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CHRISTINE

IS

BLESSED WITH GOOD FRIENDS


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&BONJOUR!
BABY, ITS A LOVE-HATE AFFAIR,
(AND YOU'LL NEVER UNDERSTAND). (:

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Christine Danielle Teo
RED
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Tuesday, October 31, 2006
10:38 PM
I.am.very.contradicting.

I talked about so many songs I plan to change my blog song to, but I ended up picking none. I chose She will be loved instead by Maroon5. Ancient song, but still love it (=

Christine
10:38 PM

9:58 PM
Stacie Orrico - Stuck

I can't get out of bed today
Or get you off my mind
I just can't seem to find a way
To leave the love behind

I ain't trippin
I'm just missing (you)
You know what I'm saying
You know what I mean

You kept me hanging on a string
While you made me cry
I try to give you everything
But you just gave me lies

I ain't trippin
I'm just missing (you)
You know what I'm saying
You know what I mean (yeah)

Every now and then
When I'm all alone
I be wishing you will call me on the telephone
Say you want me back
But you never do
I feel like such a fool
There's nothing I can do..
I'm such a fool
For you

I can't take it
what am i waiting for?
my hearts still breaking
I miss you even more
And I can't fake it
The way I could before
I hate you, but I love you
I can't stop thinking of you!
It's true
I'm stuck on you

Now love's a broken record that's
Been skipping in my head
I keep singing yesterday
Why we got to play these games we play?

I ain't trippin
I'm just missing (you)
You know what I'm saying
You know what I mean (yeah)

Every now and then
When I'm all alone
I be wishing you will call me on the telephone
Say you want me back
But you never do
I feel like such a fool

I can't take it
what am i waiting for?
my hearts still breaking
I miss you even more
And I can't fake it
The way I could before
I hate you, but I love you
I can't stop thinking of you!
It's true
I'm stuck on you (yoooh-oooh-ooh yeah yeah)

Every now and then
When I'm all alone
I be wishing you will call me on the tel-e-phone
Say you want me back
But you never do
I feel like such a fool
There's nothing I can do..
I'm such a fool
For you

I can't take it
what am i waiting for?
my hearts still breaking
I miss you even more
And I can't fake it
The way I could before
I hate you, but I love you
I can't stop thinking of you-
I hate you, but I love you
I can't stop thinking of you
(don't know what to do)
I'm stuck on you

Christine
9:58 PM

7:50 PM
Today was so-so. Called out by Mr Teo in the first period to be questioned why Jaena and my mistakes were similar. -.-" Like, hellooo. Its a worksheet. Not even homework, or test. I know we're supposed to try. But no one said we couldn't ask our friends if we didn't know. Also, we were wrong because we were supposed to change the question a little cause there was a number missing but we didn't. It was so noisy in class, like anyone could hear him speak. He couldn't even control the class and he took such a long time to explain ONE example.

We just told him to go check through all the papers and see how many similar worksheets there were. I never liked him. Ever since he taught us for the first lesson yesterday. He likes us to go up to him when he's so near us and he could just pass the paper to us. I already put my hand out to take the paper. Then he asked me to go over. Sickening. I don't like him. Dzakir was pissed with him also. I told him he was lame. But he really was -.-"

Oh, I'm going to keep all the letters we wrote since yesterday and keep it properly. We're going to keep in touch by writing letters to update each other of whats going on in class too! =D

After school today, Joyna, Jaena, Yanhong and me went to Macs for lunch. We all went home to leave our bags first while Joyna came over to my house. Red was acting cute =/ Catched up quite abit. Talked alot and ate quite alot. Then Joyna and me went back to school while Yanhong and Jaena headed back home. We then met with our own darlings and headed home.

We'll still keep in touch okay? Promise (=

Christine
7:50 PM

Monday, October 30, 2006
8:53 PM
Changed my blog song again. I can't seem to have one that I really really like. But nevermind. This time it's Destiny's Child's Emotions. Old song, but still really nice. Maybe I'll change it to Alicia Keys and Usher's My Boo the next time round, or maybe Natalie's Going Crazy, or maybe Alicia Key's If I Ain't Got You. Maybe..

Won't you save the last dance for me?

I.am.bored.
So.damned.freaking.bored.

