my comfy pair of heels :D :D :D Thanks Lia! I swear I love this girl. She helped me choose what skirt to wear because I can't make up my mind. Haha. Waited for her at the bus stop and after changing out of the wrong heels, she helped me hail a taxi. I wasn't aware that there were this group of guys from Loyang Sec behind us were watching and when I got into the taxi, I waved goodbye to Lia. And one of the guys waved back. Hahh. I was stunned for a moment. But ended up smiling, seriously cute.

But Lia told me after I left the guy who waved told her, "She's very very pretty ah", because he saw Lia laughing at him. Haha. I feel flattered. Okay, bhb already =x

Took the cab to St Pats and alighted in front of the bus stop. Wesley had already brought Des to the bus stop. Lol. It was supposed to be a surprise. Hahha. It was funny seeing Des's reaction. Passed him his gift, an NUM top which is RED (I love! :D :D :D) saying, "Everyone loves an Asian boy". Haha. Well, everyone would love this Asian boy then. Haha. Then met Nigel at the same bus stop while Des and the others left after Nig came. Nig and I then cabbed to Golden Mile at Beach Road so I can try my pistol grip. They gave me the XS handle. It fits (: I can always adjust it further if I want it smaller anyways. Haha. Bought 500 pistol cards at the same time. Every 250 target cards costs $21.40. Lol.

Met Mommy at Suntec then and Nig and I had lunch there, and we bought the Simpsons VCD, and FACTORY DONUTS :D :D :D, I just ate them last week but I can't seem to grow bored of them. Lol. Bought a box of 12. its standard, we always buy boxes of 12. Haha. Anyways, Mommy then brought me to get my swimming costume. Its red (: Haha, but I paired it with black shorts. Lol. I need it for training. I need to train controlling my breath.

Ahh! I've got shooting tomorrow at 9.30am, and its actually 1.57am now on the 08 Jan, but I adjusted the time earlier so I could wish Des happy birthday. Now I really gotta go to bed.

Christine
11:27 PM