Most likely going out for girl's outings sometime soon. With Joyna, one with Jaena and the rest, and one with Yvonne and Meiyan. Still not confirmed. But hopefully. Hopefully there'll be one outing where it'l be a mix of guys and girls then I'll get to come our with Darling as well. And I can tell Mom that I'm not the only girl for once..

Beauty queen of only 18.

Christine
8:53 PM

7:18 PM
I just changed Darling's friendster profile. We have got the same profile now. But out colours are inverted. Those that are Red in my profile are black in his. And vice versa.

We wrote letters in class today. Its probably our last letter we're going to write in class. But we'll still write letters to keep in touch =D We will we will.

Next year must work hard already. Major exams at the end of the year. Will definitely miss you alot next year. But its okay. Hahhahhaha, we've all cheered up. We've learnt to take things in our stride. Its not a really bad thing anyways. We all have to face it sooner or later. We're all still friends anyways, and we will always be (=

Christine
7:18 PM

Sunday, October 29, 2006
10:27 PM
I seem to be PMS-ing alot lately. But it can't be. My period's over. But heck.

I went to Vivo City today with my mom, my dad, and my brother. Vivo is huuuuuuuuggggggggggeeeeeeee. My legs were aching already after shopping around the first level. Especially since I've had little sleep on Friday and yesterday, and I went to Marina Square yesterday to shop- I was already tired. Mom and I went shopping while the boys went to the arcade -.-" As usual.

We went to Topshop- we always go to Topshop. New stock of clothes came in I think. Or maybe they've got different designs in different branches. I handed her this green top which I felt was unique and cute =/ I managed to persuade her to buy it. It looked good on her, she looked younger, livelier, and more perked. It was also something different from her wardrobe. Most of her clothes are black.

We walked around, and around, and around. And I only managed to shop till the second level. And we gave up and went for food. We planned to shop again after our late lunch but we didn't. We just headed back. It was already 5pm by then. Church was at 6.

I think I'm down with flu or something. I kept shivering in Vivo. It just felt cold..

I fell asleep in the car, while Dad and Mom popped by at Katong to get our computer tables then Dad drove us to church. After church we went to The Cheesecake Cafe for our dinner. It was a really cosy place to rest. We stayed for a while before heading back because we remembered that Red has not eaten and Dad said Red's fasting. So we decided we better head back fast.

I'm so tired. I'm close to finishing Devil beside you. The main lead inside reminds me of Dar =/ In terms of character wise, I mean.

Christine
10:27 PM

Saturday, October 28, 2006
7:59 PM
And I can only accompany you till here. But this doesn't put a stop to our friendship.

Christine
7:59 PM

4:39 AM
Everything I knew - Busted.

Everything i knew just went out the window
Know i can depend on you - forever
And i never thought i'd see
My life walk away from me
I thought we'd always be - together

Notice you didn't have to pay
For every word i say
And i wish i could change your decision
And you know that i try
And tell you what it's like
But you just wouldn't listen

Lets go back lets rewind to the days that remind me
of all the good times that we spent together
And i don't know why we just let it all slide
When we both knew inside we were right for each other

I don't know what to do
Cos your everything that i knew

Everythings the same
It's like tomorrow never came
We used to talk about - whatever
And the seasons never change
We never used to act our age, everytime we were - together

Notice you didn't have to pay
For every word i say
And i wish i could change your decision
And you know that i try
And tell you what it's like
But you just wouldn't listen

I don't know what to do
Cos your everything that i knew

How can you just walk out of my life
Without even giving a reason
And how can you look so good
The day i watched you leaving

.

And how can you just walk out of my life?

Christine
4:39 AM

4:22 AM
Its late. I'm not in bed. I should be sleeping. I'm not tired. Is already 4.14am. I don't feel like sleeping. I guess I won't be sleeping. I guess I'm not sleeping tonight. Not tonight.

I survived on liquid for the day. I snacked on chips at night and i puked it out just, now. I don't feel hungry. Its creeping me out.

.

Busted - Can't Break Through

We wouldn't last for the week
I guess they think that I'm a freak
They hated my blue streak
I cant control this

Why does it feel like it's raining in my head?
I don't understand
Why are you always complaining about me
You don't even know who I am
Don't think I wanna know you
I'm tired of running after you
I won't say it started cause
Cos' I don't need you
I've given up and never reminisce
I found a way of getting over this
I let go in everyway
Cos' I don't need you

I feel that it's time
For me to draw the line
(I know that I'll be fine)
Without your bitchin'
Cos' everyday I become
A little less known
Like I don't even know you

Why does it feel like it's raining in my head?
I don't understand
Why are you always complaining about me
You don't even know who I am
Don't think I wanna know you
I'm tired of running after you
I won't say it started cause
Cos' I don't need you
I've given up and never reminisce
I found a way of getting over this
I let go in everyway
Cos' I don't need you

Don't think I wanna know you
I'm tired of running after you
I won't say it started cause
Cos' I don't need you
I've given up and never reminisce
I found a way of getting over this
I let go in everyway
Cos' I don't need you

Cos' I don't need you

Don't think I wanna know
I've gotta go before I go crazy
I let go in everyway
Cos' anyway, I know that you hate me
Don't think I wanna know
I've gotta go before I go crazy
I let go in everyway
Cos' anyway, I know that you hate me
Don't think I wanna know
I've gotta go before I go crazy
I let go in everyway
Cos' anyway, I know that you hate me

Christine
4:22 AM

Friday, October 27, 2006
4:31 PM
Still have not eaten and not at all hungry.

Christine
4:31 PM

1:47 PM
Today feels weird. It feels like its all just a dream, and I wish it is. I feel this tinge of sadness within me, yet I don't feel devastated, like yesterday.. I just feel, like crying. Just do nothing but cry, but no. I'm staying strong. I feel like crying. I don't know why.

My stomach feels weird. I only ate a meal of lunch for the whole of yesterday, and I'm not hungry. I've not eaten at all today, but I still don't feel hungry. I don't know why.

Everything just happened. I never saw it coming. I don't know why.

I made Meiyan cry with me yesterday. Everything just seemed to fall apart. Yet, I don't know why.

I guess I'll never know why..

Christine
1:47 PM

Thursday, October 26, 2006
9:52 PM
Congratulations, Miss Teo. We are pleased to inform you that today is probably one of the shittiest day of your life.

.

Today's shittie.
My best friend and I will be seperated, as of the beginning of next year, 2007.
Today's shittie.
My good friends are all leaving me, literally.
Today's shittie.
I'll miss my best friend.
Today's shittie.
It'll be extremely weird without her around.
Today's shittie.
I never saw this coming.
Today's shittie.
I never, EVER, expected this.
Today's shittie.
I never expected us to be in a different class.
Today's shittie.
I'll have to go to a JC/Poly by myself.
Today's shittie.
Half of all our plans for the future will have to be altered.
Today's shittie.
Who's going to accompany me to the toilet?
Today's shittie.
How are we going to talk, again?
Today's shittie.
How are we going to catch up?
Today's shittie.
Are we going to drift apart?
Today's shittie.
Is this going to be another case like Weening and us?
Today's shittie.
Who will I turn to when I'm down and need a girlfriend to talk to?
Today's shittie.
Who's going to be there for me?
Today's shittie.
Who can understand me better than she does?
Today's shittie.
Why is this the only option?
Today's shittie.
What's going to happen to me?
Today's shittie.
What's going to happen to her?
Today's shittie.
What's going to happen to us?
Today's shittie.
What's going to happen to us?
Today's shittie.
Whats going to happen to us?
Whats going to happen to us?
Whats going to happen to us?

Whats going to happen to us?

I'll miss Chiko. I'll miss that guy who always stares at you for nothing then smile, I'll miss the guy who'd give me his hand when I said paw and tell me that he's not a dog laughing. I'll miss seeing the girl I have been seeing for the past whole year, the one whom has sat in front of me and to my left throughout this whole year. I'll miss all of them.

Its going to be weird. I feel weird. Its weird enough just imagining we'd be in two different classes, and not be in the same class anymore. I'm just too used to seeing her in class everyday. I can't imagine being in a class without her. What's going to happen to our grow-up plans. Who's going to work with me while waiting for our O'level results? It sounds corny, but I'll really really miss her.

Its prolly the first time I cried so much over such a long period of time in my whole life. But I still feel like crying more. Its not helping. I've got to be strong. I've got to be strong. I've got to be strong..

Today's PTM sucked. As it always did for the past few years. Many subject teachers, and the discipline master himself spoke to me. It all started off when a dad of my friend asked my dad randomly who his daughter was. When he heard my name, he was taken aback and went, "Your daughter's Christine?!", then the DM overheard and reconfirmed with my dad if I'm his daughter.

They talked to me about how I'm a distraction to him and him to me, on how I should be prioritising my priorities well, how BGR can always wait.

(Top of the conversation is not shown. Too long).......
Belvin just got promoted by this much.
I stare at him.
You're a distraction to him.
I stare at him.
Of course, he's also a distraction to you.
I stare at him.
You don't want to see your grades slide like that do you?
I stare at him.
To what stage have you two progressed?
Nothing over our limits.
Sure?
Yes- I look him straight in the eye.
You're a smart girl.
I stare at him.
Your parents have asked for me to talk to you.
I want to end this conversation.
Things turn out ugly if we intervene.
I want to end this conversation.
I believe you know what to do.
I want to end this conversation.
But if I receive parents' complaints, I'll have no choice but to take action.
I want to end this conversation.
Things will really turn out ugly then. You know?
I need to end this conversation. I nod my head.

I think over what he says and I don't disagree. But there are things they don't know. They don't understand. There are things they will never know..

I still can't imagine being in a class without her, its just so strange. So, so strange.

"But, Romeo and Juliet died in the end."

I miss you.

Christine
9:52 PM

Wednesday, October 25, 2006
9:22 PM
Oh! And, Mom and I bought Royce' chocolates yesterday =D And, we've finished it already -.-"

HAHAHAHHAHA.

Red's afraid of lightning and thunder. Scardy cat dog, I mean.

Christine
9:22 PM

7:23 PM
I went shopping after church yesterday. Headed down to Suntec with Mom. Saw a couple of nice tank tops but decided not to buy cause we'd prolly be going to Australia at the end of the year. Besides, I can easily purchase nice tops from Flesh Imp too. =/

I bought my kitten heels! =D I bought the white based with red strap heels. Good customer's service. HAHAHAHA -.-"

I also bought a silver chain, the long dang-ly kind at Topshop. The long long kind, like my 2 beaded-necklace, the black and the red one I always wear. I'm sharing it with Mom, it'll look good on her. We almost bought another necklace from Topshop. Its chain is really fine, with a knot in the middle and more chains dangling down. Its long as well. I think I kinda like, and am into long necklaces.

.

Joyna and me were catching up today while the guys played soccer. Its good to have someone else there whom I can talk to while waiting, better yet, my best friend to accompany me. So we talked, and planned to go out during the holidays to go shopping. It'll probably just be the two of us. Going to shop for our bags (we want clutch bags! =D), and school bags and probably clothes. We couldn't decide who else to call, cause it'd be weird. We'll prolly just.. pangseh that person - whoever it is - and make her feel weird. Very, very typical of us -.-"

I don't like sissybitch =x

Oh, Jaena told us a lame joke the other day.

Jaena: "Once, there was a man who lived in the dessert and was extremely tanned (reminds us of? tsktsk =/ joking! no offence), and was granted 3 wishes. His first wish was to turn whiter. His second wish was to have a constant supply of water - desert no water. And, his third wish was to be able to see many many girl's butt. (wth?!) His wish was granted and he turned into a toilet bowl."

If my toilet bowl were once a man, then poor him. He'd only be able to face guy's butts everyday. The white toilet bowl's only used by my dad and brother -.-"

Christine
7:23 PM

Tuesday, October 24, 2006
1:21 PM
I want the soundtracks of Princess Hours -.-"

Christine
1:21 PM

1:03 PM
I MANAGED TO MAKE IT PLAY WITHOUT HAVING TO CLICK ANYTHING! :D

I'm such a genius =/

Christine
1:03 PM

12:51 PM
MY BLOG SONG'S FINALLY UP! =D

I was contemplating between Paris Hilton's songs or Christina Aguilera's. But I chose Christina's Ain't no other man in the end. Lol, I like Paris. =/

But, in order to hear the song, you've to click the play button )= I was hoping for it to play on its own. -.-"

Christine
12:51 PM

10:05 AM
Stupid.
Damn.
Pimple.
Just.
Won't.
Go.
Away.
-.-"

Freeaaaaaaakkk!!!

Pimple pimple go away )=

Christine
10:05 AM

Monday, October 23, 2006
7:20 PM
Oh.My.God. Meiyan and Yvonne actually bought my belated birthday gift. Lol. They were so secretive. And when they called me in the morning they were all grinning from ear to ear. So suspicious. I actually thought they wanted to make fun of me of that irritating pimplpe on my nose (of all places why nose?!) -.-" Hahahaha.

Anyway, they got me an Eeyore soft toy speaker. It was so cute. I didn't know it was a speaker. Until they told me. Thank you so so much, its so adorable. And, I thought Eeyore would fail me. But it didn't =D It actually works on my iPod and computer. Its sooooo cute, even my brother likes it.

Thank you Meiyan, and Yvonne =D

Dar's out to play soccer. I miss you (:

Christine
7:20 PM

Sunday, October 22, 2006
5:40 PM
Just reached home. We brought Red for his 3rd vaccination jab just now. He as squirming away when the vet was giving him his jab. He barked damn loudly continuously. The vet even talked about de-sexing him or what-so-ever. But, Dad and I have discussed and we think its best not to send him for that surgery. Its so cruel to him.

Mom's relative's here. So we're not going to church this week. Weirdo -.-"

Christine
5:40 PM

11:08 AM
Red's 3rd vaccination is due. We actually made an appointment for today-for his injection. But we cancelled it last minute due to some, er, family problems.

I've got tuition at 12.30pm. -.-"
Exams over already lei! Still got tuition, WTH?! No fair lor, people all resting and going out, then I still mugging. Before exams tell me say, work hard for a few more days, then you can rest already. After exams tell me say, work hard for another year, after O'levels no need worry already. Liars! Then after O'levels you'd prolly say work harder for your A'levels, then you can go into University and get your car. You'll probably be rambling on till I finally get a job and prove myself useful in this society -.-"

Church in the evening later on. I'm up so early today. Gonna talk to Dar now (=

Christine
11:08 AM

Saturday, October 21, 2006
9:49 PM
I've changed my blogskin (= My current one's featuring the Olsen twins and the Lyrics and from Pink's You & Your Hand. It didn't take me that long to find a skin that I liked suprisingly.

I'm not here for your entertainment
You don't really want to mess with me tonight
Just stop and take a second
I was fine before you walked into my life
Cause you know it's over
Before it began
Keep your drink just give me the money
It's just you and your hand tonight

In the corner with your boys you bet up five bucks
To get at the girl that just walked in but she thinks you suck
We didn't get all dressed up just for you to see
So quit spilling your drinks on me.

I wanted to use the Paris Hilton skin I stumbled upon. It was really red. Even Paris Hilton was wearing red and red lipstick and stuffs. But it kinda lacked the wow-factor. Not Paris Hilton lacking the wow-factor. The skin, I mean. It was similar to the blogskin I had months ago when I moved to -pootine.blogspot.com. Very simple, red, and white.

Okay okay, going write Darling his testimonial now. I promised him one.

Christine
9:49 PM

3:39 AM
Christina Aguilera - Ain't no other man

Ain't no other man

Do your thang honey!

Ain't no other man,
can stand up next to you
Ain't no other man on the planet does what you do
(what you do).
You're the kinda guy, a girl finds in a blue moon.
You got soul, you got class.
You got style shake your bad arse - oh yeah!
Ain't no other man its true - alright -
Ain't no other man but you.

Do your thang honey!

I had feelings from the start,
Couldn't stand to be apart.
Something about you caught my eye,
Something moved me deep inside!
Don't know what you did boy but
You had it and i've been hooked ever since.
I told my mother, my brother, my sister and my friend
You're the other, my lover don't have to past the test.
Everytime i see you everything starts making sense.

Do your thang honey!

Ain't no other man, can stand up next to you
Ain't no other man on the planet does what you do
(what you do).
You're the kinda guy, a girl finds in a blue moon.
You got soul, you got class.
You got style shake your bad arse - oh yeah!
Ain't no other man its true - alright -
Ain't no other man but you.

Dedicated to the special you (=

Christine
3:39 AM

3:30 AM
Shadows bleeding through the light,
Where's the love once shined so bright?

Love's not always black and white.
Haven't I always loved you?

Bruised and battered by your words.
Dazed and shattered how it hurts.

Christine
3:30 AM

Friday, October 20, 2006
11:36 PM
Today was fabulous. Everything seemed to fall into place. Prolly the last bit screwed up, but everything was ironed out and all in all, I think today was great.

I woke up late today. At 10+ coming 11 after I was awaken by his call. Mom let me out today. I'm glad she did. But, I'm still not really talking to her cause I'm pissed with her for moving my computer down.

We met up at about 12.45pm. He came below my block to meet me, then we proceeded to meet Weiji for lunch at Whitesands. I met a really sweet Secondary 1 friend. If I'm not mistaken, her name's Amanda. She's really sweet, and sweet.We then proceeded to Tampines Mall at about, 2pm. We got the movie tickets for Death Note's 3.10pm show. So we had about an hour to waste.

We went to the arcade to challenge Daytona. I bet you guys reading this would expect me to win, and I did! =D but no! He won. Dang. No fair la okay. I crashed twice in the beginning. So not counted. I still won him the first time we challenged when we went out the other time, furthermore, it was my first time at the Manual gear. So I win I win. =D

After the Daytona games we found out we only spent 15 minutes of our hour away. So we decided to get our asses out of the arcade and walk around. We went to Century Square, and we were squabbling over who was "prettier" and he went on talking about how everyone (made-up people, HAHA) was looking at us cause he's handsome and stuffs while I insisted that everyone (this time its REAL people, HAHAHAHAHAHA! =x i wish) was looking at him cause they're wondering, "How the hell did he get such a gorgeous girlfriend?!" So he was all huffy and said, "Okay! I now walk away go find other girl." Only that, of course, he wouldn't find a gorgeous-er girl than me. HAHAHAHA. I'm just kidding. Really. Kidding. Please do NOT take me seriously. Oh, and we met Adelyn, Shuming and Swee Min (=

Death Note portrayed me an image of a ghost show thing or something, but I felt it was more of a comedy-criminal catching show. Some parts are scary, but not because of ghostly stuffs that creep you out but because of the sudden shock you'll recieve. But, overall. I think there's only like one shocking scene. Its not that bad, but its not fantastic either.

We went for an early dinner after the movie, and left for Bugis. We travelled by train throughout. I fell asleep on his shoulder while in the train. We were listening to the iPod. He kept telling me to get more rest whenever I woke up. When we reached Bugis it was about 6.30pm. We walked along Bugis Street. I found my pumps! But, I'm not sure if they're the ones I would really want. I only had a mere glance. We also saw Michelle, the one who has left our school. Then we went to meet Dad at 7.00pm. But left at about 7.30pm and helped Alex buy his stuffs first before walking over to my tuition area to wait for my tuition to begin.

While waiting for tuition to start, Vanessa came along, followed by Jiaping, and Dad, who came over to meet us, then Qiyang came, and the other started streaming in. He left when I went in for classes and Dad waited till lessons ended.

Today was really great. I'll never be bored of coming out like that and spending days like these. We were supposed to get our slippers, eat Swensens's Earthquake. But, we decided that we can have them later. Ice-creams and slippers can be eaten and bought another time. As long as we enjoyed ourselves, at least I did, everything else wouldn't matter.

HAPPY 3 MONTHS! =D
I LOVE YOU (=

Finished Princess Hours, proceeding on to Devil Beside You, then that Ai Qing Mo Fa Shi thingy, and Full House. A little late, but better late than never. =/

Christine
11:36 PM

Thursday, October 19, 2006
9:44 PM
Ahhh! Its the 19th! Tomorrow's our big day, for the both of us. I'm so excited. I told Daddy I'm going out tomorrow and he was all, "Oh, go out. Okay lor. Go out." HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! (= I'm going out. I hope everything doesn't crank up last minute like they always do..

Internet Connection's back up. But I'm pissed with Mom for bringing my internet point and computer downstairs. Now my room is computer-less. I don't like that. It just feels weird. Like something's missing. Something is really missing. I want my computer back in my room.

We're having this cold war again. I don't know why, but I just hate her even more. I detest her I dislike her. Yet, I try so hard to get in her good books. But nothing turns out the way I wanted it to. Its just pointless. We're both giving up hope. Don't make us give up on you one day, cause it'll all be too late. And trust me, the day's coming soon. By then, there won't be time for regrets. Cause nothing's going to change reality. Face it.

He was angry with me today, but I admit, I was at fault first. He was only showing concern and care. So, Christine, don't blame him. You know you love him, and he loves you too. Believe in him.

"But it helps, doesn't it? You actually really feel better after doing so. But by doing so, nothing's going to change. So don't. If it makes you feel better in anyway, then cry."

Today was rough. Things were not going smoothly. Stay strong, cause you know you're worth much more. Don't let things like these bring you down. Stay strong! (=

Christine
9:44 PM

Saturday, October 14, 2006
3:38 PM
Rushing for time. But I really couldn't stand the terrible cut-off codes. So I changed temporarily. Sent my computer for servicing. it crashed ages ago. Internet connection will be back up next week. Till then (=

Christine
3:38 PM

10:18 AM
Its the 14th. Our third month's round the corner. Its this Friday (=

We're supposed to go out on Wednesday. But, maybe we can postphone it to Friday instead. Joyna and me have also promised Yanhong and Jaena for pool sometime soon. I think I'm just going to embarass myself there =/

Going out later with Family. Its so earlyyy. Shopping tomorrow! Can't wait. During the Chemistry paper yesterday I couldn't help but think about, what I want to buy, where i can get my heeled pumps, what kind of clothes do I want to buy this time, what bag do I want and when I could get my heels. =x Hopefully everything goes on well tomorrow and the day won't be ruined for my shopping trip! =D

Oh, yah. Yesterday I went to tuition alone and met Alicia at the bus stop. We started chatting till she met her father and the train station, and till she alighted at Tamp, while I continued the train ride alone. Anyways, our tuition teeacher's quitted teaching. The new teacher said it was cause of us, as in, or class was too mischievous, but she also added that she had other reasons for leaving as well. So, we've got a new teacher. We all felt quite guilty actually. But, maybe it would really be better cause she can't really control the class. We really studied for the first time at tuition when the new teacher took over =/

I took the train back at around 10 after tuition ended. It was so packed and crowded. There were some Caucasian guys in there. 4 of them. They were singing some weird tune I couldnt really hear cause my iPod was plugged on. But they kept going "didididi" in a really high pitched voice. Many were laughing but they didn't care and continued. Its like some free entertainment show or something. But Caucasians were all like that what. So.. not really suprised.

Please please let me get good results =x

Christine
10:18 AM

Friday, October 13, 2006
3:29 PM
God, I can puke blood.

Mummy's a computer noob. =/ Hahahhaha, joking. She's just really bad at blogs. And she was bugging me to show her how to go about blogging. Even when I refused to log into mine, she told me to create a new account -.-" Cute la she.

Oh, EXAMS ARE OVER!!!

Its a huge relief. After so much of mugging. But, I doubt I can really go out and play. I mean, look at my Mom. I'm still to go for tuitions. Ahhh, I want to go shopping, go out. If only I could have that bit of freedom everyone else has. )=

Christine
3:29 PM

Monday, October 02, 2006
7:48 PM
Today's been a long rough day. At school and all. What I've dreaded most have became reality. Quarrels are inevitable. But they suck. I hate it. This is prolly the worst worst day of my life.

Christine
7:48 PM

Sunday, October 01, 2006
8:15 PM
Ahhhh! Blogger ate up my template codes. Yes! Not my post, but my template!

Gotta wait till my internet connection's connected back before I can fix it. So... till then, I guess.

Christine
8:15 PM

3:58 PM
Screw you for being such a bitch, a destroyer, a stupid, dumb, brainless, idiotic ass. Screw you for not sparing a thought for other's feelings. Screw you for being such a tactless bitch. I, so hate you.

Sometimes I feel so much for you, like we were really friends. Not that we aren't. I'm fine with you, but you're so... tactless. Right, tactless.

.

I knew that if someone were to call my boyfriend some intimate names (more or less), something that I actually use to call him that as well, I'm supposed to close one eye, and walk away. Not complain, not care. And not be bothered. I never knew.

Christine
3:58 PM

11:35 AM
And, I miss you.

Christine
11:35 AM

10:52 AM
My internet connection's cut off, so I can't come online till its connected back. Which will be after the exams and PSLE's ended. So, I will not be blogging during this period of time. Good luck for the EOY's exams! =D

Christine
10:52 AM